*** copied from BL journal ***
5:31am
Woke up at about 3:30am. Saw dude, he knows I swiped a gram from him but hasn't said anything. Went to my room and scraped some bags into a spoon. I have a bunch of used needles that had blood in them. I emptied the few drops of bloody whatever into the spoon and shot it into my wrist. I got a tiny high and it felt good. I'm a fucking piece of shit. I'm half tempted to strong arm dude and make him give me his shit. He's been good to me but i cant stand not being able to get any. Id love to get high right now. Been drinkin vodka but that just makes me want to slam more
5:31am
Woke up at about 3:30am. Saw dude, he knows I swiped a gram from him but hasn't said anything. Went to my room and scraped some bags into a spoon. I have a bunch of used needles that had blood in them. I emptied the few drops of bloody whatever into the spoon and shot it into my wrist. I got a tiny high and it felt good. I'm a fucking piece of shit. I'm half tempted to strong arm dude and make him give me his shit. He's been good to me but i cant stand not being able to get any. Id love to get high right now. Been drinkin vodka but that just makes me want to slam more