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I CANNOT DO THAT my mind/brain is more powerful than my will to be ignorant about objective reality
I AM SORRY

Not if you keep telling yourself that.

What I learned in therapy for my eating disorder is that as soon as you catch yourself in that train of thought immediately change it. Tell yourself something positive. Think of something you are grateful for even if it’s only one thing and focus on it for a while. The more you do this the less negative thoughts you will have. It does work, honestly. I would degrade myself daily, I still do but not to the same extent. You’ve gotta realise you’ll not become a super positive person completely, you’re always going to have those negative thoughts it just about reducing them and gaining a bit of life back.

^This, exactly. It's a long, slow process, you can't change in a day, or week, or month. But if you work at it one day at a time, really work on trying to be mindful of when you're slipping into the self-hating negative thought track, and interrupt it with something else, you will slowly start to have less negative thoughts, which will allow you to be less miserable.

that feel when i ask xorky for help

and he disappears

:(

Mufucka I gots a job, I'm leading the training of my coworkers on our new software platform, and also transitioning all of our modules and such into a new language/environment. The only reason I still post so much on here is because I'm really, really good at doing 5 or 6 things at once, in 5 minute spurts of each. When I don't respond for 10 minutes, it's best to assume it's because I'm on the phone or something.
 
drugs down the hatch
cock half erect and getting harder
watching the shirtless bois on the boulevard jog by
as I ride on my derelict, dark, dank bus to a worse-smelling classroom
full of hideous looking freaks
and an eccentric teacher
who has never done 1% of the psychedelics I have
I like to trip every night and day
get invited to the after hours parties and decline because I'm going home w/ someone
and even if I wasn't I'm gonna go get my dick sucked instead, the drugs lose their value when all I really want is ass or head
THE DOOM PUSSY IS CUMMING
 
Mufucka I gots a job, I'm leading the training of my coworkers on our new software platform, and also transitioning all of our modules and such into a new language/environment. The only reason I still post so much on here is because I'm really, really good at doing 5 or 6 things at once, in 5 minute spurts of each. When I don't respond for 10 minutes, it's best to assume it's because I'm on the phone or something.

So you keep telling everyone how busy your life is then? ''reason i still post so much''

no one gives a fuck brah, if you think things like this you got issues

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