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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

recovery100£ said:
Is anyone else here really fucking tired all the time? Like I have 0 energy even when I wake up, it’s only got worse but it’s making my life even more difficult than it already is, all I can do is sleep or take naps in the day to try and get by, I’m becoming extremely suicidal and it’s only just over 3 1/2 months so I’ve got a long way to go by the looks of things, pure poison, these things should never be in the blood or body, it’s literally toxic
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it seems to many it takes 2-4 years to heal completely
 
recovery100£ said:
It’s so sad man how it does this to innocent people, they definitely use these drugs for depopulation because if the drug doesn’t kill you eventually you want to kill yourself because of not recovering (not you Owen but people in general)
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I'm surprised the Chinese study only had 2.4 precent death rate, i would imaginen this drug would have 10 precent death rate, human are very strong at enduring life.
 
recovery100£ said:
Can you not sleep at the moment bro?
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Not at all mate I never get tired even though im exhausted.. it’s frustrating.. my heads completely numb and so is my chest i dont feel any human emotions or sensations it’s hard to believe you recover from this honestly, ive found a bridge near my girlfriends, it’s 90ft to the water it’s scaring me how much it feels like the only option, my friend did it only 3 years ago and I never understood why at the time, I understand now, she was also in the same psyche ward as me in uni, one day i get a call from the tutor to tell me the police had found her … I never even knew she was ill, she was find one day and then she told me she had been secontioned and I didn’t see her for only about a week or so before she hung herself under the Humber bridge.. these meds fuck people uo beyond actual help it’s terrifying, I see my family just repulsed by me now and my girl but inwasnt always the fun one.. now they just think im taking the piss.. like why can’t I snap out of it… I know you didn’t ask all this i just got some shit on my mind I guess… watching everyone turn away from you is the worst part of anti psyches… happened the first time I went through it.. im fucking gutted it happened again but I always said I’d love to 31! And im 31 now so self fulfilling prophecy i guess
 
recovery100£ said:
Is anyone else here really fucking tired all the time? Like I have 0 energy even when I wake up, it’s only got worse but it’s making my life even more difficult than it already is, all I can do is sleep or take naps in the day to try and get by, I’m becoming extremely suicidal and it’s only just over 3 1/2 months so I’ve got a long way to go by the looks of things, pure poison, these things should never be in the blood or body, it’s literally toxic
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Me too. I have zero energy all the time, and my body feels heavy. Invega Sustenna is the worst poison. I still can’t believe this happened. I gave them no reason to inject me with something like this twice. It’s truly hellish, like being trapped in the Twilight Zone. I pray that one day I’ll wake up in a different reality, just like at the end of Inception, and realize it was all just a bad dream. Or even better, wake up as I never experienced any of this. The fact that we live in a reality where Invega Sustenna exists and doctors who are supposed to care about your wellbeing prescribe it as though it is harmless makes this world like a hell. I have to hold on to my faith in Christ and the hope of a better world to come, because without it, everything becomes darker and harder.
 
blanch116 said:
Not at all mate I never get tired even though im exhausted.. it’s frustrating.. my heads completely numb and so is my chest i dont feel any human emotions or sensations it’s hard to believe you recover from this honestly, ive found a bridge near my girlfriends, it’s 90ft to the water it’s scaring me how much it feels like the only option, my friend did it only 3 years ago and I never understood why at the time, I understand now, she was also in the same psyche ward as me in uni, one day i get a call from the tutor to tell me the police had found her … I never even knew she was ill, she was find one day and then she told me she had been secontioned and I didn’t see her for only about a week or so before she hung herself under the Humber bridge.. these meds fuck people uo beyond actual help it’s terrifying, I see my family just repulsed by me now and my girl but inwasnt always the fun one.. now they just think im taking the piss.. like why can’t I snap out of it… I know you didn’t ask all this i just got some shit on my mind I guess… watching everyone turn away from you is the worst part of anti psyches… happened the first time I went through it.. im fucking gutted it happened again but I always said I’d love to 31! And im 31 now so self fulfilling prophecy i guess
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That’s horrible man, I’m the same I never get tired but I can still sleep albeit still waking up multiple times a night, it is hard to believe but it can happen man, for me it was like a light switched on randomly when I wasn’t expecting it in the past when I recovered so it’s really random and you never really know, please try and hang in there man for your family and girlfriend and show them that you can make it through, it’s the quiet battles we go through that makes us men that’s what I think, I’m exactly the same man I’m suicidal too but I’m still hanging on because I know I’ve been through shit just as bad and came out the other side, I bet you have too, if you ever need a chat just message me man, I had to stay at my mums tonight because I felt so low alone in my apartment, sorry to hear about your friend man that’s such a shame but do it for her if no one else, win the battle she couldn’t win! I bet she’d want you too, bro I’m 23 and feel like this but you being 31 is still super young and barely a third of your life if you get to be 90, if you ever have kids you can teach them about the hard times you’ve gotten through and warn them about things you had to learn the hard way, long message I know but it gives me something to do, look after yourself man, try and eat and cook tasty meals and put a movie on and take hot showers just for some type of comfort in a sense although we can’t feel it! Take care man fr much love blanch
 
Never suicide guys, possibility of hell dissapearing is real, neurogenesis works but it takes long time depending on the amount given, permament damage exist but i think its after bigger doses then what us took idk
 
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