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Painful One said:
am just trying to help.
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You know others are in PAIN and DURESS and ANXIOUS

For instance if someone was being e bullied to posting their butthole through democratic peer pressure a surprise set of Silly Swinging Shoulder boulders might alleviate some of that

Js
 
DopeM said:
You know others are in PAIN and DURESS and ANXIOUS
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That isn't acutely aware in the mind of someone in enough pain, duress or panic/anxiety.

I act like I'm the only thing that fucking matters at times, and I'm disgusted with that part of me. I'm just saying.

I better stop posting before dopeM butt hole png

and I"ll cry

DopeM said:
You know others are in PAIN and DURESS and ANXIOUS

For instance if someone was being e bullied to posting their butthole through democratic peer pressure a surprise set of Silly Swinging Shoulder boulders might alleviate some of that

Js
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ftr I AM PEER PRESSURING YOU TO NOT POST THE BUTTHOLE.PNG please
please.....

for fuck's sake

po IS MY HETEROFEMALE LORD AND SAVIOUR
 
Captain.Heroin said:
dopem seriously wolf doesn't even dislike you that much

he used to be soooooooooo salty at me

but the salt grew on me

like a haemorrhoid

but then I sat on the haemorrhoid cushion, dug all the sand out of my vajayjay and learned to love him just like I love the rest of my ppls <3

CAPTAIN NOTHING ABOUT YOU IS REMOTELY FUNNY OR INTERESTING

[giggle snorts]



WHAT IF YOUR FRIENDS KNEW YOU WERE THIS MANIC

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that gif is making me more manic and i have maniamusic on

and i'm drinking

po if I don't get a fat YES I'm

SO

FUCKED
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I actually had a moment of clarity and remembered that it is possible to interact with such complete pieces of shit in a harmonious nature.

In all seriousness though, I am acutely aware that there are ways to exchange words with him and not have it turn into a 'love canal' situation
 
Captain.Heroin said:
That isn't acutely aware in the mind of someone in enough pain, duress or panic/anxiety.

I act like I'm the only thing that fucking matters at times, and I'm disgusted with that part of me. I'm just saying.

I better stop posting before dopeM butt hole png

and I"ll cry
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Lol .png you'll be lucky to get a blurry floppy disk
 
DopeM said:
Lol .png you'll be lucky to get a blurry floppy disk
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oh thank god

ps the D I sucked on drugs looked like a big fuzzy 6+" floppy disk

i absolutely the pages of just CH replies w/o CH's original post lol

I'm going to make THE LOUNGE GREAT AGAIN



I better drink beers to pre-emptively deal with multiple waves of rejection

i was freaking earlier because he and I need to go get tested and he probably took longer but that's ok I know my #'s are wayyyyyyyy low risk shit

i don't get fucked I do the fucking
 
Captain.Heroin said:
for PO

nothing's gonna bring you down today hun

feel my emanating LOVE to you <3 and know you'll be manically smiling like the captain again <3

it's going to be OK i promise



YOU ARE SO HOT I swear if you were here you'd have to catfight a latina chick for a date w/ me

but also realize i'm into dudes and nothing's gonna change that so if that's a deal breaker = no hurt feelings you're beautiful just the way you are <3
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Thank you Love and I would catfight that Latina chick no problemo!
I love you just how you are and I have to say- that is pretty awesome that me and the Latina chick could even get your interest!
Maybe we could just share you! Your choice.
all for your entertainment!

I owe you for saving me from certain withdrawal doom with your “Bork, Borking” - it made me laugh so fucking hard that one endorphin kicked in and saved me! ❤️💋

I am administering a morphine now. This withdrawal has to stop!
 
Painful One said:
Thank you Love and I would catfight that Latina chick no problemo!
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NO NEED she's too awesome and frankly I don't think she'd have a bimascbro as her bf anyways

but would probably just mercyfuck me and if it's not the vice versa I Don't need a mercy fuck

WANT TO GO ON CAPTAINDAET? I'll pay for everything and then we can not sleep together because I'll be sucking a D probably
 
Painful One said:
all for your entertainment!

