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Slaughterhousefive42

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If anyone is motivated to read this, please let me know what you think...am i crazy or dead right with multi personality disorder?

God has MPD!
My pussy Is always open for you she said.
People are necessarily selfish
Garbage trucks suck, I got stuck behind them three times today, weed is a wonderful creative stimulant for your mind, if you use it responsibly. I asked an old man what the secret to life was, he said moderation.
I am the excluded middle.
RewnewableNetworkedTransport takes away refuse and sewage through tubes, huge goods through interstate possibly underground freeways/vacuum tubes
When I talk about money all I see is the struggle, discrete mathematics, so many things I don’t know, always be positive and stop worrying because it interrupts your flowing intuitive thoughts which you should question often but never in times of actions, think then act on your thinking without thinking, therefore nihilistic material equitarianism is the most ideologically sound of all philosophies, holding that man values no things, that man does not even exist as an entity, that matter is merely an illusion to be played like a game- the game never ends, we are just one part of the game, yet we are the whole game in the present. The money power consists of the evil moneychangers crafting themselves occult places in the power elite of global humanity- political economic religious criminal educational have all become unified as one under the Internet, a product of the bourgeoisies of which I am proudly part of. The struggle of history is infinite compared to our petty troubles- yet to a paranoid schizophrenic in his cell worried about the Illuminati. What if all the mental patients are right? The world is crazy, all that exists is organized chaos- our attempts at economic, state, political, educational enforced order have corroded the core of society by corrupting each man- in other words listen there is lots of things we don’t know, but we are learning, the definition of one insanity is doing the same thing over and expecting different results, you must learn, God the universe is our teacher- there are many different entities in our universe, we are acquainted with infinite of them through animals humans and fictional thoughtforms which have a life inside our brain
Confunivese Who How created the first master race? Is DNA a seed for this universe? The gods above us plant this universe and then put DNA on different planets scattered around, then watch the progression of the species into intelligent beings- universal rule. They have the abilities to interact with us at will.
I’m not really sure who or what that was
Confuniverse is all non sensical, fantasizing, there should be four versions, one safe sobjective spoism, lets put the solar philm on ism, tube it up, RNT connected to Integrated Networked Shelter INS or SPOLAS connected to ECID connected to IBD The Government shall consist
The major influence of capital over policy in the West will eventually be replaced by the state corporate merger seen in many Asian countries, practicing a form of market socialism. The public and private must merge as one hypercapitalist entity, of the people for all the people, it should provide for greed, take care of stupid, weak, lazy people to prevent crime, stamp out evil’s roots and its effects- you can only destroy evil by stamping out its power, the only evil beings in the world are humans and maybe some animals, animals which happen to share some of the mental states as humans, primitive ones like sexual attraction, rage, sleep, activity, hunger, etc. Bikers are great. I just biked home from Panera, the new gentrification of South Ohio State Campus, where school and High Street meet ghetto. Now there is a huge commercial mall plex, with lots of bars
Cigarettes should be biodegradable, and we should recycle our waste. Every beautiful rocky pathway liner is filled with cigarette butts, half finished of the social or trying to quit smoker, and fully finished of the enjoyment and addicted smoker. It’s real easy to quit smoking, I’ve done it thousands of times. Buildings replaced by carbon composite
All building materials shall come from glassy steel, carbon composite, carbon nanotube fiber, biopolymers, aerogel, bendable concrete.
Turn parking lots into hydroponic gardens, the scent of money has corroded everything, until we take the evil out of its lending quoting in every Bible, responsible for the entire system, thus a portion of all the faults within, unless nothing matters except money and power The first step to wisdom is to admitting that even you if you studied all your life to learn the secrets of the entire universe, you might be able to know one out of a thousand generalities, but the devil’s truth is that the devil is in the details. You can never know the universe fully unless you surrender your conscious mind to the empty unconscious always bubbling with emotions. Your conscious mind isn’t smart. The unconscious is made of DNA patterns manifested as genes proteins and cells and tissues and organ and organ systems and your entire organism. The consciousness is made of your recursive feedback of experience of reality by those entities of DNA, RNA, genes, proteins and cells.
Listen or thy tongue shall keep you deaf. All culture is presently living in the past, instead of creating the future.
Drewe said, I see everything in everything else.

