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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH god damn it i can't. This hurts. I can't stop crying.

Cannabis withdrawal... 13 hours and I give up

I couldn't TAKE THAT SHIT ahhhhhhh. I was like hot/cold flashing, crying, screaming.

gonna get my glass blunt packed because fuck it why not right i might as well go cannabinoid overboard
 
schizopath said:
I want my death to be fucking glorious.
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IMO that's what probably all of this is.

Since everything has already happened and there is nothing but eternity between non-temporal "living" (poor vernacular as it does not end in "life")... death is not really something you can perceive unless you attain for near-death-like experiences while living.

The determinism overwhelms me and makes me think we're already on the side of the Grecian urn.

Sit back and enjoy the ride. <3

The echoes of having lived a life infiltrate the death experience and are all we can ever know unless we take a step back.

YE HAVE ENTERED THE CAPTAIN'S BRAIN ENTER AT YOUR OWN WARNING



the earth is moving, but I can't feel the ground
 
oh god i fucking triggered myself i did meet my ex's mom/fam and it's all too much right now

not gonna cry

fucking gonna slap myself if i have to AHHHHHHREPRESSALLTHEFEELINGSsssssssssssssssss

"Cpt this isn't healthy"
I KNOW STOP TELLING ME THINGS I ALREADY KNOW DAMN IT i mean ... I love u 2 bae

"You should learn to express your emotions in healthy ways like you were,"
"Learn to enjoy the ups and downs of roller coasters; life's like a big roller coaster..."
"Take your meds"

BFAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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"Your fam friends and ex lover thought you were on meth the only people who know better are the ones you're actively using around... GET HELP/ try this med"

that makes sense i love u 2 brah because at least ur honest w/ me and dropped the platitudes @ the door <3

there's like 1 of you who know how to talk me off a ledge and he needs our RIP JAMAL COALITION FUNDING for this quarter guys let's all CONTRIBUTE TO THE RIP JAMAL COALITION ACTION FUND TODAY

THERE
IS
SOMETHING
WRONG
DESPERATELY WRONG............. IN THE BROVERSE and we're gonna fix a few things this year MAGA 2020

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I HAVE A LITTLE CATCHING UP TO DO TO START SMILING AGAIN BRB

people ask me what the secret to getting benzos is

you don't wanna fucking know. it's like having to suck a dick but with your mental illnesses. It's not something I'd wish on anyone else.

people ask me why I don't take my fucking benzos.

good question bro I think I'm tired of not having enough hypnotics like I just need a mountain of _________ or triazolam or midazolam or temazepam. And no one should ever touch it/take it away from me. NO ONE LIKES ME OFF MY MEDS NEITHER DO I I AM TRULY SORRY

i need need need to get drunk like right now
 
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ok true story: I was trying to wait until noon to start drinking OK I'M SORRY I KONW I'M A FUCK UP I get it ALRIGHT? I have like 36 beers or something and I'm going to enjoy a little alcohol. DEAL WITH ITTTTTTTTTT

I made a solid .... what is this like a week without benzos (yeah that would explain things.... a lot of things.... a lot, a lot....) and I went a few days without alcohol so GO CPT *pats on back*

you know you have a brain problem when you taste alcohol and you keep having problems until 30-40 minutes goes by and it ACTAULLY DOES SOMETHING TO YOUR BRAIN. This isn't fun THIS IS MEDICINE FOR DADDY

DON'T TOUCH DADDY'S MEDICINE
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I should have known 2019 whorella was not for me when I watched him enjoy alcohol more than me.

You need to be on MY LEVEL. MINE. Or you don't belong here.

THERE THERE IT'S OK CPT'S GONNA FEED YOU HOT CHOCOLATE AND WARM CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP AND WILL BE THERE FOR A GOOD MERCY FUCK... it's just business not pleasure baby
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THIS is the perfect thing I could respond back to him with but what kind of brain dead loser takes like 6 days to come up with the perfect CUMBACK *blushes*

I think I'm so going to get fucked up today and keep this gem all to MYSELF mine



DON'T WORRY there's another one JUST LIKE YOU
 
Captain.Heroin said:
it's gonna be kind of sad to die and leave behind all my fuck buds they'll wonder what happened to that D lol

BEING DEVOURED BY MAGGOTS AND WORMS

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I CUM BLOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDD




if you haven't seen THIS SONG LIVE you are not on MY LEVEL

yes I saw CC live many years ago
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Local boys iirc
Pretty sure I saw them foirst
/S/hipster

There's some rly solid new dark metal coming out of here too.
 
i only listen to death and doom metal when I've been binging on black metal and it loses its touch because i start to enjoy life again


Sardonic smiles
Behind human sadness
Eternal misery
Depressive silence

The darkest thoughts
That painted my brain
Black color
For love and forgiveness

The dead tree
The dead nature
That you will never desire
Before the final eclipse

My secret desires
A reason for suicide
Frozen death
In my eyes, in my soul

The unholy path of death
The truth has never been spoken
The suicidal flames
Belong to my infernal chaos
 
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