*** copied from BL journal ***
Hey Jeff,
You readin' this? Hey motherfucker, the only reason you're reading this is cause you have doubts. Yeah, you want that shit in your arm again. You're remembering how nice it was. Yeah, it was nice when you had enough. Do you ever have enough, you stupid fuck? Did you forget about how the quality changes which causes disappointment and anger? Did you forget the times when you didn't have any and you would get cough syrup at the store? What about all the bullshit you told people (who knew you were bullshitting them) to get more? You put your own values aside to get ONE fuckin' taste in your arm.
What about heroin? Remember when you thought that heroin would be a better choice than slamming coke in your arm? Remember when you accepted the fact that if you did H you're life would be over because you knew how you were with loving drugs and that it would be ok cause you wanted to die anyway?
The person typing this doesn't sympathize with you and thinks that if you use now, YOU ARE A PUSSY.
Whatcha running from, pussy? Face it, kick its ass and move the fuck on. Why you running you coward? Life has alot of aspects to it that are pretty cool. You're afraid of experiencing shit you aren't used to and want to fall into a lazy little world.
Pussies are afraid of shit. If you do any more shit then you are a pussy.
For some reason people like you. People respect you. Are you going to do something good with that or are you going to manipulate and run away?
You don't want that shit in your body anymore. Don't forget that there isn't enough of the shit to make you ok. This shit is just a delay to the real answer that will make you better. There just isn't enough
Hey Jeff,
You readin' this? Hey motherfucker, the only reason you're reading this is cause you have doubts. Yeah, you want that shit in your arm again. You're remembering how nice it was. Yeah, it was nice when you had enough. Do you ever have enough, you stupid fuck? Did you forget about how the quality changes which causes disappointment and anger? Did you forget the times when you didn't have any and you would get cough syrup at the store? What about all the bullshit you told people (who knew you were bullshitting them) to get more? You put your own values aside to get ONE fuckin' taste in your arm.
What about heroin? Remember when you thought that heroin would be a better choice than slamming coke in your arm? Remember when you accepted the fact that if you did H you're life would be over because you knew how you were with loving drugs and that it would be ok cause you wanted to die anyway?
The person typing this doesn't sympathize with you and thinks that if you use now, YOU ARE A PUSSY.
Whatcha running from, pussy? Face it, kick its ass and move the fuck on. Why you running you coward? Life has alot of aspects to it that are pretty cool. You're afraid of experiencing shit you aren't used to and want to fall into a lazy little world.
Pussies are afraid of shit. If you do any more shit then you are a pussy.
For some reason people like you. People respect you. Are you going to do something good with that or are you going to manipulate and run away?
You don't want that shit in your body anymore. Don't forget that there isn't enough of the shit to make you ok. This shit is just a delay to the real answer that will make you better. There just isn't enough