Goal for 2020 in Industrial Nations: Efficient Transport equals Society, everything chooses to be connected to RNT because of its benefits, power is through consent, people only have the power they assume, You don’t need anything (unless you want to live), and nothing is constant, once you accept that al there is IS change, you will get used to the idea of adapting to changes, realizing they are the necessary fuel of life, just as bankers are the necessary fuel of capitalists, bankers own the fuel of civilization, and are driving it off a cliff, enjoying the profits from their information power called currency, fiat debt money, every intended action calls into question good and evil
Goods moved through vacuum tubes, regular tubes huge for major shipping
People moved in public pods small to big, private autos drivable off RNT grid, open air rails
Biofuel or hydrogen batteries off the grid
Current system is wasteful? Why? Well, each car is at least 2000 pounds up to full trucks wearing 40 tons, that’s so much energy being wasted in the form of refined hydrocarbon oil, we could save so much energy by integrating it all, using carbon composite light pods weighing at most a ton on electric rail/tubes/tracks- these light pods would have electric motors if needed to go off the grid
The federal corporation must give away some of their money power to the states- they have taken control of politics through bribes from the Federal Reserve System Banks- private corporations set up after two failed banker coup attempts, finally the evil moneychangers got their control of the money supply, as they jostled McKinley to pass the income tax act and the federal reserve act, two of the worst acts for America’s entire future.
Self cleaning robots for all transport


Life is so complex, right now there are 6 billion alive and breathing, 3 billion sleeping, 2 billion sleeping, 50 million having sex, 1 billion on a drug, 100 million online, 500 million eating, 300 million doing nothing, 20 million dying, 20 million crying, 20 million being born, 200 millions of people in bliss, 200 million depressed people, mostly in america, just kidding prozac.
Jesus was god gnosis gospels 3 parts of soul holy trinity id ego superego
Guy with huge red ring stretching out ring on high street, this college is so complex, I can’t
There is infinity in all directions, we cannot perceive it because our instruments are not accurate enough? Western materialist science is probably right?
Capitalists rule with an iron fist, capitalisms will never end, they are master of transactions, information, military, production, finances, politics, economics, religion, and
Capitalists prop up religion because they know the religious people are the ones who would cause trouble, the true believers corrupted and deceived. I ask you to ask yourself, who is deceiving you in your life? Who always asks for you and never returns? Who hurts you when you try to help them? What things control your life? Religion, money, your job, your family, your friends, God, maybe its time you started thinking about what you want, and move to the beach or the mountains- for you have only one life and this society is vapid and commercial- there is nothing but eager consumption here- no real creation for its progress has long been stifled by altruistic, distractive, militaristic, financial, moralistic, religious sways on the common people- what the rulers fear most is an informed public. What do you mean, then why do they support education? Well because education leads to employment, not threatening and actually beneficial to the status quo, by controlled education they control the quality and extent of thought allowed in the classroom and libraries. Free speech is allowed mostly, but mollified by ridicule and insult- which are after all the most effective form of rhetoric, damaging to ego, spirit, and almost impossible to defend if true. Subtle ad hominems therefore comprise most of modern political thought.
You never know what it is, it could be some form of ecstasy.
The ultimate force in society is respect and
Stupid, ignorant, psychotic, destructive, pathological sociopaths with damaged brains are the most dangerous to society, if they are stupid and narcissistic and without values, they must be imprisoned, otherwise, if they aren’t evil, then
The problem with jail in capitalist system is the many people in jail indirectly or direct for systemic problems and economic offenses- these people aren’t really criminals, they did no harm except to money, and the moneychangers themselves use jews and Christians at the front scapegoats in their iron grip hold over Western civilization a grip the occult families have shared since the beginning of America as a british financial colony, look at the banks who
Do you really think the buildings on 911 came down from two planes. I hope you reconsider that opinion. The buildings, 110 stories talls, both of them collapsed into a 40 foot heap of sheared steel in ten seconds, tons of vaporized steel and concrete from the radially vertically directed thermonuclear bombs in the basement exploding the lateral flying debris, covering manhattan in a fine dust, theres a reason why half of new yorkians believe the government covered up or perpetrated 911 as a preservation of the current power elites way of life, a Silverstein insurance scam which frightened the amreican public into more petroconsumption and zero change.
Wheres my security darts with charged capacitors and piezoelectric crystals on a hand glove or two
Since I came home from panera on my bike with rob of the world in the scary place in which we evolved a dynamic system of rating, the place was full of hot girls, the food was light but greasy, expensive and confusing and fascist ordering nice cuddly family inquisitive friendly atmospheric managers in middle age.
I just wrote 2000 words in one hours since I came home. That is almost one word a second for one hour. That is crazy.

