NauseousBeauty
Bluelighter
Substance: 1/2 Tablespoon of Syrian Rue
Weight: 160 pounds
I finally had met the requirements to try Syrian Rue for the first time: I had avoided tyramine for the last 48 hours, found a night to stay home and not be bothered, stayed away from all stimulants, and I had a great mindset. My original plan was to consume an entire tablespoon and I am extremely glad I decided on only a half. You see, I read some dosage information wrong and thought that I would only get a light trip from 1 tablespoon. (I REALLY need a scale.)
To me, an extraction didn't seem necessary considering the substances I am able to orally consume. (Nutmeg, Morning Glory's, pure liquid DXM). I STRONGLY recommend an extraction of this substance. After grinding up a tablespoon of the seeds and mixing it with the rest of the applesauce in the house, I quickly realized the nightmare I was in for. It was now a black, chunky mush and I was quite worried about it's taste. One spoonful into mouth...ugh...it is so strong I can taste it going down my throat with my nose plugged. It has a strong chemical burn to it. After about 15 minutes of choking and gagging, I had only consumed half of the mixture. This is when I decided that half a tablespoon would be plenty. I washed the rest down the drain because the smell was stinking up the room and then found a comfy place to rest in front of the TV. I had a phone and cup of Gatorade close by.
For an hour after ingestion, a slight speedy buzz was setting in. (Ingestion was complete at about 8:00 pm). Around 9:00 pm, it hit me like a tidal wave. I was suddenly feeling extremely hyper and thoughts were shooting through my head like lightning. I kept looking around because it felt comforting to move. There was a medium to high euphoria and the Chapelle Show seemed extra funny. This seemed to be the peak and I was content with that but I soon found I wasn't even close.
It's power increased and increased until it didn't seem so pleasant anymore. I felt uncomfortable while breathing and had to keep focusing on deep breaths. I soon boarded an emotional roller coaster; I could be feeling wonderful one second, then the slightest thing could cause me to feel great despair, that would change to curiosity, and I could go right back to happiness. These fluctuating emotions did seem somewhat under my control. I was now hearing a loud buzzing that sounded like my fan but when I looked up, the fan was off. This buzz followed me through the entire trip. Sounds were heard much louder than usual and it started to bother me hearing so many things at once: the TV, my friend on the telephone, my dad talking downstairs, the TV downstairs, my cat meowing...ect.
My vision was also overwhelming; everything stood out and caught my eye. When I turned my head, amazing tracers followed, and I would get very zoned out just staring into space. There were vivid CEV's but I can sadly only recall one of them. It was a tiny alien saucer: it slowly floated off the ground and shot out into the distance. I saw this numerous times. As for my muscles, they seemed very loose and I almost felt like I was sinking into my chair. (And that was only my description of sitting down!
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I felt the need to urinate and when I stood, I quickly fell back into my chair. This was the toughest time walking I have ever had. The tracers made everything blur together and my vision seemed to shake back and forth. When I would take a step, it would take a second for my body to catch up with my mind. (If that makes sense). I saw all sorts of weird blobs on the ground out of the corner of my eye and I felt extremely lightheaded.
After I was back in my chair, I started noticing nausea, but only slightly. "Ha!" I thought "I might get away with Syrian Rue without vomiting!" Yeah, right. My nausea increased slowly and my trip intensified even more. I had the idea of getting up to go to the toilet, but when I would sit up, I would practically puke right there. I didn't know what to do. Well, that problem solved itself when I projectile vomited about 6 feet. I bolted to the bathroom after 1 heave (amazingly I didn't fall) and vomited for about 10 minutes. At least my stomach felt better but now I had a mess to clean off the carpet. I crawled back into my lair with a roll of toilet paper in my hand and tried to clean the mess the best I could, lying down numerous times in the middle of it all because I was so lightheaded. I ended up falling asleep right there on the floor from about 10:00 pm until midnight.
When I woke up, I was slightly sobered up. I tried cleaning the puke a little more but realized I would have to find the stain remover tomorrow. I laid back down in my chair in front of the TV and started to fall asleep again when a familiar feeling set in. Nausea! This time I was ready and ran straight to the bathroom and threw up for a little while. (Plenty of bile, Yuck!) After cleaning myself up a bit, I decided it was time for bed and made my way downstairs. Getting in bed felt amazing and I went out like a light. I remember waking up many times through the night and having many strange dreams. I felt pretty much normal the next day.
