TheCuriousOne
Bluelighter
Hello, what I'm writing about is absolutely no safer USE. The combination is totally dangerous and i did it in a pretty depressedl condition.
To make things clear:
I was a relative opioid naive at this point. I used to take maybe about 5-10mg oxycontin once per week orally. I also did not have a huge benzo tolerance.
So, just a few days ago I used to get my hands on some morphine ER pills (100mg) and I did not give a shit about anything. I just wanted to nod off and forget all my worries... regardless if I would end up not breathing or whatever
I went to the drugstore, gotmyself some 3cl syringes and went straight home. I just wanted to IV for the first time, because why the hell not? I did not give a shit. Took my shirt off, took my belt off and tied it below my arm...
Took a spoon, took some NaCl and crushed the 100mg morph pill. Was a pain in the ass to peel off the coating but finally I just put the whole content into the solution and heated it with a lighter for a couple seconds.
Keep in mind this was all totally intuitive and impulsive. I did not research how to IV properly and I just did not give a shit.
... Then I noticed. The content had not dissolved completely. It was full of little residual chunk. The solution was very gooey and thick. I thought to myself 'What the fuck'?
Took a strainer and let the solution flow through it. Then put a cigarette filter in the spoon, drew it all up and stang it in my vein. It was the first time I ever did such a thing.
I was really really nervous about the whole thing and I just pushed down the plunger a little bit and my whole arm instantly ached and burned really incredibly fucked up.. I took out the syringe and my arm was in a seizure mode. It burned really bad and my arm was shaking uncontrollably, I did not know why. The injection site was swollen up and I thought I would get an abcess.
I was extremely frustrated, took out the needle and just shot the whole solution into my ass. Estimatedly about 80mg morphine rectally without a tolerance. After that I took 100mg pure MDMA just like that. I was bored and I was not in the right mindset and setting to do MDMA but I didn't care.
Just a couple minutes later I swallowed valium after valium after klonopin with several beers and ran outside yelling and screaming at people and randalling for no reason. I also talked to random strangers and exchanging life stories with them. Told random people that I loved them yadda yadda. BLACKOUT
Next thing I remember is that I wake up in the hospital. I was told that I just fell at the ground and stopped breathing. After that I had to sleep over at the psych ward for a couple of days.
To make things clear:
I was a relative opioid naive at this point. I used to take maybe about 5-10mg oxycontin once per week orally. I also did not have a huge benzo tolerance.
So, just a few days ago I used to get my hands on some morphine ER pills (100mg) and I did not give a shit about anything. I just wanted to nod off and forget all my worries... regardless if I would end up not breathing or whatever
I went to the drugstore, gotmyself some 3cl syringes and went straight home. I just wanted to IV for the first time, because why the hell not? I did not give a shit. Took my shirt off, took my belt off and tied it below my arm...
Took a spoon, took some NaCl and crushed the 100mg morph pill. Was a pain in the ass to peel off the coating but finally I just put the whole content into the solution and heated it with a lighter for a couple seconds.
Keep in mind this was all totally intuitive and impulsive. I did not research how to IV properly and I just did not give a shit.
... Then I noticed. The content had not dissolved completely. It was full of little residual chunk. The solution was very gooey and thick. I thought to myself 'What the fuck'?
Took a strainer and let the solution flow through it. Then put a cigarette filter in the spoon, drew it all up and stang it in my vein. It was the first time I ever did such a thing.
I was really really nervous about the whole thing and I just pushed down the plunger a little bit and my whole arm instantly ached and burned really incredibly fucked up.. I took out the syringe and my arm was in a seizure mode. It burned really bad and my arm was shaking uncontrollably, I did not know why. The injection site was swollen up and I thought I would get an abcess.
I was extremely frustrated, took out the needle and just shot the whole solution into my ass. Estimatedly about 80mg morphine rectally without a tolerance. After that I took 100mg pure MDMA just like that. I was bored and I was not in the right mindset and setting to do MDMA but I didn't care.
Just a couple minutes later I swallowed valium after valium after klonopin with several beers and ran outside yelling and screaming at people and randalling for no reason. I also talked to random strangers and exchanging life stories with them. Told random people that I loved them yadda yadda. BLACKOUT
Next thing I remember is that I wake up in the hospital. I was told that I just fell at the ground and stopped breathing. After that I had to sleep over at the psych ward for a couple of days.
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