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10th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Racist Dogs, Dog

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naw man your not on the team..your on the freshman squad maybe the jv, you got a little ways to go until you get that call up to varsity nod squad
 
well it was from a few days ago team nod, whats with the hate, so i havent been doing it forever, if im high im high, if im nodding im nodding, just having a good time talking with other users around the world sharing storys and just having fun,whats with the buz kill man, relax im just trying to enjoy the site, im not hurting anyone, noone seemed to have a problem wit the things iv been saying, iv met some kool ass people heard some kool/ funny and interesting storys,
 
so anyway, today three bags seems to have me feeling really really good (got a very small line left of bag three) im just glad it hasent jumped up to any more bags then when i started, only been around a month but i was worried it would jump really fast since before i started dope i could sniff 4 of those 30s in an hour or two an not be that messed up at all, my body weight probly helps wit that tho, iv allways been able to eat anything i want and never gain a pound, even when i was trying to put on weight, i would take everything under the sun that was suposed to make you gain and nothing, i hate it, but everyone keeps telling me to enjoy it while im young lol
 
if what i said is a buzzkill then your in over your head

when did i say i had a problem with what your saying? im just busting your balls bro, i swear you people cant take a bit of criticism or sarcasm without catching feelings and think im picking on you...i like to know who it is im talking with and what time of mind they have on them...im not trying to sit here and talk toome little crybaby bitches who cant take a joke or some kids who think BL is a playground and are just trying to "have fun". i mean i get it, we talk about heroin like its normal and for most of us it is but we talk about it and make fun and have a good time..

but i see you young fucks coming in here all the time and think we are glorifying this shit and we arent..ive seen to many of you young kids (and im only 25) but i see you young kids and even the not so young kids but the ones who never had the bal;s to use until they came across this shit..the ones who come here askin BDD questions on OCs and then a month or 2 later from reading this thread and others yall get to thinking "hey heroin isnt as bad as i always thought, i mean look at all the poeple here that post about it and they are fine" and really none of us are fine, we are all fucking junky losers who fucked everything up once they start using and we all wish we never started on this shit..but you think this a cool place and we talk about funny stories and all this bullshit

you should take this shit serious man, people die from this shit everyday, even the best most experianced bl'rs have gone down in flames, so respect what we try and do here..its not all about telling stories and having fun...

if you havent done it yet, i suggest you read therw the shrine and see how cool this shit really is..i mean what other forum on the web has a section that is 100% dedicated to the members who have died..do you understand what that means? its not just on here and one there, its damn near every other month and sometimes we might get 2 or 3 in a week. really though, this site really its beyond just that, people here take care and look after each other cause i bet any other forum you go to if a member stopped posting you wouldnt think that they are dead, but here you do..hell you might not know their names, or ever think of meeting them but here people are alot closer, almost like a family and i hate people that come here just looking to dick around and hopefully score some drugs or meet up with someone and offer to buy their drugs if they score for them and this other bullshit...

i know if i ever got stranded somewhere in almost anystate, if i can find a computer and get on BL someone is gonna come help, maybe with a place to stay or whatever it might be..and i dont know any other site on the web where that can go down and it not be creepy, where it can go down and the person who came to help you out happenes to habve a bag and joint for you just cause they knoiw you even though we have never met...shit if that happened in england or australia, its the same thing, i know people that will come to help or just would be down to meet up cause im there
 
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lol im 23 and if you want to take this site like its the real world go for it, i know i have a problem we all know, but there no point in not having fun while were on this site cause being all serious on here aint gonna fix a fucking thing in your life, not one fucking thing, im not acting like its kool, but when im on here im going to share what we all have in commen here were all drugies,yea lets all site around and say how were fuck ups and losers, i bet if thats all this thread was it would die out instantly, theres a reason 99% of everyone heres been sharing storys and having a good time , cause this aint the real world theres a time and place for everything, and this is a place to relax for a min share a laugh with others who are fuck ups as well, your the only one to have a problem with everyone having a good time on here , its a god damn internet site, so you can keep thinking were all acting like dopes kool man its the way to be, no deep down we alll know whats going on but why come here an say what we allready know thats pointless, hence why weve all been having a good time just bull shiting
 
runtothehills, I would back off the habit right away. Seems like you have been using everyday, so even though your tolerance is on the low end right now (although 3 bags from Camden are probably like 8 or so bags in other parts of Jersey) but it will jump so quick if you keep up that habit. Try to keep it down to every 3 days. I think that that is the most reasonable pattern of use for people like us that aren't about to quit or just use once a month.
 
