Ekstasis-//7
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I had heard good reports about using a small/medium dose of 1-4B after a night out on pills with a few friends. I'd heard good reports of it livening everyone up for a bit and bringing a good social atmosphere back at the house after a night out whereas everyone would normally be half asleep after the pills had worn off. Up until then I had never really been much interested in trying this substance. I usually investigate substances with a lot more psychedelic potential. I was looking for a possible substance to take after my MDMA experience had come down. So far nothing had seemed quite "right" as the MDMA afterglow still leaves me feeling so pure and clean (shameless) that any other psychedelic/weed/alcohol just seemed like a "dirty" adulterant of an otherwise perfect state (other than feeling pretty sober and tired).
I got my bottle of "inkcleaner" the morning of the day I had been planning to go out. It had been nearly 4 months since I had taken any pills. This night I had been planning a long time for. I had not slept yet and knew I needed to some before I'd go out tonight. Seeing as it's supposed to convert to GHB via the liver I thought I'd kill 2 birds with one stone. Experiment with dosages and trial run before offering to any friends post party and also use it to get some much needed sleep.
(the dosages here are not completely accurate as it was a few months ago)
The contents of the bottle of 1,4B was frozen in a kinda clear/whitish oily block. I put under the hot water tap for a couple of seconds. I measured out around 1ml. It tasted positively nasty. Bitter and a disgusting chemical like taste that sorta reminded me of plastic. If taste is anything to go off this sure tastes toxic
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Gradually around T+10min I feel some mild effects. Around T+20 I feel full effects kicking in. Some slightly fuzzy vision when I look out the window that reminds me of being tipsy or drunk on alcohol. My pupils don't really look any more dialated yet I feel a similar happy, scatted feeling as with alcohol. Some loss of motor co-ordination. I try some pushups. I can support my body weight fine besides my muscles feeling a little strange or spongy. I think the fine motor co-ordination is much better than with alcohol at least at this dose but still defiantly a little shaky in the hands.
I wait about an hour and most all the effects have worn off. I had felt a little happy but this had worn off pretty quickly. It was a very mild dose. T+1:00 I measure out around 2 or 2½ml. The effects seem to start coming on in waves at around +T1:10. This feels pretty mild. It's getting stronger. A mild intoxication. Some blurry vision again. This is coming on stronger than the first dose. Nothing to interesting. I feel heat in my stomach which later leads to nausea (this seems fairly toxic like alcohol). At around T+1:15 - T+1:20 I feel it all of a sudden peak. A big rush. It reminds me somewhat of the feeling I get when the first "waves" begin to hit you when MDMA comes on. This is an intense emotional rush. I am sitting down. This level of emotion has really hit me at a sore spot. I have been single for a quite some time and this "rush" has made me remember the intensity of emotion of being "in love". I've been so independent that I'd forgotten how it feels to be open to this possibility. It made me realise how my current life seemed almost plain and lifeless in comparison to this intensity. I remembered like I did before that it would be great to find someone where I have this connection with that I can experience life with together. I can't help but make a wish that someday I will be faced with such an overwhelming opportunity that will not pass me by.
Okay enough of that talk...
So I then felt pretty hammered. I lay down. I imagine that walking would have been a little shaky. So I stayed lying down
My stomach began to remind me that I hadn't eaten a proper full meal in a while.... Oh boy did it ever. My stomach was hot, kinda burning like. I felt really really nauseous. Like as it I'd had 3/4 of a 700ml bottle of vodka. I had a little food and water near me but that didn't really help. I just tried to get to sleep. The main "rush" probably only lasted a couple of minutes. The main part for say maybe 5-10 minutes. Then I just felt pretty intoxicated for the next maybe half hour or 1 hour. I was then able to sleep quite easily.
I tried 1,4B again a few days later and then a few days after that. I didn't get the intense nausea as I had before. I think probably having a good meal is what solved that. It still felt kinda toxic like alcohol though. I didn't get any more such meaningful experiences out of it.
he next time I took 1,4 I took it with friends. I took somewhere around 15ml or so over the course of a night and morning. We found that the first initial dosage is the one you feel the most. Then as I redose each hour or two I found it did less and less. By the morning I had taken many 2 or 3 ml dosages spaced 1-3 hours apart. I then had around 3 dosages spaced within an hour and then felt pretty happy, blurry vision a bit and was buzzing. I had to eat quite a bit to get rid of the queasiness much like alcohol. I then went to the gym and after a good 15-20mins of working out hard I found I had sobered up?!? I did find quite noticeable over the course of that night that I had been very sociable (chatty) much like alcohol. Later on I had to agree with another friend that 1,4B does seem to make a person feel "horny". Although now looking back on it I don't think I had an animal instinct for sex. I think rather it was an underlying need and desire to find a suitable person to "connect" with at a strong emotional level. This is just the normal desire I have to one day find someone if the possibility arises. It just seems that on 1,4B it seems to make these issues surface. It made me realise the current "lack" of that emotional need and although I new the current company of the opposite sex where not suitable to provide the kind of emotional connection, I still found myself chatting to them as though wishing for something that wasn't there. By the midday or early afternoon I found myself very nauseous all of a sudden and lying in bed I could not sleep. It was a very nasty physical and emotional feeling. This was also my first experience with smoking a little crystal methamphetamine which I have since found was probably to blame for the nasty emotional "come-down" and not being able to sleep. Honestly this felt really toxic and the nausia was almost unbearable. Feeling so terrible, I then decided to leave the rest of the 1,4B at with a friend. I instructed him with every detail on the risks, dosages, what to do in emergency ect. I thought he was fairly trustworthy and responsible. I was gravely mistaken. A week later I found out he and another friend had finished the rest of the bottle. Somewhere I guess at being around 70mls. They said they finished it over the course of two days. I couldn't believe their stupidity and I also felt really guilty and responsible since I knew they could have easily died from such foolish actions. Needless to say I don't think I will be buying any quantities of this again any time soon or at least I won't be bringing it anywhere near those crazy friends
I got my bottle of "inkcleaner" the morning of the day I had been planning to go out. It had been nearly 4 months since I had taken any pills. This night I had been planning a long time for. I had not slept yet and knew I needed to some before I'd go out tonight. Seeing as it's supposed to convert to GHB via the liver I thought I'd kill 2 birds with one stone. Experiment with dosages and trial run before offering to any friends post party and also use it to get some much needed sleep.
