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I’m at 12 months. I don’t really know what to do I’m so tired

I get those too

I think you should hold on. 4 months is super early. Most people recover… I know it’s hard but you should give yourself a chance.

After almost 12 months it truly feels like my soul died

Fuck this shit

I think it’s hilarious what an evil circumstance I’ve fallen into. I honestly have to laugh. Torture. Pure torture.

Honestly doctors who prescribe this stuff are really committing murder cause if you don’t die physically your spirit dies and that’s enough to ruin your life

It’s all day for me and the barrage of thoughts are unbearable it’s like layers and layers of pain… I can’t manage the feelings. Feels so heavy I can’t bear it. I want to die just to make it all stop

I’m feeling so suicidal Idk what to do

I understand. I was a creative as well. I was a really passionate person and I really want that person back but in reality I don’t know for sure if it comes back. It hasn’t for me.

You probably don’t want to hear it but I would say yes. But invegatorture got 2 shots and recovered in 9 months so maybe you will also recover

I don’t know how you guys are managing to survive. I can’t do anything. I’ve tried playing video games for the past month but the anhedonia is still so bad. At 11 months I really believe my brain is damaged.

One injection is basically like being on the pill for a year. It’s stored in a reservoir/depot and releases slowly over the course of a year at least. And just google “antipsychotics grey matter” and it’ll talk about the shrinking of the brain and other info

Long term use of antipsychotics causes irreversible harm to the dopamine system. Taking a single injection is like taking the pill every day for many many months. Over time, permanent changes are made to your brains structure

Been 11 months for me and I’m just getting worse. People act like you recover after a year. There’s no way. I don’t know what the fuck happened to my brain. Everyone talks about dopamine but when you google the mechanism of action of Invega it just says that it is unknown but it is hypothesized...

He didn’t send gore. Tonychopper was overreacting as usual. He sent me the same video and there was no gore. That Tonychopper guy is just weird. No clue why you’d even bring that up anyway like it’s even relevant. So what if he did send gore anyway? Does that mean his life has less value? I...

Hey everyone. Probably won’t post a lot anymore. I just don’t have anything positive to say and don’t want to bring morale down since most people want hope.

Take care everyone. Lots of love

I love them. That’s wonderful you are able to do that. Seems very fun

That sounds nice. Congrats on getting there.