To be clean is as golden as the sun light that gleam,born again,fresh like spring
Win the battle ur soul will sing.A mealody of happiness to live again!Make the desion to stop and do it with all ur might,and life will really be all right,deal with ur emotions thru God,spiritiality,and meditaion.or thru writting,singing,dancing,producing music,sport or wateva makes u feel ood inside,learn to have patience and understand the kno how to deal with problems faced appropiatly,love yourself and others and learn to give whole heartly and in return ur life with be fifulled,im a 28 female somethin i can never really change 100% specialy wen in jail,bt iv turned to God of the Universe for forgivness and direction,i choose to do good an better,and love caring,loving an spending time with my daughter who is turning 5 in a wk,im still a soldier an street wise,even tho im changin my ways,hav changed to better,i can an will always protect my family,if talkin it out dosnt gt thru to somone who is a dangerous threat at a moment siduation,unfortunitialy,God forgive me,i will do wateva eva it takes to protect my family an the ones i love,even it means to kill!in other words iv turned to the light,but ikl always hav that "majimbo" streak,wich is fukt up,cos i wnt to make "love" my aim,bt the the "nmbr" is the opposite,however even tho it may seem like a contridiction,the "nmbr" is "love thy brother" and "disipline" and "respect",even tho im 28 i forga mo' like a 26 on tha street,but yeh,i kno im way off the topic,my main point is,im detoxed now and it feels good,even tho its probaly the 100th time i hav tried,but this time its for good cos iv changed my thinkin and really wnt a life with my child and man,family,God and to suceed in my rap/producin/productin/animation/film career..too really live.im going to do a ibogain treatment and attend a half way house for a few mnths and then continue to make a great,sucsessful,happy life for myself! I detoxed with my special sleep therapy method,any imfo u guys wnt on the sleep therapy meds and ibogain,plz private message me...dnt do herion,and if u are..man ay,make a desision to really stop neh,wrk thriu ur problems and emotions other ways and appreciate the small things to an to natures big beautys.Lets LIVE!! People! "ONE LUV" "GOD of the UNiVERSE" BLESS! And RIP MANDOZA!!!!!!we LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
