I feel ya verso, my dealer of 2 years caught a couple cases and hes been waiting to get locked up for a while now. He had two phones, one that he was using when he got screwed and one with a new number after that, both were working. One day both of em went off and I haven't heard from em since but I'm hearing hes still on the outside. I'm hearing he never got put away, shit got dropped, he must of ratted his ass off. I'm hearing hes dealing outside of his buddies apartment but I have no idea where. It pisses me off, he was the most loyal freaking dealer and I was always the first to know of his number changes. Shitty. Now I've got 1 freaking pill dealer "queen bee" (no thats not her nickname, its what I call someone prescribed pills that deals. They are queen bees, or king bees, because all the addicts and users buzz around their hive, feel me?) that I've got to go thru a friend to get to, and one very unloyal dope dealer that goes up to the city and charges me $60-70 a b. Thats why I've been using my subs more and more often, its tearing me up on the inside. Its a constant battle to quit for a while and save up for shit I need, or I'll get lost and end up using for a week strait. Thats impossible right now so I'd like to use the situation to my advantage and hopefully get 4-5 months of The General car insurance saved up. I should be getting my car in April so, I wont be needing to hit up a middleman for D i'm hoping.