I'll admit that a lot of times I'm surprised at the punch some of the small bags pack, but none of them can touch the stamped bags I get from a particular Brooklyn dealer. If some of the blanks were as big as this guys bags then they could contend, but until the 'barely filled halfway to the first fold' bullshit stops I'm strictly buying from the Brooklyn dude. Blanks come out of Brooklyn too, but they are really found all over, even in the suburbs where people with good connects can buy by the gram and bag it themselves and sling right there in the suburbs without the jacked up prices of people that make runs to the city and sell the stuff back in the burbs. Although I will say that one of my dealers must have been buying a ton of bags at once for cheap, because he was selling them at city prices back in the suburbs, and although the price has gone down in the suburbs, they haven't gone down to city prices.
One of the reasons I think the small bags are fire is because I think they are just making light bags instead of cutting them to make profit. Some street dealers buying grams might actually have the decency to not cut it because they don't know what to cut it with, and they know that people put this shit in their veins so don't want to risk their customers dying on them. I'm sure they would be a lot quicker to cut some coke that they figure some dudes with money are just buying to sniff, but with dope they figure you are shooting unless you say otherwise.
On another note, this will be my third week of just sticking to the weekends. I tried cutting subs out of the equation, even though I just used 5mg total throughout the week, then dope on sat n sun, but I made it until today and gave in and took 2mg of sub since I've got a bunch of yard-work to do, and I wasn't about to do it while in withdrawals, and if I didn't do it then I would get bitched at and then I would just want to get high.
I'm really sticking to just dope on the weekends though. I've got to. Like right now I'm chillin with over $100 in my wallet (not much money for the average person to have on them, but for a dope fiend who already paid his bills that's a decent amount of 'spending money' to have without going out and copping with it) and I just blocked the idea of getting dope out of my mind. I had been wanting to cut out the bullshit 1-2 bags on some weekdays just to get a buzz, since I was spending more money that way and keeping my tolerance steady. 0.5-1mg of suboxone is a better way to fill the gaps, and since I stop it on Thursday I have no problem getting high on Saturday, even though those low doses probably wouldn't block it, but a day of nothing at least lowers tolerance a tiny bit more. The only thing that has been fucking me is that I've been copping in the morning before work, so I end up doing dope all day which comes out to more than I would be doing if I waited until night time to start sniffing bags, like an hour before getting off work. Maybe I'll try that this week, but it's hard to do, especially when I've taken the weekdays off from doing dope, and work sucks when you are achy and have the remedy in your pocket.
I'm still working towards breaking my dependence though. Even with only using on the weekends I end up getting sick, so I'm going to have to take a full 10-14 days off, and then I should be able to use 1-2x a week without having to worry about dependence. I just haven't given my body enough time off. I've taken breaks from dope somewhat recently, but was taking subs or oxy to get by. I guess I could always just use the 2mg of sub I have left to taper until Sunday or Monday, taking this weekend off from dope, but I doubt that will happen. I feel like I need to cop every Saturday because it's the only day that I can make the trip out to Brooklyn, and it's cheaper and better than anything else around, so it's so hard to pass up the opportunity since it only comes around once a week.
Ughhhh..... I can't wait for work to be over... then walk to the train station, wait on the trian, walk to bus station, wait for bus, wait on bus... score, walk to *a secret location*... relief!!!
Dude that's one of the worst places to get high. The parking lot is a lot worse than actually going inside, but all it takes in one employer that doesn't like you and knows what you are doing and also might be thinking you are gonna be driving after that, and if you take more than a few minutes in there you can be walking out to a few cops waiting for you. That and I wouldn't be posting that spot on here. I know there are tons of them, but it doesn't need the added heat. I edited the quote to take it out, so I suggest you do the same.