And yeah the bupe def is blocking a bit because usually i'll take 2mg at like 8am the morning of the 1st day I use, then 12 hours later I am doing dope. THe day before that I was on my 6mg daily dose. I swear to god that my 1st shot back, even if I took up to 6mg bupe that day, is ALWAYS the best. But there's def some blockage. My friend says instead of going off bupe when I use to just stay taking 1mg every morning before you use..but I am afraid that after my 1s night back of using dope and I really load up that 1mg will send me into PWs or something, so I NEVER end up doing that. He thinks itd make my transition back a few days later much easier.
But yeah tommyboy, you are right about my tolerance I guess. Like I used to do larger shots and now I trick my self thinking my tolerance is lower now because I can feel single bag shots nicely.. but I still end up doing a decent amount becuase I shoot mor efrequently. It depends.. but generally i'll average 10 bags a day. Like I said I often only use 2 days at a time so sometimes in my head I am like ok I am gonna have a blowout and buy a lot mor dope.. someitmes I conserve to keep it going but that makes my transition even worse..so i'll end up doing bigger shots and using 15 or 20 bags in a day. But honestly generally speaking I keep my habit to a bun a day when I do use a lot more often than I don't. When I was on done my tolerance was sky high.. but I didn't use much. It's just that shit stuck with me becuase I never really detoxed you knw..just switched to bupe.
So i'll use for 2-3 days, then I take 24-36 hours with nothing,then go back to my 6mg bupe. If I got my bupe down to 4mg, which honestly i could easily do in 2 weeks time, i'd be in a much better spot like you said. In reality I should just stick with my 6mg for a few more days then make the drop, wait till I level out totally before using.
And yeah dude beleive me I would not be on a dose this high of bupe for my sized habit.. but I was on 80mg methadone for a long time and I switched over to bupe...everyone knows it's not the 'easiest' transition...and I ended up leveling out at 12mg. If I toughed it out I prob could hvae done it with less but I kept that 12mg dose for too long before tapering down.
Honestly before I was on done I was on like 2 or 3mg bupe daily and I felt a lot better than I do now on 6mg daily. YOu get a lot more side effects the higher your dose is. When you successfully lower it and give your self time to fully adjust it does benefit you.. it's just you have to not use lol