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Bluelighter
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I tried my first hit of LSD when i was 20 years old about a year ago. Honestly i can say this was one of the scariest but most amazing moments in my life. I got 5 hits from a friend of a friend at around 12am on saturday/sunday after being up over 24 hours after a percocet binge. At first we decided we would wait to take them or I would do them alone at a later time. But after asking my friend if he wanted to take a hit he said sure why not we had nothing else to do. So we only ate half a hit each at first but about 30 mins later we didnt feel anything so we split another hit.
We started laying on the couches in the dark listening to The Doors one of my all time favorite bands. He had to go to the bathroom and i still wasnt sure if i felt anything. I went and sat next to the dog (a chihuaha) on the couch when i started feeling like the dog was scared or something. I started to freak out and i thought the dog was hurt. When my friend came out of the bathroom i told him i think his dog is really scared and he asked me what i did to it. I said i didnt do anything to it and i thought he was accusing me of hurting his dog. Then he told me he wasnt and just wanted to see what was wrong then he turned the light on and looked at the dog and she was sleeping....yup thats right she wasnt even sitting up next to me like i thought, she was passed out. WOW. So this is acid huh? He went and put the dog away with good reason.
We had a good laugh about that and decided to smoke some weed and change the music because it was freaking me out a little bit. My friend turned the lights on and put on some Hendrix when the lights made a sudden shift and everything got dark and the lights rushed into focus over us. We started talking about how long this lasts and i forgot what he said but the next thing i knew i thought my friend was the devil trying to sell me acid for the rest of my life! Then he started putting some stuff away when i ask him what he was doing and things get a little weird. All the sudden i start to think hes putting everything away to try and kill me! I started to put my shoes on and told him not to move i was about to run out of the house! He told me to calm down that everything would be OK he reminded me i have taken acid and i would be like this for a while. I remembered i was on drugs and just calmed down. He packed a bowl and everything was right in the world again.
After smoking a bowl i decided i wanted to get my ciggs from the car to calm down. He reminded me that before we tripped he told me that i needed to make sure i have everything i need right next to me so that we dont go outside. Hes very paranoid about his neighbors and me bad tripping wasnt going to add to his comfort zone. I told him i wouldnt rest until i had my ciggs after all i am an addict right? So he tells me that he wont come with me and if anything happens he is not responsible. I tell him ok ill be right back i promise. I actually just grabbed the ciggs and came right back. Didnt get stuck in some crazy dimension on my way suprisingly. In retrospect the ciggs were a bad idea.
I go inside and smoke a cigg in his garage. This wasnt any ordinary garage, this garage was piled to the celing with SHIT. It smelled like dog crap and i felt all the sudden like i was in a big trash pile when randomly it hit me! This was all one big joke. I suddenly thought i was on a hidden camera reality TV show and that my friend was in on it. I thought any moment some cameras were gonna roll out and some show host would pop out somewhere and tell me i was on TV. What the fuck?
I guess the acid is really fucking with my mind more than i thought? I never knew a drug this powerful. We go inside after i decide ill never smoke a cigarette again after being subjected to that garage who would want to right? We go inside and decide to turn the TV on and watch a movie and smoke a bowl. Im watching the movie and my friend calls me over to his living room. He's looking at a painting. I look at this painting and almost wanted to cry. This was one of the most beautiful sights i have ever seen in my life. Suddenly i knew this is what acid was meant for. Natural beauty. Fuck TV! We stare and conversate about the painting for what seemed to be a while when we wanted to go and look for other paintings around his house. We spend about an hour looking at some of the most amazing things i have ever seen.
After this we sat down and smoked some weed and listened to music with the lights off. This is where things got crazy again. We started talking about love and he points out to me that were talking about the same thing the song is talking about. What the fuck? How is this possible? Im not hearing the lyrics to this song when im speaking. The song eventually changes and the same thing happens again subconciously! What the fuck!!!! This is insane. This is the first time i ever noticed my true sensitivity to music. Ever since this trip i can connect a song and a feeling from the first few moments of it. Being an artist myself its been one of the most valuable experiences of my life.
The night goes on and we just watched some Adam Sandler movies because i was too afraid going outside might take me somewhere i dont want to be. In retrospect i should have gone outside and experienced nature but i was just too terrified of the things i had seen earlier to trust myself outdoors.