This convo is too intense for me right now. I've cut down a bit in the last few days, and today was my first day of w/ds. Not as bad as I'd feared. I'm really tired right now and will probably (hopefully) pass out before midnight (which is very very early for me, unfortunately).

All of you keep on keepin' on.
 
I am sad I have 6 bags left and I am not going to be copping anymore.. gotto make the switch back to sub. I hate hate hate hate hate it!!!!Tomorrow is going to be 24 hours of just being like tired and crap, then once I take the sub like 24-36 hours in, the hell begins.
 
nowdubnvr6 said:
Tommy we both know that is going to fall on deaf ears......
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Yea, I'm sure we will see them posting in Other Drugs something like "HELP, need help with opiate detox." It's like the people that I see turn to the needle, and then over the course of the month they start 10 threads in OD about issues they got from it.
 
waaait, hope I'm not one of the 'them' in reference! I'm not messing around in here, or with this stuff (H).I know this shit isn't glamorous and am very realistic about where I'm at and will end up. If you didn't mean 'me' in particular, then sweet. Related note - I haven't IVd since I had that dude inject on me and he hit that artery. That alone scared me away and I'm back to snorting!
 
i got an app wit a sub doc next week altho i dont no the success rate is but iv only been on dope a month so i dono if that helps, but its 200$ fist time there and after my first two visits witch is two app in a week then after my first week i go to meetings once a week at night, aint beging of the end i dont shoot and as you see iv made steps to work towrds getting clean for good just enjoying it before i go, trust me i no the main thing in getting clean is wanting to and i do i got a mortgage car payment , im an auto body and painter that i own a % of the shop i work at, other then my drug problem for being 23 id be in amazing shape, so i do have the want trust me , i just need to go through with it. i do think its kool that ppl care for othes on here and yes i may have over reacted chicky, i just took what you said one way, but i just want you to no im not a little kid i know how i could lose it all bc of drugs, i just dont talk bout that side of the drugs on here, iv talked enough bout that side of it wit my fiance and all so i will say it id appreciate it if youd acceot me saying sorry, just the dope kinda happend has and i liked just being able to have fun on here bc i have to doing nothing but talking about my problem non stop out side of this, but im saying it i was in the wrong dont want yous to think im a dick head nor going into a drug free for all i understand im doing bad and what not but next week like it said i go into the docs and meetings, andonce i do that im trying to expand the shop im at and hopfully open a branch all my own cause im accully a really good body man and painter and desent on the biz side of it too, if i knew how to upload a pic its show you this mustang i just did that was a compleate total, replaced the frame and all,aww now im all sad cause i feel bad for blowing up so if i could get a response on my appolage id really appreciate it, thanks-stephen
 
well i snap fast when high and i talk about my problem non stop out side this site so i liked being able to talk and have fun on here while it lasted and what not,i no im a scum bag,i have alot going for me and i could fuck it all up if i dont clean up, but before i go to docs and all that shit id still like to talk and bull shit with you guys and girls. everyones pretty chill here so not a bad place to come an chit chat when theres down time
 
i wouldent say guilty conscience everyone here is on dope , just not trying to seem above anyone or anything just wanna be able to talk you ppl are real n down to earth
 
damn just got a bun on credit, well i gave my dboy my ipod touch as collateral, but this shit is super strong today. didn't think i would be droppin my head.

i just dont understand you runtothehills. why go through sub maintence if you just been usin for a months time. unless you need the subs to help you from gettin high?

oh and man, you gotta quit it with the double/triple posts in a row.
 
rob007 said:
damn just got a bun on credit, well i gave my dboy my ipod touch as collateral, but this shit is super strong today. didn't think i would be droppin my head.

i just dont understand you runtothehills. why go through sub maintence if you just been usin for a months time. unless you need the subs to help you from gettin high?

oh and man, you gotta quit it with the double/triple posts in a row.
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runtothehills, we all like coming here since we can openly talk about shit we can't say in front of other people, but we also try to keep each other in check if someone seems to be using a lot or heading down the wrong path.

rob007, I used to tell my dealers never to spot me if I ever asked them. It was my attempt to keep myself in check if it came down to it, and also a way to keep me from owing a debt to someone. I don't need any added stress, and I don't need to be spending more than I can afford at the time. Make sure you get that iPod touch back. I remember hanging out with some dope dealer friends, and it would amaze me to see the things that they would get from people for only a bag or two. Dope dealers have it good. Not only do they make money, but they get most of their possessions at a 90% markdown.

And damn, we haven't had this many NYers in here since I started coming to this site. Represent!
 
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