This was my second time taking 4-Ho-met. Even though I had taken 150mg of pregabalin to relax beforehand, I still experienced an extreme emotional breakdown an hour after taking it and chatting with a friend. I felt suffocated by the insults directed at me. Nothing particularly upsetting had happened recently. I started to fear my relationships. Thinking back, I realized my family's cold attitude towards me, and my relationship with my brother has always been strained. In my most helpless and desperate moment, I messaged my brother to tell him I was devastated. This was definitely the most emotionally devastating moment of my life. Perhaps it was the pent-up emotions that made me burst into tears when my brother knocked on my door and asked what was wrong. My speech was incoherent, but he patiently stayed by my side, listening to me pour out my heart all night. I didn't wake up until the afternoon of the next day, but I still couldn't relax. Even now, I'm still unable to let go of that terrible hallucinatory experience from yesterday.