I owe you for saving me from certain withdrawal doom with your “Bork, Borking” - it made me laugh so fucking hard that one endorphin kicked in and saved me! ❤💋

I am administering a morphine now. This withdrawal has to stop!
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you don't owe me anything hun <3 I love you so much

mostly because I'll still be BORKing it's unstoppable it's just who I am

and if you llove it I won't tune it down for any haters

but I will merge posts or delete because mal is king
 
why do I get into THESE JERRY SPRINGER TRIST RELATOINSHIPS jesus christ

that feel when someone

KATY PERRY DONE STORMED IN MY WORK OFFICE and got mad at my free loving ways



am I gonna suck a D tonight

maybe

am I gonna suck a clit tonight

maybe

I can't know, my sexuality changes every minute

I'm the king of the ________s

THIS IS THE PART OF ME you're never ever gonna take AWAY FROM MEEEeeeeeee

i can't throw my phone away

I'd just end up sucking D's in the military

I can't PART OF ME like Katy could

I'll be stuck as this junkiecorpse forever
 
Painful One said:
okay, sorry. I am bit retarded at the moment. Please forgive.
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this

we get fuckin' burnt out from the drugs it's ok hun

I don't SHAKE so much from the benzo wd unless I use like 6mg/alprazolam for 3 weeks (yeah I did that in 2019 and jumped off w/o even a brief taper) LOL oh that was all sorts of trippy fun

I had out of body experiences during panic attacks

adn I was like "oh bring it on brain I remember this from PTSD days"

haha

NOTHING HURTS ANYMORE I have cut myself, burnt myself nothing feels painful it's just a weird perception

complex, different, unique, with feedback

I AM LEGIT AFRAID I CANNOT GET DRUNK ENOUGH ON ALCOHOL THIS SUCKS

I can't drink quick enough one beer in 45 minutes will just wear out of my system HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

I can't drink quick enough

I'm gonna fucking dieeee
 
Captain.Heroin said:
dopem seriously wolf doesn't even dislike you that much

he used to be soooooooooo salty at me

but the salt grew on me

like a haemorrhoid

but then I sat on the haemorrhoid cushion, dug all the sand out of my vajayjay and learned to love him just like I love the rest of my ppls <3

CAPTAIN NOTHING ABOUT YOU IS REMOTELY FUNNY OR INTERESTING

[giggle snorts]



WHAT IF YOUR FRIENDS KNEW YOU WERE THIS MANIC

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that gif is making me more manic and i have maniamusic on

and i'm drinking

po if I don't get a fat YES I'm

SO

FUCKED
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No worries.
It WILL happen!
 
Painful One said:
No worries.
It WILL happen!
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what if I can't get more benzos hun

am I just gonna be rattling forever

I can TOTALLY LIVE LIKE THIS IT'S AWESOME ijust need to konw

because jiggleneck9000 will get fat w/o more drugs

sometimes i need to fuck the pain away

sometimes i just need to do drugs

painful I would so fuck you if it helps w/ how youre feeling. I love sexual energy and giving to others is like #1 the turn on for me

selfless lover forever

finding a bimascbro who is the same way = ELATEDddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd sucking on a d

you know you're a sexual being when you'll do any sex act if they're hot enough

i just don't like butt stuff and would need an incentive lul

Painful One said:
No worries.
It WILL happen!
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you don't even know what's going on in my life PO you have no idea how fucked i am in a number of ways

let's just say it involves sucking on a d and BORKBORKBORKBORK

THE SWEAT IS DRIPPING HALF WAY DOWN MY ARM this is sick

I want to die again just for like an hour or two and get fucked back to life by francois sagat
 
IT NORMALLY DOES NOT TAKE 45-50 MINUTES FOR MET O FEEL ALCOHOL RELIEF WHY DID IT TAKE LONGER THIS TIME THIS IS NOT GOOD IS THEMANIA STRONGER/TOO STRONG

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i need to KNOW



do you ever feel

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO USE DRUGS FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOW and cannot

it's making me perma-manic

this is not healthy
 
Mmm alcohol. Whatever happened to the good ol' days when everyone had decanters of above average whiskey in their office and fine tobacco cigarettes could be smelled wafting through the air into your unborn fetus' lungs
 
