Supeudol
Bluelighter
Well over the course of 2 hours I have consumed 120mg of Diazepam. (Keep in mind I have a huge tolerance to benzo's and opiates, its actually insane.) - i'm not dicksizing, just saying, i have a real problem. I also took 900mg of Pregabalin throughout the day, and i'm surprised it hasn't potentiated it. I notice a very minor 'mellowness' and thats about it.
Benzo's were originally prescribed to me for Severe Panic attacks, and Anxiety at the age of 17. I didn't abuse them at first at all, at least for the first year or so. But now its been 7 years on and off benzo's, the same with opiates.
If it was Bromazepam or something, and I took like 3-4 6mg Bromazepam's I would REALLY be feeling it. Its funny how some benzo's will really hit me, especially Bromazepam and Alprazolam, also I find Lorazepam in high doses 6mg+ taken at once to have a stronger effect than 100mg of Diazepam.
BTW, these are not fake Diazepam at all. I bought them locally and they are the Apotex Canadian Brand (Top Quality). I even took some diphenhydramine and a 30mg MSIR tablet.
Then I just went out and copped 4 6mg HydromorphContin, and 2 2mg Dilaudids, and then crushed them up and sniffed them in two big lines. I'm feeling a little better now since earlier today, I lost half or more than half of my HydromorphContin 12mg's I get every day from the pharmacy, its a daily dispense taper, and I get 2 12mg Hydromorphone CR (Controlled Release). I crush the beads up real fine and snort them. The reason why I copped tonight is becaause my IOP benzo's have been sitting in customs for a long time now, which I could really use to get off the narcotics altogether, and then the benzo's eventually sometime later.
I also get scripted 1mg of Clonazepam twice a day.
The thing I don't understand is, did I just basically waste 12 tabs of Diazepam? I thought I would be nodding and everything. Looks like I am going to have to find some Phenazepam (except being really careful this time with dosing since last time I ended up in like a 3 week blackout and had to goto the hospital for a CATSCAN and a bunch of shit. They were worried I might have a hemorage in my brain. Thankfully I didn't.
Anyways, sorry for the long post here, but I am actually quite disappointed with Diazepam. You people in the rest of Canada and in the US are so lucky you can get the 2mg Xanax bars. In my province in Canada all the pharmacies only stock the 0,5mg peach footballs.
Has anyone else noticed Diazepam feels relatively 'weak' compared to other benzo's?![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Thanks,
Scott
Benzo's were originally prescribed to me for Severe Panic attacks, and Anxiety at the age of 17. I didn't abuse them at first at all, at least for the first year or so. But now its been 7 years on and off benzo's, the same with opiates.
If it was Bromazepam or something, and I took like 3-4 6mg Bromazepam's I would REALLY be feeling it. Its funny how some benzo's will really hit me, especially Bromazepam and Alprazolam, also I find Lorazepam in high doses 6mg+ taken at once to have a stronger effect than 100mg of Diazepam.
BTW, these are not fake Diazepam at all. I bought them locally and they are the Apotex Canadian Brand (Top Quality). I even took some diphenhydramine and a 30mg MSIR tablet.
Then I just went out and copped 4 6mg HydromorphContin, and 2 2mg Dilaudids, and then crushed them up and sniffed them in two big lines. I'm feeling a little better now since earlier today, I lost half or more than half of my HydromorphContin 12mg's I get every day from the pharmacy, its a daily dispense taper, and I get 2 12mg Hydromorphone CR (Controlled Release). I crush the beads up real fine and snort them. The reason why I copped tonight is becaause my IOP benzo's have been sitting in customs for a long time now, which I could really use to get off the narcotics altogether, and then the benzo's eventually sometime later.
I also get scripted 1mg of Clonazepam twice a day.
The thing I don't understand is, did I just basically waste 12 tabs of Diazepam? I thought I would be nodding and everything. Looks like I am going to have to find some Phenazepam (except being really careful this time with dosing since last time I ended up in like a 3 week blackout and had to goto the hospital for a CATSCAN and a bunch of shit. They were worried I might have a hemorage in my brain. Thankfully I didn't.
Anyways, sorry for the long post here, but I am actually quite disappointed with Diazepam. You people in the rest of Canada and in the US are so lucky you can get the 2mg Xanax bars. In my province in Canada all the pharmacies only stock the 0,5mg peach footballs.
Has anyone else noticed Diazepam feels relatively 'weak' compared to other benzo's?
Thanks,
Scott