Get maggie for Spanish diario Cds burn onto computer,

religion education money economics sex politics revolution ‡ NSFFR version not safe for federal reserve
each language is a different perspective, if this book remains an intellectual exercise I wil have failed, I am trying to provoke you into action, well at least active thought, if you sit around and sleep or meditate or pray that is fine too, as long as your honest with your purpose in life, different strokes for different people to each his own, whatever blows your hair back, there is no absolute truth, just different perspepctives said nietzche who thought god was dead but rebelled against nihilism but atheism is fueled by religion’s abuses of human minds with irrational beliefs, spooks, and spirits, it is too late for humanism, it is time for extropian transhumanism, realize that trend started with the first bacteria and continues with our computers, our books, our electricitiy, our cars, technology, the magic pixie dust we create our society through a mental material filter and produce Western civilization each day of our lives, buildling on the past is all we can do, we are more than humans, across human biology and into the spiritual consciousness world, our brains and minds are so amazing, think of all the things you know, all the words people places situations feelings civilizations history emotions civilization is the river while the leaders countries are the banks, this is for the normal people, this is for all the suffering people who think no one cares for you, stop thinkgin and act, reflect afterwards, I ask jill war or peace and she said a world without strangers is optimal with our universal translator there is no reason why it cannot, im trying to reach everyone on earth with my crappy writing, won’t you help me spread the joy of living
Goal of RNT to transport goods, big to small, quantum wire electrical and thermal power, water, sewage, refuse through vacuum or air tubes integrated comfort shelter (ICS), built of carbon composite, hemp plywood, biopolymers from hemp, glassy steel if necessary, diamond from carbon sources, diamond nanotubes CVDed onto surfaces in the diamond age we live lets start acting life it. So goods, and then people through public and private pods on electric rail/tracks, you can drives these pods off the RNT grid in your driveway If you choose, they are fueled by hydrogen fuel cells, RNT also transports light, information, and food, it is connected to ECID which is evolving converging information device and Integrated body device called IBD, ECId presents the whole wireless internet in a small to big display personalized completely, news categories, important global information, entertainment through holovideo, 3d video, regular video, virtual reality, music, education knowledge, immersive in an oracle virtual like google knows everything, advertising optional for events products or capital earning jobs, entire internet including blog or website, personal business, laser keyboard mouse and pen social wind and video recorder and security key and notification links with IBD giving vital signs and location and notifies doctor if needed neural feedback EEG these acronyms are also optional to humans, they can opt out of the electronic RNT grid renewable networked transportation, only one of the contributions of spojective thought to human crappiness. Sold wind water biofarm on aerogel city floating in the ocean growing food, safe sobjective spoism, in the public version of my book I will hold back on money economics politics capitalism war sex drugs education and religion, but in the full out one I will rip everyone a new one by losing all biases to be a deconstructionist in an objective ethical view. Question what I say, I need feedback because there is no failure, we learn by being wrong, the definition of insanity is doing the same bad thing and expecting different results in our socially defined reality. Strength in yourself is an essential foundation to flower forth into the real world, in order to love others you must love yourself, as carrie from sex in the city says, the most important relationship is the one you have with yourself
SPOLA are leapfrogging ssolar philm covered geodesic domes providing health int he third world for efficient ecodustrialization- oral disease and STD tests instant based on nanowire sensors to antibody current triggers
SPOLES are cities reguges forums marketplaces entertainments concerts located everywhere renewably fueled from farm size to 10 meters equipped with solar philm, wind turbines, biomass production, learning studio government centers, ecogovernment combination of private and public production into an integrated more efficient societal system all based on RNT, instant transportation of water information energy goods people sewage food, etc, in many different forms and levels, turn parking garages into hydroponic gardens to facebook like social locator to find old or new friends around you on ECID in this world without strangers, our life goes from sperm and egg, we start as two, merge to form a zygote, then embryo, then fetus, then birth, then infancy and consciousness and toddler kid preteen adolescent teenager driving cars getting fucked up young adulthood finding responsible fighting real world and mortality then adulthood then middle age and we buy a sweet car to feel alive again before we get old, stop laughing in death if we don’t pass on our blood, our seed’s line is dead.whats the big deal about sex? Why do people look at it negatively and with taboo, it starts all life and I guess therefore suffering, but it started everyone’s existence society needs to be protected from the people who do not care about causing pain to other people, violence is largely socially taught, good instituations produce good societies and therefore good humans, because the only evil is in conscious humans and a few fucked up extra smart animals- you see there is power in evil, but only to a certain extent- good always triumphs, because evil is a unnatural shadow on this worlds existence, and quite frankly stinks like bad cheese attracting bad people and self exploding, every corrupt thing will eventually crumble like castles in the sand, justice will ultimately be served through the horrible pregenitors of unifiers among us like anti MAD nuclear feeling and the connected commerciality of fashionable free thinking consuming taxpaying happy humans over television the money god, the internet- the information god shall eventually triumph in the digital dotcommunist revolution, marx predicted what would happen, that the capitalists would bring about the conditions for a humane socialism, it will probably have to happen gliobally if at all, the planning, robotization and efficiency brought to all economic activity and renewable networked transportation. The future energy sources in preferability are: fusion, wind, water, solar, biomass, waste storage, fuel cells, geothermal, biofuel, methane, oil coal, wood
Society is ruled by choice convenience information communication and power. It needs to be ruled by creativity, knowledge, with virtues like patience, love, forgiveness, altruism, happiness, perseverance, trust, faith, hope, etc- people with a negative view of human nature do not think this is possible. But I doubt their permanent cynical view and believe they will be left behind in the good people revolution of global intertwined hypercapitalism through the global brain of the Gorganism or global organism bourne out of connected information. Right now it seems like we live in a chaotic yet ordered time, this is because there is nothing but chaos except in humans minds which collapse the quaffs of our nonlocal wave function reality into one consensual reality, more or less, we have been trained to do this by our conscious mind, which is the recursive result of top down control in the pyramidal neurons, thalamocortical network, of experiencing reality through our DNA’s machines, we did not build ourselves, or DNA, but it fuels our being and we live through it, in return for its drives which make us religious, afraid emotional feeling experiencing conscious worried and pretty much everything, we have to put up with its desires for spreading which are inadvertedly in our genes, everyone plays the fool sometimes, be patient and work through it, its greek to me, I don’t understand French but I do undersand English, both have information but I cant decipher the semantic meaning of French because I associate nothing with the words. My balls itch, I can’t help scratching them just like its hard for me to ignore pain, even though I know it is a material illusion, and shouldn’t affect me, its almost impossible to be that strong of mind, you have to meditate all day and do youga to make your neuronal thinking cells dancing in synchronized bioelectrochemical firing in the Olympic games of life that never ends seeing infinity in all directions. What is a waste? A building, a war, a class, a life, if youaren’t wasted the day is, nothing matters unless you say it does, time is an illusion, the only time now is party time

