btw I feel bad talking about my issues w/ family because [BLURRP] and I can't open up to anyone else
and my COVID lover just thinks fucking will help with feelings NO THAT'S NOT HELPING but it's really hot and I might as well grind away while I have this "sad dad" vibe.
but srsly it's not helping and I still want to die.
I do write a lot and I should try more creative outputs like w01f suggested. they must be an amazing bf to their SO. most ppl give zero fucks and give up on me pretty early on and don't care to keep suggesting any helpful shit. i think wolf is probably the last one. Thank you
@w01fg4ng
I would try to do art right now but it would be kind of like pointless because I don't have an affect for it. I like to feel and like what I'm doing when I do art. Even if it's shitty. Kind of like asking someone to fuck when they're depressed I guess? I dunno.
Maybe it's totally different. It's kinda the same for me [#SHALLOW]. more like #swallow amirite lol UR MOTHER [soon.jpg]
i'll listen to black metal and cry more that seems to help
@Erich Generic
are you playing CS:GO brah