Final Thought
Syrian Rue has the potential to be extremely powerful and it is very different from anything I have tried in the past. I will defiantly use it again but the dose will probably be a quarter tablespoon or less. (Anybody know the conversion for teaspoons to tablespoons?) If you are very uncomfortable with vomiting, I don't know if this is the substance for you. Try to be in a quiet, calm place and have a bucket close by. I wouldn't say I had a "bad trip", I just took too much and it was extremely overwhelming. (Sensory Overload )
Peace & Happy Tripping
Weight: 160 pounds
I finally had met the requirements to try Syrian Rue for the first time: I had avoided tyramine for the last 48 hours, found a night to stay home and not be bothered, stayed away from all stimulants, and I had a great mindset. My original plan was to consume an entire tablespoon and I am extremely glad I decided on only a half. You see, I read some dosage information wrong and thought that I would only get a light trip from 1 tablespoon. (I REALLY need a scale.)
To me, an extraction didn't seem necessary considering the substances I am able to orally consume. (Nutmeg, Morning Glory's, pure liquid DXM). I STRONGLY recommend an extraction of this substance. After grinding up a tablespoon of the seeds and mixing it with the rest of the applesauce in the house, I quickly realized the nightmare I was in for. It was now a black, chunky mush and I was quite worried about it's taste. One spoonful into mouth...ugh...it is so strong I can taste it going down my throat with my nose plugged. It has a strong chemical burn to it. After about 15 minutes of choking and gagging, I had only consumed half of the mixture. This is when I decided that half a tablespoon would be plenty. I washed the rest down the drain because the smell was stinking up the room and then found a comfy place to rest in front of the TV. I had a phone and cup of Gatorade close by.
For an hour after ingestion, a slight speedy buzz was setting in. (Ingestion was complete at about 8:00 pm). Around 9:00 pm, it hit me like a tidal wave. I was suddenly feeling extremely hyper and thoughts were shooting through my head like lightning. I kept looking around because it felt comforting to move. There was a medium to high euphoria and the Chapelle Show seemed extra funny. This seemed to be the peak and I was content with that but I soon found I wasn't even close.
It's power increased and increased until it didn't seem so pleasant anymore. I felt uncomfortable while breathing and had to keep focusing on deep breaths. I soon boarded an emotional roller coaster; I could be feeling wonderful one second, then the slightest thing could cause me to feel great despair, that would change to curiosity, and I could go right back to happiness. These fluctuating emotions did seem somewhat under my control. I was now hearing a loud buzzing that sounded like my fan but when I looked up, the fan was off. This buzz followed me through the entire trip. Sounds were heard much louder than usual and it started to bother me hearing so many things at once: the TV, my friend on the telephone, my dad talking downstairs, the TV downstairs, my cat meowing...ect.
My vision was also overwhelming; everything stood out and caught my eye. When I turned my head, amazing tracers followed, and I would get very zoned out just staring into space. There were vivid CEV's but I can sadly only recall one of them. It was a tiny alien saucer: it slowly floated off the ground and shot out into the distance. I saw this numerous times. As for my muscles, they seemed very loose and I almost felt like I was sinking into my chair. (And that was only my description of sitting down!
)I felt the need to urinate and when I stood, I quickly fell back into my chair. This was the toughest time walking I have ever had. The tracers made everything blur together and my vision seemed to shake back and forth. When I would take a step, it would take a second for my body to catch up with my mind. (If that makes sense). I saw all sorts of weird blobs on the ground out of the corner of my eye and I felt extremely lightheaded.
After I was back in my chair, I started noticing nausea, but only slightly. "Ha!" I thought "I might get away with Syrian Rue without vomiting!" Yeah, right. My nausea increased slowly and my trip intensified even more. I had the idea of getting up to go to the toilet, but when I would sit up, I would practically puke right there. I didn't know what to do. Well, that problem solved itself when I projectile vomited about 6 feet. I bolted to the bathroom after 1 heave (amazingly I didn't fall) and vomited for about 10 minutes. At least my stomach felt better but now I had a mess to clean off the carpet. I crawled back into my lair with a roll of toilet paper in my hand and tried to clean the mess the best I could, lying down numerous times in the middle of it all because I was so lightheaded. I ended up falling asleep right there on the floor from about 10:00 pm until midnight.
When I woke up, I was slightly sobered up. I tried cleaning the puke a little more but realized I would have to find the stain remover tomorrow. I laid back down in my chair in front of the TV and started to fall asleep again when a familiar feeling set in. Nausea! This time I was ready and ran straight to the bathroom and threw up for a little while. (Plenty of bile, Yuck!) After cleaning myself up a bit, I decided it was time for bed and made my way downstairs. Getting in bed felt amazing and I went out like a light. I remember waking up many times through the night and having many strange dreams. I felt pretty much normal the next day.
Final Thought
Syrian Rue has the potential to be extremely powerful and it is very different from anything I have tried in the past. I will defiantly use it again but the dose will probably be a quarter tablespoon or less. (Anybody know the conversion for teaspoons to tablespoons?) If you are very uncomfortable with vomiting, I don't know if this is the substance for you. Try to be in a quiet, calm place and have a bucket close by. I wouldn't say I had a "bad trip", I just took too much and it was extremely overwhelming. (Sensory Overload
)Peace & Happy Tripping
