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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

10 oc 80's enough to OD??

maaaaaan... this is hopefully a horrible not funny joke or an idle threat bc if it isn't then this is a suicide thread and a call for help. 800mg of OC chewed up all at once will kill almost anyone by respitory depression/failure who doesn't receive immediate medical attention. even most very very tolerant individuals would be in grave danger with a dose like that. there are ppl you can call to help you through whatever ur going through. please at least talk to someone before you do something drastic. also please respond so we bluelighters know you're ok..
 
AuraithX said:
Uhh...shouldn't a administrator report his IP address or something?

It is not bluelight's job to babysit people. Besides, the internet really isn't as organized as you might think. Who would they "report" the IP address to? Usually you need a warrant for an ISP to give you the contact information of someone who was using a particular IP address at a given point in time.

Looks like everyone did what they could to try to talk this person out of taking 800mg of oxycodone. That's about all we can do in situations such as these.
 
I should really close this. I probably will if he hasnt responded by tonight. Im thinking it's some sort of lame joke and he didn't really eat that many. If its not, then theres not much we can do at this point because *no one* is surviving 800 milligrams of Oxycodone - it doesn't matter how high your tolerance ever could get. That's death.
 
I think a joke of this caliber warrants an instant banning. Seriously. And if it wasn't a joke, then it's not like banning the account will matter anyway, n'est-ce pas?
 
^^true story...

If you were serious then you must read alot more before just asking questionings then dismissing them and saying ''you can close this now'' sounds like he/she wants attention because I have NEVER in my life heard someone ask such a rediculous question.....

if you took then them you wont see this but rest easy..
 
He only posted 16 posts here in Bluelight; see one of them:

XTc_for_me said:
i hate myself dunno what else to say.....

And in this post:

XTc_for_me said:
i jus wanna know if it will kill someone or just leave them all retarded when i wake up... cause that would suck

Waking up not dead, but "retarded" is the main worry of someone who really wants to commit suicide....

XTc_for_me said:

I hope he was just high; or just stupid;
If he was really depressed and suicial, seeking help, like he says "i hate myself, dunno what else to say", then it's sad he didn't spent more time on Bluelight, maybe we could have helped him... :(
 
Hi all, verry sorry for bringing these problems to your great board, i am fine obviously........i have problems i guess, after i posted i sat an lookde at all 10 of them for atleast an hour, in wich i decided not to do it, scared i guess..... anyways i ate half of one and pondered for 5 or 6 houres about my life, and decided i would goto the doctor and try to get on some medication like prozac, or whatever might help me... hopefully all of you wont think bad about me, i was in a very messed up state of mind last night, and you people were all i had to vent to........ i knew 10 oxy's would kill me, just figured i wanted someone else to know i was gunna be gone...... enough of that, my name is jesse, im 20 years old, nice to meet you all.....i should be here for awhile......

thanks for all the kind posts also, they helped alot. Promise there wont be anymore of these type threads.....
 
XTc_for_me said:
Hi all, verry sorry for bringing these problems to your great board, i am fine obviously........i have problems i guess, after i posted i sat an lookde at all 10 of them for atleast an hour, in wich i decided not to do it, scared i guess..... anyways i ate half of one and pondered for 5 or 6 houres about my life, and decided i would goto the doctor and try to get on some medication like prozac, or whatever might help me... hopefully all of you wont think bad about me, i was in a very messed up state of mind last night, and you people were all i had to vent to........ i knew 10 oxy's would kill me, just figured i wanted someone else to know i was gunna be gone...... enough of that, my name is jesse, im 20 years old, nice to meet you all.....i should be here for awhile......

thanks for all the kind posts also, they helped alot. Promise there wont be anymore of these type threads.....

Hi Jesse, a lot of people have the same problems than you, you know...
But you can tell us your problems in Th Dark Side, and we will help you...
But you also need to go see a psychiatrist; and a good one...
 
For what it's worth, people who plan on killing themselves don't stop to get advice or approval from anyone else... especially not a bunch of random fucks on the internet. They just go ahead and do it. This basically means that you are merely depressed, and not suicidal. This is obviously a good thing. Now, what you need to do is seek help for your depression. And don't think of it as being an option, either. Force yourself to find someone to talk to, even if it is the good folks in The Dark Side.

I just... want you to know that the cry for help that is this thread isn't as effective as a cry for help among your friends or family, in the real world.

Glad you're okay.
 
i called the dr. and made an appointment, its scheduled for tues at noon, hopefully they can help..... i have this terrible problem were i look at myself and see nothing but ugly, when i try to talk to ppl i dont know i freeze up.....i really do hate myself, doesnt the saying go you cant love others if you dont love yourself? i have caused alot of drama with my dad over the years because of it, i wish i could just talk to him like a normal person, i keep everything to myself, i dont feel like i can let my emotions out to my few friends i have, or my dad.......im rambling on i know, kinda buzzed, hopefully some medication will help me.....
 
XTc_for_me said:
i called the dr. and made an appointment, its scheduled for tues at noon, hopefully they can help..... i have this terrible problem were i look at myself and see nothing but ugly, when i try to talk to ppl i dont know i freeze up.....i really do hate myself, doesnt the saying go you cant love others if you dont love yourself? i have caused alot of drama with my dad over the years because of it, i wish i could just talk to him like a normal person, i keep everything to myself, i dont feel like i can let my emotions out to my few friends i have, or my dad.......im rambling on i know, kinda buzzed, hopefully some medication will help me.....

Sounds like you have social phobia, a bad self-esteem, a complex maybe? (you know, even the attractive and some celebrities are like this) and depression. Do you get anxiety when you're around other people and just want to be left alone? If so, then that's basically social phobia. Medication may help, but it is not successful in all who suffer from these conditions. Cognitive Behavoural Therapy, with a psychologist can help, but is not always successful either. Sometimes, it requires time, determination, and a combination of CBT and medication to, I won't use the term "cure", but I'll say it can make it easier to cope with.

Life experience can always help. And I know, myself, as a sufferer from depression, anxiety and social phobia (sometimes), I would crawl into my little hole and not face the world. This is a form of avoidance and when you're avoiding these things like social confrontation and interaction, you're only depriving yourself of better ways to cope with the root of the problem. Take it one step at a time, as psychologists like to say and the more experience you have with facing the things you don't like doing, you have a tendency to be able to cope with it easier and ignore the negative, sometimes invasive thoughts that go part-in-parcel with depression and social phobia/anxiety.

Good luck man. There's people out there that want to help, whether you believe it or not, and there are also people who like to "feed" of other people's weaknesses too, so this can make it harder to deal with and sometimes force us into avoidance.

You'll get there man, you're still only very young. But, the sooner you get onto this problem, the better.
 
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