💀 The Abyss 💀 (Open 24hrs)

[Quickfixgrrl]

I've been a member for a while now but never really ventured into the abyss.
Thought I had nothing to add, really.

I am one of four siblings. Three bothers and me, the only girl.
All addicted to heroin. All on either methadone or Bupe.
Had a fucked up childhood. I became a highly strung neurotic, depressed, anxiety ridden person. I never did hard drugs like my bros did though.
Hi. I'm Quickfixgrrl x

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hey,

That's pretty wild how you're all on heroin.

Did you use together?

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Not if youre on antipsychotics

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

Hey,

That's pretty wild how you're all on heroin.

Did you use together?

I'm not. They are.

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

@madness00 it's not wild. It's sad. I grew up with 3 bothers protecting me, I looked up to them. All 3 messed with the devil. Can't blame them. I turned out pretty fucking ordinary, too.. lol. The difference is I've had 2 children, moved out of home at 16 and got a job in children's services

 

[Jabberwocky]

You're right it is sad.

By wild i meant like, what a coincidence.

I'm glad you're doing relatively well.

 

[jose ribas da silva]

i hate alcohol. but i really shouldn't hate because alcohol is part of the universe also.

i hate myself, I hate everyone, but I should not because people is a part of the universe also

 

[Quickfixgrrl]

You're right it is sad.

By wild i meant like, what a coincidence.

I'm glad you're doing relatively well.

All good.
Yeah, 3 out 4 of us turned to heroin.
I was more of a pill person
We all went through the same shit.. we're all doing our best I guess.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

What if I really died during one of my accidents and this is just my descend to deeper realms of hell

 

[Coxenormous]

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Mad that I cant smoke in my balcony anymore. I live in the uppest floor and now I gotta fucking walk down. AAAAAAAAAH. Well atleast I smoke less now.

 

[Coxenormous]

I'm not trolling. I'm honestly new to Bluelight... Just sharing what I do

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

I'm not trolling. I'm honestly new to Bluelight... Just sharing what I do

trolling encouraged in Abyss imho iirc

 

[Coxenormous]

I do make some trolly content "></a>

 

[JackoftheWood]

Dammit even here I can't escape that tiktok shit.

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

 

[Coxenormous]

 

[nznity]

Mad that I cant smoke in my balcony anymore. I live in the uppest floor and now I gotta fucking walk down. AAAAAAAAAH. Well atleast I smoke less now.

do some exercise bitch.

 

[Coxenormous]

If you laugh you lose