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Alive? Being alive is a delusion we place on ourselves. We fool ourselves. Pretend to smile amidst the torture life is. All the mean while pseudo prophets claim all you have to do is change your mindset, what is this place? What is the point of drugs other then escaping who I am? Am I fine? Yeah I’m fine. I do appreciate your comment I don’t mean to undermine it. I just find it pointless to keep trying if I’m just going to end up offing myself someday like my father. After all history repeats itself
Shady's Fox said:
You know, we just spoke few days ago. You said you on it, what are you doing? It's okay man, breath. What's matters it's that you are alive and healthy. I have 12 yrs since I didn't touch any needle/pill.
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FuneralFather said:
Alive? Being alive is a delusion we place on ourselves. We fool ourselves. Pretend to smile amidst the torture life is. All the mean while pseudo prophets claim all you have to do is change your mindset, what is this place? What is the point of drugs other then escaping who I am? Am I fine? Yeah I’m fine. I do appreciate your comment I don’t mean to undermine it. I just find it pointless to keep trying if I’m just going to end up offing myself someday like my father. After all history repeats itself
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So are these lyrics from a punk song you're writing?
 
devilsgospel said:
A few months after I got out of treatment my mom discovered a kid ODd in his car in the parking lot of the very busy gym she went to and had to call an ambulance. Totally scarred her and she keeps the Narcan in her first aid kit ever since then.

Shit is real out here man.
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I carry one many times when I go out. If I travel, I have one in my bag. You never never know. I grew up in the Midwest too, had too many loved ones die on me to count.

-Gc
 
G_Chem said:
I carry one many times when I go out. If I travel, I have one in my bag. You never never know. I grew up in the Midwest too, had too many loved ones die on me to count.

-Gc
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Yeah man about 1 out of 4 people I went to rehab with 3 years ago are dead from heroin. It really fucks me up sometimes. I loved most of my rehab group like we were family.
 
I had to take an alcohol treatment course when I got my DUI, and I got real close with some of those people, it was, like you said, a family, even in that less intense situation. After we graduated, one of the guys, the one I was closest with, died in a car accident, I found out on Facebook. We kept planning to get together and go mushroom foraging, but I was always too busy. Fucked me up, he was awesome and had a wife and kid. :(
 
devilsgospel said:
Yeah man about 1 out of 4 people I went to rehab with 3 years ago are dead from heroin. It really fucks me up sometimes. I loved most of my rehab group like we were family.
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So sorry to hear that man :( People truly don’t understand how bad it got out here. Out of the group of friends I went to high school with, nearly all of them are dead, in prison, or out of prison but strung out and probably going back. The last time I saw my best friend was on the 9pm news, they were looking for information regarding a suspect in a string of armed bank robberies.

It’s fucked up when you move from rural Midwest to metropolitan West Coast cities and the drug availability and use is like 1/10th of back home. Maybe it’s just who I know...

IMO the mid coast had the best purest heroin in the early 2000’s. All fun n games, til it wasn’t..

-GC
 
G_Chem said:
So sorry to hear that man :( People truly don’t understand how bad it got out here. Out of the group of friends I went to high school with, nearly all of them are dead, in prison, or out of prison but strung out and probably going back. The last time I saw my best friend was on the 9pm news, they were looking for information regarding a suspect in a string of armed bank robberies.

It’s fucked up when you move from rural Midwest to metropolitan West Coast cities and the drug availability and use is like 1/10th of back home. Maybe it’s just who I know...

IMO the mid coast had the best purest heroin in the early 2000’s. All fun n games, til it wasn’t..

-GC
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Wait the west coast doesnt do as many drugs as us ?
 
SS373dOH said:
Wait the west coast doesnt do as many drugs as us ?
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As far I’ve seen in Portland, Seattle, and Boise... I haven’t been down further south since I was a younger. Idk I get the impression people in this area are just overall happier and more excited with their lives. In the Midwest there’s not as much to do, so naturally you gravitate towards drugs.

Also a lot more drink back home, and the more alcohol in you the crazier you become.

Also the drug quality is better... The heroin is (was?) way better, the LSD way better, the MDMA way better, the cocaine, you name it. The only drug that’s better outvhere is cannabis.

-GC
 
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Xorkoth said:
I had to take an alcohol treatment course when I got my DUI, and I got real close with some of those people, it was, like you said, a family, even in that less intense situation. After we graduated, one of the guys, the one I was closest with, died in a car accident, I found out on Facebook. We kept planning to get together and go mushroom foraging, but I was always too busy. Fucked me up, he was awesome and had a wife and kid. :(
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They want you to feel like it's a family in fact is a bunch of narcs
 
Xorkoth said:
I had to take an alcohol treatment course when I got my DUI, and I got real close with some of those people, it was, like you said, a family, even in that less intense situation. After we graduated, one of the guys, the one I was closest with, died in a car accident, I found out on Facebook. We kept planning to get together and go mushroom foraging, but I was always too busy. Fucked me up, he was awesome and had a wife and kid. :(
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stay home cat !
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okay dude
 
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