I NEED
HYPNOTIC BENZOS
DO YOU HEAR ME

ahhhhhhhh I'm going to blow my brains out if I get a rejection

whose PHD dick do I have to suck

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I have no qualms with stealing a car and joyriding to NV to buy a gun and blow my brains out TRY ME

this is so shit

no one cares about me

no one loves me

but it's ok because the last guy I was with had the balls to say this to my face but still liiked the experience so I'VE STILL GOT IT *finger gun blows*

I'm not even going fo rlove I just wanna know I'm still sexy

like Whitney Houston getting rejected

that's why we all die around 40-50



isn't that the best time to blow your brains out anyways, when you're high and still know you're sexy

i mean what am I living for there's no purpose
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is there anyone else that wants to share with us tonight

i have watched seven loved ones die last year
two in my arms
i am sick of living my life i don't want to see any more bitter tragedy
yeah it's my life in my own words, I guess
 
DopeM said:
I actually had a moment of clarity
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me too
i saw my body rotting and dying exactly where I was, as if destiny was drawing me to my grave

it was beautiful

there's one perfect place to die and I found it, and there's no reason to keep going

but I am

I guess to help others but it seems vapid and shallow like sex and drugs

i keep having this dream

that my life was just an illusion

because it was

because I fucked up enough to not see the heart of reality

i want to escape it all forever, space, time, the self, it's all illusory

i am ready to go, goodbye, hello

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tenor.gif

60,000,000,000 neurons
jumping out their seat

I glance down
I don't believe what I'm seeing
HEY DADDY WANNA GET YOUR D SUCKED
I can't believe what I'm seeing
I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I'M BREATHING

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will fuck for food
will fuck for sex
will fuck for drugs
will fuck to fill time
will fuck to fill the void
in my heart
in my brain
in spacetime
in space



THIS IS A STORY OF LA FREAKS COMING OFF HEROIN

ISN'T HE LUCKY this HOLLYWOOD HOMELESS JUNKIE
they say he's so lucky, he's a star
BUT HE CRIES CRIES CRIES FOR MORE BENZOS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THERE'S NOTHING MISSING IN MY LIFE
so why do these tears come at night

I think I only like _ because it brings me closer to my death wish in a constructive way

ISN'T HE LUCKY this HOLLYWOOD fuckBOI

they say he's so lucky, he's a star
but he cries cries cries for more dope
can I?
is there something missing in my life?
no reason for tears to come at night

BANGS ON DOOR

FINALLY I'VE LIVED THIS LIFE FUCKING FIFTEEN MILLION TIMES
*snorts heroin*
why won't these drugs kill me
what am I doing wrong

no you junkie loser you've got the wrong number
i couldn't fuck brittney spears if she had smeared mascara

i have to see her happy

brb fapping to christina aguilera

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ISN'T HE LUCKY

I can't balance out all the glamours but it's ok because I still like _____ and ____s

addicted to mood manipulation
i don't need _ I need anything
WHERE ARE MY BENZOS HOW DID I EAT SO MANY AND SHOOT ALL THOSE i need more benzos I NEED GOOD HYPNOTICS YOU FUCKING VULTURES
stop staring at me
 
DopeM said:
Whose line is that anyways.gif


P sure you're off by a decade or 3
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I need hypnotics

whose dick to i have to suck bro

when they say they off the #rcbenzos I'm devastated

one of my friends can hook up but I need to get out of this played out meth town to find real medicine

i need a beer bong

i need drugs i need drugs i need drugs i need drugs i need drugs i need drugs



I'mma post a youtube video in every post to keep shady out

i caught up on my sleep debt

i feel totally enabled

food is no source of comfort only puking

how does it feel like to let forever be?



i am still trying to use drugs

i can't even, all i can do is watch music videos and drink beer

i swear to god any doctor who could see in my brain would know how badly i need benzos

everyone is a moron

run away from reality all you can because it doesn't like you either

reality likes me [these last 2 lines are not directed at dopem but anyone who won't sribe me benzos if they have an rx]

SOMEONE JUST TEXTED ME and they're AWESOME but they don't have a D so I'm fundamentally disappointed.
 
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