There were alot of other things that happened but i dont have the time to type all the little details. It was a very long exciting and extremely terrifying trip at moments but wow. What a new world it opened. Since then i've tripped 6 times and never had any moments like this again. I've always been able to control myself in any set and setting since then.
We started laying on the couches in the dark listening to The Doors one of my all time favorite bands. He had to go to the bathroom and i still wasnt sure if i felt anything. I went and sat next to the dog (a chihuaha) on the couch when i started feeling like the dog was scared or something. I started to freak out and i thought the dog was hurt. When my friend came out of the bathroom i told him i think his dog is really scared and he asked me what i did to it. I said i didnt do anything to it and i thought he was accusing me of hurting his dog. Then he told me he wasnt and just wanted to see what was wrong then he turned the light on and looked at the dog and she was sleeping....yup thats right she wasnt even sitting up next to me like i thought, she was passed out. WOW. So this is acid huh? He went and put the dog away with good reason.
We had a good laugh about that and decided to smoke some weed and change the music because it was freaking me out a little bit. My friend turned the lights on and put on some Hendrix when the lights made a sudden shift and everything got dark and the lights rushed into focus over us. We started talking about how long this lasts and i forgot what he said but the next thing i knew i thought my friend was the devil trying to sell me acid for the rest of my life! Then he started putting some stuff away when i ask him what he was doing and things get a little weird. All the sudden i start to think hes putting everything away to try and kill me! I started to put my shoes on and told him not to move i was about to run out of the house! He told me to calm down that everything would be OK he reminded me i have taken acid and i would be like this for a while. I remembered i was on drugs and just calmed down. He packed a bowl and everything was right in the world again.
After smoking a bowl i decided i wanted to get my ciggs from the car to calm down. He reminded me that before we tripped he told me that i needed to make sure i have everything i need right next to me so that we dont go outside. Hes very paranoid about his neighbors and me bad tripping wasnt going to add to his comfort zone. I told him i wouldnt rest until i had my ciggs after all i am an addict right? So he tells me that he wont come with me and if anything happens he is not responsible. I tell him ok ill be right back i promise. I actually just grabbed the ciggs and came right back. Didnt get stuck in some crazy dimension on my way suprisingly. In retrospect the ciggs were a bad idea.
I go inside and smoke a cigg in his garage. This wasnt any ordinary garage, this garage was piled to the celing with SHIT. It smelled like dog crap and i felt all the sudden like i was in a big trash pile when randomly it hit me! This was all one big joke. I suddenly thought i was on a hidden camera reality TV show and that my friend was in on it. I thought any moment some cameras were gonna roll out and some show host would pop out somewhere and tell me i was on TV. What the fuck?
I guess the acid is really fucking with my mind more than i thought? I never knew a drug this powerful. We go inside after i decide ill never smoke a cigarette again after being subjected to that garage who would want to right? We go inside and decide to turn the TV on and watch a movie and smoke a bowl. Im watching the movie and my friend calls me over to his living room. He's looking at a painting. I look at this painting and almost wanted to cry. This was one of the most beautiful sights i have ever seen in my life. Suddenly i knew this is what acid was meant for. Natural beauty. Fuck TV! We stare and conversate about the painting for what seemed to be a while when we wanted to go and look for other paintings around his house. We spend about an hour looking at some of the most amazing things i have ever seen.
After this we sat down and smoked some weed and listened to music with the lights off. This is where things got crazy again. We started talking about love and he points out to me that were talking about the same thing the song is talking about. What the fuck? How is this possible? Im not hearing the lyrics to this song when im speaking. The song eventually changes and the same thing happens again subconciously! What the fuck!!!! This is insane. This is the first time i ever noticed my true sensitivity to music. Ever since this trip i can connect a song and a feeling from the first few moments of it. Being an artist myself its been one of the most valuable experiences of my life.
The night goes on and we just watched some Adam Sandler movies because i was too afraid going outside might take me somewhere i dont want to be. In retrospect i should have gone outside and experienced nature but i was just too terrified of the things i had seen earlier to trust myself outdoors.
There were alot of other things that happened but i dont have the time to type all the little details. It was a very long exciting and extremely terrifying trip at moments but wow. What a new world it opened. Since then i've tripped 6 times and never had any moments like this again. I've always been able to control myself in any set and setting since then.
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