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That's a fucking disgusting cursed problem, how can be possible that I cannot enjoy not even a small moment without anxiety, had a nice day today, spend my afternoon with a cute girl, sex and love, and I am consumed by anxiety even during sex, what the fuck, i can bet that I should blame weed for this, but, i cannot stop smoking so that I will never know
 
I go manic coming off it. Abnormal reaction. I know. Have beers gonna chill at home.

I don't wanna be that guy who armchair psychs you but maybe you would benefit greatly from something like Lamictal. I used to take it for what I was labeled with (which I don't agree with) and it was possibly the only medication I was ever prescribed that actually improved me mentally.
 
That's a fucking disgusting cursed problem, how can be possible that I cannot enjoy not even a small moment without anxiety, had a nice day today, spend my afternoon with a cute girl, sex and love, and I am consumed by anxiety even during sex, what the fuck, i can bet that I should blame weed for this, but, i cannot stop smoking so that I will never know

I know that feel bro. When I stopped smoking though a lot of that was alleviated. Not all of it, but a good deal. Now I'm just working on my aggressive apathy for anything relating to interpersonal relationships of any kind. Not going that well. That's what I had benzos for.
 
I don't wanna be that guy who armchair psychs you but maybe you would benefit greatly from something like Lamictal. I used to take it for what I was labeled with (which I don't agree with) and it was possibly the only medication I was ever prescribed that actually improved me mentally.
you're not the 1st person who told me that bro

it's not indicated for my mental health disorders

i can't get it prescribed

also if I kill the mania I'll just be back in depression and that's not good for anyone.

My brain hasn't learned a healthy in between yet.

OH SHIT I'M GETTING THE *eVERY BREATH FEELS LIKE AN ORGHASM* thing again

dxm alcohol and shatter

that shit works

what
 
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this beer goes out to all my DG friends

@devilsgospel

who are suffering without their benzos/dissos

because WE ARE ALL HUMAN AND NEED A LITTLE LOVING if our brains aren't lit up like a christmas tree

HAIL SATAN

<3

stay in the free world brother and we can party some time, do what you have to, HAIL SATAN!

I'm gonna have ice cream then pass out alone because I NEED MY CUDDLE PUDDLE and I love feeling the warmth of another person

but passing out around others is hard

for my PTSD riddled body

i bet you madness is the type of guy to tap my ass then ask for his space os he can pass out
just like me

so hot
 
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i bet you mal is the type who likes to cuddle afterward but once he's asleep he prefers waking up w/ a dick NOT inside of him

I konw the types who LIKE that

ie most of my lovers, like myself, i like a little date rape

i'm not going on a date to not get fucked

so if I wake up with my dick wet it's all good
 
will fuck for food
will fuck for a place to sleep
will fuck for drugs
will fuck for love

tis the nature of the freedom of peach

imPEACHment iirc

ok SPICY needs a big boy nap I'll delete all my other crap because I like this one
 
anyone who knows me how I like my coffee black but love ice cream AND WILL COMBINE THEM BUT NOT IN THE SAME MOUTHFUL knows exactly what kind of person i am

MY NAME IS MEMPHIS AND I LIKE TO EAT BOOTY

[deliberately buys a brand of beer for extra 10% alcohol]
[gets mad at self for only having 75mg dxm and 2 beers which is really more like 4 x 12 oz]
[gets mad at self for having shatter but having to be CONSERVATIVE with it]

THE PAIN......SHE CONTINUES...
 
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