I don’t know about you America, but I WANT TO continue our way of life, maybe even making it better? I like our way of life, there are problems sure, but in problems like opportunity, often the difference between beauty evil and virtue is a matter of emphasization focus and attention, be vigilant for the forces of evil, they shall compel you to sacrifice your true heart of hearts with no sacrifice of their own, trust is built into the system, but if you want to see competition then you shall find it and evilness, cooperation as eintstein said he must remind himsefla hundred times each day that my inner and outer lives are based on the labors of other people living and daed, and that I must exert myself in order to five in the same measure as I have received and still received. There are bigger things than ourselves, one of the most alienating things for most people is realizing that fact.
Music is amazing, I ride my bike around campus, dodging cars and pedestrians, going faster than traffic weaving in and out like a nerdy knight too cool for walking, you got somewhere to be sure I do somewhere else, I can’t help moving, even in my sleep I move, I am an fidgeter and have a hard time with meditation
I would be solipsistic in my pursuit of subjective truth, but no one would be interested, therefore id rather integrate the endless perspectives I see in reality to form a coherent tapestry of truth, each words and second we live we find meaning in our dreamworld mind or actually external reality. I didn’t create the human language but I use it. I didn’t create my body but I use it. My parents used their bodies to create mine, they caused my birth.
You trust me enough to drive 1 meter away from me going at breakneck speed on cell phone cough medicine DVD screen bumpin 50 cent who agrees reefer makes your mind thuggish and great. That is cooperation, well im sorry I’ve seen enough stupid drunk tired high dumb distracted hungry sleepy people behind the wheel, even a puking driver, and my friends have died from cars, and im tired of the millions of people directly and indirectly dead from the material extraction, accidents, explosions, manufacturing injuries, global warming, resource wars, factory injuries, suicides, we drive these urban assault vehicles around the city, terrorizing those around us who have gotten used to their noisy interruptive profane presence. Instead of swift efficient transportation being the norm for everything, it is disintegrating, competitive, stressful, angry, inefficient, combustive, people want to blow up shit when they drive, they blow up shit to drive in their engines, polluting the air with the smell and taste of smog keeping 1000 kilograms going at 20 meters per second on the freeway, 400 kilojoules kilowatts of energy each second fighting against huge frictional forces, other drives, their internal mind, cell phones, drugs, luck, weather, snow, so wasteful and heavy metal cars when they could e each 100 lb carbon composites stronger than steel
Transportation of everything must be efficiently networked and integrated into one hypergrd: information energy water food people goods sewage. The efficiency of the tranportive hypergrid shall be the story of the future.

They say hindsight is 20/20, well I went into the future to give the present perfect vision of our purpose. You can thank me later! How crazy is it eating the hot as peppers, the purple ones even made the Mexican cry
Chemical taste- turkey mayo pickles on bread, just a hint of pickles though, not too much, ernie was abused, that’s why he is so annoying
Lost is the simplicity of our times
The world abounds with laws
And teems with crimes
 
Your not crazy, you just seeem to wish society in general would be a better place. Who wouldnt wish that?

Dreamers hold the key to the future.
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