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God I need a shower (this btw is not the "sexual" post, just incidental. Since the Last Shit Show with ex last week have been on a mild Dex binge ... drinking a bit .. but mainly just writing incessantly. I'm not sure whether it's "healthy" or not. Of course I have no friends...like NO FRIENDS. So I'm going on a social media frenzy. But just then I realized I have spent like two hurts writing a dreadfully ugly thing I'd like to send to ex but never will ....
Actually I have one friend. But he's a ponderous narcissistic old bastard tbh.
Last night I was trying to explain how I wish he'd just concede that I didn't totally imagine him being a really cold mean head-fuck artist when I was "involved" with him repeatedly at age 20, 23, 26, 32 ...

he keeps airily referring to stuff like my depression and being "on medication" as if that means something .... he got surly so I backed down and admitted I am hypersensitive about having, er, my reality totally denied because of recent bullshit antics from recent ex.

I mentioned for example, how upsetting it's been that "Mr Shit" (recent ex) beat me horribly, even broke some bones, but has successful convinced his family and friends that I'm the "abuser".
My only friend began talking about how "he's been a battler all his life, ever since he was the only kid in grade school who liked classical music .... "
.....and then it was tough because it turned out he was also much smarter than the other kids (btw he is now 51) ....
.....in high school he was the only vegan, and to this day still is, quite often, the only vegan .... battles ....
After about 15 minutes I rudely asked what the on earth this had to do with me trying to confide in him about being bashed and fucked over very recently.
He hung up.
Is it me or is it him?
 
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Actually I have one friend. But he's a ponderous narcissistic old bastard tbh.
Last night I was trying to explain how I wish he'd just concede that I didn't totally imagine him being a really cold mean head-fuck artist when I was "involved" with him repeatedly at age 20, 23, 26, 32 ...

he keeps airily referring to stuff like my depression and being "on medication" as if that means something .... he got surly so I backed down and admitted I am hypersensitive about having, er, my reality totally denied because of recent bullshit antics from recent ex.

I mentioned for example, how upsetting it's been that "Mr Shit" (recent ex) beat me horribly, even broke some bones, but has successful convinced his family and friends that I'm the "abuser".
My only friend began talking about how "he's been a battler all his life, ever since he was the only kid in grade school who liked classical music .... "
.....and then it was tough because it turned out he was also much smarter than the other kids (btw he is now 51) ....
.....in high school he was the only vegan, and to this day still is, quite often, the only vegan .... battles ....
After about 15 minutes I rudely asked what the on earth this had to do with me trying to confide in him about being bashed and fucked over very recently.
He hung up.
Is it me or is it him?
If you were talking about my niece in that pm you sent me they got no chance of getting custody of her.
 
lol you know I'm not being serious right, I mean it's just a vid of a monkey on a bike trying to steal a kid, happens all the time.

You're not a dog snitch, whoever said that was a goatfucker.
 
Eh, are ye takin the piss man????
Ye're always teasing me with this stuff .... no aint your niece. Unless you are my brother. If you're mainly gay but have a bizarre crush on Tonya Harding .... uh, hi, Liam!
 
WTF sorry. Time for a Murelax and a shower.

Squirrelly and exhausted. Nothing to eat but a family size block of chocolate plus four litres of goon juice. Sorry if got bit self centered ....
 
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