124 days off suboxone, Adderall and Xanax. Need advice

[Kristi35]

This is hard mentally. I am 4 months sober and it seems to be getting harder. I don?t know what to do anymore. I feel like I need to get back on suboxone just to be mentally stable. Does anyone have any advice? How much longer will it take to be and feel normal again. This is hell sometimes.

 

[Bigsammy610]

What are you doing to give back to the world? Are you going about your business trying to stay clean on your own? Or are you giving back trying to help others? Getting outside of yourself is key. It's tough, I know. The odds are against us, but I remember hitting a wall at 4 months myself.

Personally, I work a 12-step program, go to church and stay physically fit. That's just what has worked for me, not saying it's for everybody but I KNOW if I did it, you can. Hope this helps.

 

[Kristi35]

Thank you! I need to give back and work the 12 steps. It is hard but hopefully I can do something!

 

[Bigsammy610]

Just pick up the phone and call a sober person. Just ask them how THEY are doing. It gets better I know it.