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[LadyAlkaline]

@JackoftheWood
@SingleMalt

Something in the air today, we are very poorly behaved.

To add to CH's summary

@mal3volent looks like Dave Grohl. Cool cat.
@madness00 is pretty hot and I would probably beg him to choke me into unconsciousness IRL, but you didn't hear that from me
@Captain.Heroin is a bad bad dad with a tortured artists soul

WizardOfTheCreek is a fly dude, he is somewhere high and fishing

@schizopath be cute and sweet and can hook you up with dem Runescape hoes

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Right on.

I was a corporate drone before i got diagnosed Bipolar and became homeless.

Honestly man your life is probably way more exciting than if you had stayed on the pre-FIGHT CLUB route. Love yourself, it's gonna get better just keep working on it and be who you want to be, not what society wants you to be.

Society will keep breeding nasty Judeochristian breeders and it'll keep getting nasty and the gene pool will get diluted with that lifelover bullshit.

I like you just the way you are

 

[MemphisX3]

the ppl who struggle with opiates is cause they are masking something in their lives. Trauma from the past, emotional pain, physical pain, PTSD, mental illness, etc. Until u don't overcome those things or at least ACCEPT them and start loving urself. Ur gonna keep falling for the shit. like my dumbass. xd

Well I mean, its not limited to the opiate struggle.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

@JackoftheWood
@SingleMalt

Something in the air today, we are very poorly behaved.

To add to CH's summary

@mal3volent looks like Dave Grohl. Cool cat.
@madness00 is pretty hot and I would probably beg him to choke me into unconsciousness IRL, but you didn't hear that from me
@Captain.Heroin is a bad bad dad with a tortured artists soul

WizardOfTheCreek is a fly dude, he is somewhere high and fishing

@schizopath be cute and sweet and can hook you up with dem Runescape hoes

I might act like a bad dad and pull that shit and do it a lot but inside I'm a sad dad and still grieving covid-19 (YES I USE COVID-19 AS A CODE WORD for a specific lover who has ruined my heart)

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

"no drug is stronger than me" etc

And theres noway Im gonna start iv by myself cause I fear the needles.

 

[MemphisX3]

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Well I mean, its not limited to the opiate struggle.

very true it's often

heroin or
benzos, alcohol

sometimes it's meth

it can be other stuff but almost always it's the downers to counteract high adrenaline/NE levels due to PTSD.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

"no drug is stronger than me" etc

And theres noway Im gonna start iv by myself cause I fear the needles.

I have no fear in that regard.

I only fear moths. Not even the sweet release of death scares me anymore.

 

[MemphisX3]

very true it's often

heroin or
benzos, alcohol

sometimes it's meth

it can be other stuff but almost always it's the downers to counteract high adrenaline/NE levels due to PTSD.

Nah.....its pretty much anything that release huge amounts of endorphins, serotonin, dopamine etc.

It's not even limited to chemicals.....

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

I only fear moths.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Nah.....its pretty much anything that release huge amounts of endorphins, serotonin, dopamine etc.

It's not even limited to chemicals.....

Gambling addicts are just anxiety disorder/OCD patients without meds.

Sex addiction does not exist, it is a biological need like food. They can become compulsive but are limited in reward neurotransmission.

Stuff like psychedelics, MDMA etc. are low-addiction potential.

Just my opinion not trying to contradict you; you are in theory correct.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

1) excellent movie
2) excellent movie
3) gave me positive flashbacks to my childhood

thank you schizo

you rock

 

[SingleMalt]

@JackoftheWood
@SingleMalt

Something in the air today, we are very poorly behaved.

To add to CH's summary

@mal3volent looks like Dave Grohl. Cool cat.
@madness00 is pretty hot and I would probably beg him to choke me into unconsciousness IRL, but you didn't hear that from me
@Captain.Heroin is a bad bad dad with a tortured artists soul

WizardOfTheCreek is a fly dude, he is somewhere high and fishing

@schizopath be cute and sweet and can hook you up with dem Runescape hoes

Sounds like good people to me, and with all this Covid trash the only people I see are at work. So I think I'll stick around awhile, beats drunk texting the ex's for the umpteenth time.

 

[ghostandthedarknes]

 

[MemphisX3]

Gambling addicts are just anxiety disorder/OCD patients without meds.

Sex addiction does not exist, it is a biological need like food. They can become compulsive but are limited in reward neurotransmission.

Stuff like psychedelics, MDMA etc. are low-addiction potential.

Just my opinion not trying to contradict you; you are in theory correct.

Gambling and the roller coaster of wins losses is a huge release of endorphins.

Orgasm do the same. Not to mention the oxytocin and serotonin release when you are just near someone you "like" which is why "relationships" are included in the sex anon shit.

I mean, it's not theory....

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Sounds like good people to me, and with all this Covid trash the only people I see are at work. So I think I'll stick around awhile, beats drunk texting the ex's for the umpteenth time.

I love fucking my frontline workers you know you're gonna get the virus before the flu season

no way in HELL do I want to go into it without herd immunity or vaccine PLUS the flu? The flu can kick my ass, I would die.

 

[LadyAlkaline]

@MemphisX3 eats booty and had a midget sidekick named Belfast.

 

[MemphisX3]

The people who resort to drugs as a result if trauma are just the ones with poor discipline and shitty coping skills.

 

[MemphisX3]

@MemphisX3 eats booty and had a midget sidekick named Belfast.

Wanna fight about it?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Gambling and the roller coaster of wins losses is a huge release of endorphins.

Yeah but like, that doesn't "do it" for most addicts / PTSD patients. You might even see "remission" of the disorder if it was a mass problem. AGAIN just my OPINION not a reality (you are correct about what goes on inside the brain).

If this is of interest to you PLEASE read THE GAMBLER by Fyodor Dostoevsky. A dry yet intriguing read.

Orgasm do the same

<-- guilty as charged

The people who resort to drugs as a result if trauma are just the ones with poor discipline and shitty coping skills.

Life is hard and a lot of my friends have died due to intentional, unintentional overdoses, suicide... I don't like hearing things like that. Coping skills are free will delusion. I'm sorry for my opinions, but again not trying to discount what you're saying, it is still a valid perspective and opinion to have.

One of my good friends is a huge ... ah what do I say "believer" In free will. It's a delusion. It sounds delusional when people who are believers in "Total free will" (incompatibilists) talk to me about it. I have to hold my tongue on a bunch of shit that would rub them the wrong way and it hurts because it feels like I'm being dishonest.