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had to attemp to eat curry lol, said i went and got a sandwhich when i got my ciders so wormed my way out of that one haha
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Hun the only thing that is bringing me joy this morning is thinking about you me and madness in a 3some.

Thank you for being you and talking stuff out w/ me.
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😁😀😘
That would be very fun and sexy!
I have to admit!

you are welcome.
Thank you for being you!
You are wonderful, amazing, and so much fun!
Don‘t you be down.

I am here anytime to talk things out.
I will help you stabilize.
I got your 6 baby!
 
I just realized if I buy ice cream I'll have less than $5 left.

LOL.

And I"ll just eat it all like a fatty anyways.

I will probably have to burn through my $ and apply for EBT.

FUN

i so want to die.

WHY HAVEN'T YOU DABBED YET CAPTAIN

because drugs no longer hold any joy for me. I use only for spiritual exploration and death. Fun right?

CAPTAIN GO HAVE A FUCKING DAB YOU TRY HARD

...ok....

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Painful One said:
😁😀😘
That would be very fun and sexy!
I have to admit!

you are welcome.
Thank you for being you!
You are wonderful, amazing, and so much fun!
Don‘t you be down.

I am here anytime to talk things out.
I will help you stabilize.
I got your 6 baby!
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the question is can I play with madness' 6 while he fucks you missionary

i like to cup the balls and lick butt holes sometimes

anything to do w/ a hole and I'm down
 
Captain.Heroin said:
dear bremkat

you are incredibly kind to me but thank you I don't think I'm capable of change. More importantly my sick brain has a jonah complex so I'm scared of change, success, the transition to death. I basically just get off on the endgame, the ultimate experiences, the trips, the ego death, the actual dying and actual death. It's all I want "for me" now. I want life/love for the rest of the world.

I don't want to have to sit by and watch people I love get sick and die. It's tearing my mind apart and I was very close to mentally breaking down and killing myself last year over grief.

I don't know why I can't just get help and get back on my feet. Other than determinism I don't know what is possibly causing this because there longer seem to be causes just effects to outside-this-universe actions.

I know I sound crazy and ya'll gonna tell me STOP ABUSING PSYCHEDELICS CAPTAIN. I can't. I want to get in as many awesome experiences as I can.

YESTERDAY I WENT INTO A PROLONGED KHOLE. I went to the bathroom. I TRIPPED BACK AND RELIVED ENTIRE, AND I MEAN ENTIRE 10+ HOUR LONG TRIPS FROM MY YOUTH.

Then I looked up AND I WAS OLD AND TOTALLY OLDER THAN THOSE TRIPS. I WENT BACK IN TIME TO TRIP AGAIN. You can bounce from thought to thought; manifest it. We're only in this frame of time because it's what we're OBSERVING. All of time has ALREADY HAPPENED. It was SO COOL.

I tell my friends about the type of crazy trip shit I experience and I get blank stares most of the time. One dude seemed to get it yesterday. I hope I shared a good amount of my shit because I'm not greedy but my vision is pretty bad. Then again this shit is pretty "I want" so I think I shared nicely. GOD he was so hot. It's the guy I AM NOT EVEN HOOKING UP WITH but totes would, he's fucking GORGEOUS. I would tell him that to his face but that's uhm... off putting or overwhelming to some to get a really good sexual compliment.

fuck every day I wake up sweating from PTSD and it's so gross. Even if I wake up calm my body does not.
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Thanks C.H. " I don't want to have to sit by and watch people I love get sick and die. It's tearing my mind apart " I am so here right now!! <My wife is on her way to Slone in NYC to meet with her sister, It will not be a good meeting , Her sister has Stage IV Lung cancer , only 60 , Not a smoker , just bad fucking Luck!!!
Life sure not getting any easier as I get older, Dad not well either, but that one is just natural progression of this thing we call life!! He was Riden Hard: and put away Wet!!!
 
My dear friends, sometimes love is a razor. It really hurts.
But remember that we all come back to LOVE!
No one really dies. It is a transition.

I understand totally what you are saying @Captain.Heroin about time all already happening.
We ALL have to go back to the beginning.

This is a super old song that my mom always sang to me and it has very deep meaning.
I think it is beautiful.
I hope it makes you feel better my friends.

With Love for you ALL!
❤️🌹💎

 
mal3volent said:
do I make an appearance in any of these stories? Maybe i could be a room service boy?
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I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT INCORPORATING YOU into it brah

like maybe you aren't paid enough so we're like "Hey you wanna earn an extra $200 tip? Get in bed" and we do bumps (bumps or rails off my hard dick; yes this has happened recently in my life I can't deny) and I'll do a line off your ass and then you watch madness and I take turns on painful and then us dudes coat ur body in cum while painful one makes VERY INTENSE EYE CONTACT with madness and I watch that making me harder

and then we decide to go out for ice cream so I leave a bump on the mirror for you and you come to and are dzed and confused and coated in jizz with $200 and a bump of k on the mirror [this sounds like every friday night for me]
 
oh and also in your pocket is a hit of acid in a baggie and you have zero recollection of how it got there

and as soon as you eat it we come back and eat ice cream

and in 15 mins you start breathing in and out with OVERHWELMING EUPHORIA and madness and I sandwich fuck you and you get the urge to fuck painfulone (A FIRST EVER BI EXPERIENCE) and we keep giving you bumps of K until you're in a COMAFUCK state and you're not really sure what's going on but it just feels ABNORMALLY GOOD so you go with the flow

and we all blow loads

yeaaaboi
 
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