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Y R U GOING SO MANIC

came of ___ days ago came off ___ 2 days ago fucked and came like 3 times and dumped this toxic fuckboi i loevd fucking BURNALLTHEBRIDGES BORDERLINE BITCHSTYLE then I told someone they are the only person cool enough to observe me IRL when I voidworship and he's a hot fuck too

and then

came off benzos rapidly, again, high dose just 4-5 days

my whole body is vibrating and it feels beautiful and I Can't stop laughing like marilyn manson in party monster
 


enter CAPTAIN HEROIN'S PARENTS

son we r very proud of u for being ur best self you could have gone too far w/ the heroin prolly

THAT FEELING WHEN UR SUCH A DRUGGIE BUT THEY RPOUD CUZ U QUIT HEROIN lul

and then they'll probably be proud when i killed myself because I can't be a leech anymore I have to grow up

20 something turned into james st james and every club is shit compared to any street corner/skid row in la

DO ALL THE DRUGS

 
I WAS DROWNING IN A SEA OF ACID
AND I WASHED UP ON A BEACH MADE OF KETAMINE
THE SKY WAS MADE OF COORS LIGHT [product placement burnt in my brain from 80's films]
AND EVERY TREE WAS MADE OF SHATTER
THE COPS TRIED TO PULL ME OVER
BUT THEY DID NOT ARREST ME
INSTEAD I SAID SUCK MY DICK AND KEPT ON' KEEPIN' ON
AND THEN GOD CAME DOWN FROM HEAVEN
AND HE SAID TO ME CAPTAIN HEROIN WE ARE NO LONGER GOING TO SPELL THE WORD "GOD G.O.D"
I SAID HOW DO YOU WANNA SPELL IT GOD
 
5 girls in the next life I would be

chicken mcnugget girl who does bumps of k and has MASSIVE AWESOME TITS
mila kunis
brittany murphy
asian girl in 7pipe twisty youtube promo
who was the 5th oh I don't know, insert hot latina who flirts w/ me when I go shopping here or that hot asian chick who i go get food from sometimes

you flirt with me you get the D
 
toOomanNICc BRAIN DEAD

ch you will forget all of this

and you'll forget you don't want to fuck that dude anymore

then you'll sober up and fuck him


and then get high and forget why you hated fucking him in the first place and be like OH SHIT HERE IT GOES AGAIN

just stay high

you need to
STAY
HIGH
fuck all the bitches do all the drugs
stay manic
avoid heroin and meth
keep smoking weed
stay high
do all the drugs but heroin and meth IT'S EASY TO AVOID COKE WHEN IT FEELS LIKE BRAINPOISON OR THAT WOULD GO HERE TOO
 
I have a fear of success
I want to overdose in nature
I want to avoid everything awesome I could have been
I want to bail on human society because I like the earth more
I want to bail on myself for being a carbon emitter
I want to bail on life and become death
and experience psychedelic imagery
forever
 
Britanny Murphy was cute on Clueless when she had meat on her bones. Then she turned into someone who looks like a crackhead. Gross.
C2C help me i am too manic
i am 100% over that guy
I basically showed off my next level fuck bud to his face haha
and he was too stupid to get it and HE COULD HAVE HAD ME INSTEAD but wouldn't speak up for himself
totally no balls
in every way

grow a pair amirite

so I fucked my new bud and I am NOT trying to date him and I LIKE HIS DYSFUNCTION a lot more like I would so pay to watch him fuck
 
yes we both get mistook for heteros, you moreso than i
you're more into girls than i am
but i just like to fuck that's all i do
it's all i was pRO0GMRAMm21Eed

for

mario

i will become
a video game character

HALF LIFE

I WILL BE GORDON FREEMAN

i want to be gordon freeman

and die many times i life before winning

all this death came to this

next level shit

can't wait to die again, naturally, peacefully by my own hands much later in life
 
2019 fuck bud moron teling me to get off all the drugs

DO YOU NT SEE ALL THE EMPTY BZD CONTAINERS
THIS IS ME GOING MANIC
IF I WAS MENTALLY HEALTHY ENOUGH I WOULD BE TAKING MY RX'D MEDICINE AND LIVING A NORMAL LIFE

INSTEAD I RATTLE ON AND GO OFF THE DEEP END AND HAVE VERY FEW IRL FRIENDS

AND WILL FORSAKE EVERYONE WHO EVER TRUSTS ME TO BE A SOBER INDIVIDUAL BECAUSE I AM THAT MCNUGGET GIRL

IF I COULD BE HER TITS IN THE NEXT LIFE THEY ARE SO BIG
 
i guess some small part of me is always gong to be bisexual because of fucking vagina on 2c-I and becoming one with comafucking

a guy or a girl it don't matter you are FUCKING just enjoy your vision fading away.... completely.... just grab onto tits yeah tits are hot
 
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i would be her too

any fat chick with massive awesome huge tits

i will live your life next

if i have to be female

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I'm so light-headed from the mania I might need to lie down this is seriously making me dizzy what's the fuck going on in my brain HAVE ONLY HAD MARIJUANA/DABS and abstinence-based abstinence

my 2019 fuck bud moron thought I Was on meth because of mania reaction

MORON THIS IS JUST ME you are too depressed to know what joy feels or looks like

if I had meth I would be shooting it right about now but THERE IS NONE AND HASN'T BEEN FOR DAYS at least? what was the last brain candy I even did

fuck I can't even

was it

ALCOHOL AND BENZOS and I went MANIC

oh fuck that's not good

I was taking even larger doses of benzos for a few days before that

uh oh
 
C2C help me i am too manic
i am 100% over that guy
I basically showed off my next level fuck bud to his face haha
and he was too stupid to get it and HE COULD HAVE HAD ME INSTEAD but wouldn't speak up for himself
totally no balls
in every way

grow a pair amirite

so I fucked my new bud and I am NOT trying to date him and I LIKE HIS DYSFUNCTION a lot more like I would so pay to watch him fuck

What are you taking?
 
What are you taking?
I was taking oh I don't konw, 3, 4 milligrams maybe 6 of xanax for a few days I KNOW I KNOW and I came off that and a euphorant and was fine and went into mania from cold turkey benzos/braincandy and have been STUCK like this (minus 12 hours of sleep)

U MIGHT BE BORDERLINE OR BIPILOR

ur mother

I'M JUST TRYING TO ENJOY MY LIFE

i am sorry
 
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