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Almost. I've been comatose for over 12 hours and I've been awake for another 3 and haven't gotten out of bed yet. My brain is killing my body, you haven't even gotten that far, add 10 more years of misery.
I don't like Monster, I like Burn.
And you said you had no mental issues. Shady I want you to draw an analog clock with the time being 10 past 12.
 
Like, figuratively comatose or literally? I'm confused. Jokes don't work in my brainaddleddrugmind.

I'm not putting DRUGS in my BRAIN my DRUGS are putting my BRAIN inside of THEM. Get it.

10 more years uhm I don't get it. Huh? Are you saying you stay awake 3 hours of every day? I'm so lost.

I really hope that's not the case that would be a massive MINDWHEEL it'll probably have me tripping all day.
 
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The soul can have a change of mind. I think I'm a berniebro that's been closeted way too long.

Any electable candidate who is going to give me DRUG RIGHTS pls step forward.
 
I mean I took etizolam and 2 clonazolams yesterday and actually slept for once.

And you need about 10 more years of misery to be able to compete at my level, I've been going through 20 years of this crap. Not as much people dying though, but you need friends for that, for me it's mostly been cats dying.

Isolation sucks. Stay away from me.
 
I mean I took etizolam and 2 clonazolams yesterday and actually slept for once.

And you need about 10 more years of misery to be able to compete at my level, I've been going through 20 years of this crap. Not as much people dying though, but you need friends for that, for me it's mostly been cats dying.

Isolation sucks. Stay away from me.
no fair you don't know my age and i've only been on the boards 5 more years

iirc

every now and then in a deep trip I look up at the mirror and I look 10 years older

waiting for this trip to end and I'll come to as a 70 year old
 
i can't tell though maybe i'll kill myself because of benzowd+ptsd

they really shouldn't have yanked the carpet from under my feet iirc i hate the state berniebros be like "yea we gonna give u health care" NO YOU WON'T I'M NOT EVEN GETTING IT NOW AND I'M SUPPOSED TO TRUST YOU?

i'll still vote for him though iirc $ is good and I could use some
 
My cat sleeps next to me. He takes up the whole bed and get's angry when I want a little spot, so I mostly sleep in awkward positions to not piss him off.
 
lol aww

you need a human to be with though

it's like I'm telling myself this and *I DO HAVE SOMEONE* and need to stop being clingwrap but it's cool though because I am letting go, being alright with myself and people will see that in me. it's kind of weird.
 
Satan is love, Satan is life

Let him help you like he's helped me
hmmmm

I was screaming HAIL SATAN early on Valentine's day in between fuck sessions.

I do just want to fuck and use drugs and love and die. Maybe I should go back to where I was and scream SATAN more.

I like it when other ppl can't observe me because I'm not trying to freak them out. It's not like words have any inherent meaning or value. I'm just getting energy out of my system.

 
But I drank a whole pot of coffee and am tired, I'm not sure what to do. AW FUCK. Maybe nap and then figure out a way to fuck everything up for tonight.

In a sexy way.

Fuck I hope this guy hits me up to hang out because I just want to FUCK like a machine.

A 4 day load will bust out my pants on its own accord iirc

I don't want to let it go that long lul
 
Look at them..

all 3.

Big cojones, what are you hunting? Do you want to be mean or fearsome? I really wanna ask you, these people that you attack, what they have done to you? F2f? You just bark, if I call you don't pick up and when I wanted to talk you didn't want to.

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There's only one Shady, that's me. But in the shadows you will find respect.
 
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