deficiT
Bluelight Crew
I mean that sounds like a lot of people's experience that I heard. Some people just don't handle stims super well, they're more built for sedatives. Sounds like you might be that type. Me person I've been addicted to uppers and downers at times, so meth has definitely ensnared me. But even I could kinda take it or leave it, even IV, whereas some ppl get so sucked into smoking it all day or banging it daily.So I started slamming meth with my ex-girlfriend (classy, I know). She quickly descended into daily use very quickly after being introduced to the needle while we were apart. It's been sad to watch.
I've been partaking with her on the weekends for a bit more than two months now. There's been maybe 7 or so sessions.
I just really do not understand how this can become a daily habit for some people. It is absolutely not something I could see myself functioning on.
And tbh, other than the rush, the "high" isn't even much of a high. That rush though. That was something else.
After I do a shot it usually goes something like this: 10 - 30 minutes of the most absolutely mind-blowing, ultra euphoric "too good to be real" rush spent listening to music and rolling around in bed holding each other and breathing super heavily.
The next phase is still nice, I guess. There's usually about one to two hours of feeling pretty good, definitely very amped up, maybe a little tweaky. By this time we either start to fuck like maniacs, clean/organize/decorate incessantly, or I start taking photos of her and we get super obsessive about them. It's usually a good time but there's already this lingering sense of mild unease.
And after those two or three hours, oh my god, is it all downhill. The comedowns are the worst I've ever experienced by far. Worse than molly, worse than coke. They last so god damn long and you're just stuck there, awake and in misery for like the next 14 plus hours. Benzos help but not enough and they've been hard to find lately. I feel like maybe meth and I just don't play nice together.
I honestly would be completely fine if I never touched the stuff again. I am glad I got to experience that infamous rush though. But overall it's not worth it.
Once my ex gets back into treatment I think my meth days will all be behind me.
I just don't understand why so many people seem to have different experiences with it than me? Doing this every day seems terrible. Why do so many people get addicted and become daily users? It just doesn't seem practical to me.
It also seems like most people enjoy their meth highs for a lot longer than me. I'm serious, I feel like I start to comedown after two, maybe three hours max.
Before this little excursion into meth land I was clean for almost a year so my brain should be pretty fresh. Was addicted to opiates (daily use) for a little over a year but I don't think that should effect meth highs. Am I just not built for meth? That's fine by me. Anyone else have similar experiences with IV meth? Maybe we've just been getting shitty product?
Idk. Everyone's just built different I guess. My ex wife go super attached to it and had a bad time. Luckily I've only done it once the past few years, that was smoked too, didn't really do a whole lot.