(the dosages here are not completely accurate as it was a few months ago)
The contents of the bottle of 1,4B was frozen in a kinda clear/whitish oily block. I put under the hot water tap for a couple of seconds. I measured out around 1ml. It tasted positively nasty. Bitter and a disgusting chemical like taste that sorta reminded me of plastic. If taste is anything to go off this sure tastes toxic
.Gradually around T+10min I feel some mild effects. Around T+20 I feel full effects kicking in. Some slightly fuzzy vision when I look out the window that reminds me of being tipsy or drunk on alcohol. My pupils don't really look any more dialated yet I feel a similar happy, scatted feeling as with alcohol. Some loss of motor co-ordination. I try some pushups. I can support my body weight fine besides my muscles feeling a little strange or spongy. I think the fine motor co-ordination is much better than with alcohol at least at this dose but still defiantly a little shaky in the hands.
I wait about an hour and most all the effects have worn off. I had felt a little happy but this had worn off pretty quickly. It was a very mild dose. T+1:00 I measure out around 2 or 2½ml. The effects seem to start coming on in waves at around +T1:10. This feels pretty mild. It's getting stronger. A mild intoxication. Some blurry vision again. This is coming on stronger than the first dose. Nothing to interesting. I feel heat in my stomach which later leads to nausea (this seems fairly toxic like alcohol). At around T+1:15 - T+1:20 I feel it all of a sudden peak. A big rush. It reminds me somewhat of the feeling I get when the first "waves" begin to hit you when MDMA comes on. This is an intense emotional rush. I am sitting down. This level of emotion has really hit me at a sore spot. I have been single for a quite some time and this "rush" has made me remember the intensity of emotion of being "in love". I've been so independent that I'd forgotten how it feels to be open to this possibility. It made me realise how my current life seemed almost plain and lifeless in comparison to this intensity. I remembered like I did before that it would be great to find someone where I have this connection with that I can experience life with together. I can't help but make a wish that someday I will be faced with such an overwhelming opportunity that will not pass me by.
Okay enough of that talk...
I tried 1,4B again a few days later and then a few days after that. I didn't get the intense nausea as I had before. I think probably having a good meal is what solved that. It still felt kinda toxic like alcohol though. I didn't get any more such meaningful experiences out of it.
he next time I took 1,4 I took it with friends. I took somewhere around 15ml or so over the course of a night and morning. We found that the first initial dosage is the one you feel the most. Then as I redose each hour or two I found it did less and less. By the morning I had taken many 2 or 3 ml dosages spaced 1-3 hours apart. I then had around 3 dosages spaced within an hour and then felt pretty happy, blurry vision a bit and was buzzing. I had to eat quite a bit to get rid of the queasiness much like alcohol. I then went to the gym and after a good 15-20mins of working out hard I found I had sobered up?!? I did find quite noticeable over the course of that night that I had been very sociable (chatty) much like alcohol. Later on I had to agree with another friend that 1,4B does seem to make a person feel "horny". Although now looking back on it I don't think I had an animal instinct for sex. I think rather it was an underlying need and desire to find a suitable person to "connect" with at a strong emotional level. This is just the normal desire I have to one day find someone if the possibility arises. It just seems that on 1,4B it seems to make these issues surface. It made me realise the current "lack" of that emotional need and although I new the current company of the opposite sex where not suitable to provide the kind of emotional connection, I still found myself chatting to them as though wishing for something that wasn't there. By the midday or early afternoon I found myself very nauseous all of a sudden and lying in bed I could not sleep. It was a very nasty physical and emotional feeling. This was also my first experience with smoking a little crystal methamphetamine which I have since found was probably to blame for the nasty emotional "come-down" and not being able to sleep. Honestly this felt really toxic and the nausia was almost unbearable. Feeling so terrible, I then decided to leave the rest of the 1,4B at with a friend. I instructed him with every detail on the risks, dosages, what to do in emergency ect. I thought he was fairly trustworthy and responsible. I was gravely mistaken. A week later I found out he and another friend had finished the rest of the bottle. Somewhere I guess at being around 70mls. They said they finished it over the course of two days. I couldn't believe their stupidity and I also felt really guilty and responsible since I knew they could have easily died from such foolish actions. Needless to say I don't think I will be buying any quantities of this again any time soon or at least I won't be bringing it anywhere near those crazy friends
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), but i think you've made some good decisions and experienced a necessary learning curve.