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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

i went aboard to Thailand, i can go outside eat, go to shopping mall buy a shirt, but it's like all my dopamine higher cognitive skills have been wiepd clean, i was a full stack developer before and I can't open a laptop now.
 
JSteban7 said:
I’m sorry. How many injections you had and the amount? My last injection was June 6. This is unbearable. My new Psychiatrist said I have a case, I can try to sue. Have you considered it? I’m trying to get assisted suicide too
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I got 2 injections of risperdal consta 50mg due to a false diagnosis back in July 2024, it’s been 26.5 months..
 
fuqrisperdal said:
I am stock in this bitchass brain.ı hate my brain amına koyim
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I pray that it gets better for you truly man, for me it’s like something happens for 10 mins and then I go back to how I am usually just bored and stuck in this brain and body too, I’ve only had 2 windows so far but I hope you have some too eventually
 
recovery100£ said:
I pray that it gets better for you truly man, for me it’s like something happens for 10 mins and then I go back to how I am usually just bored and stuck in this brain and body too, I’ve only had 2 windows so far but I hope you have some too eventually
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I'm at my wit's end—it's a total failure, and I feel utterly helpless; it's hard to even put into words. Thank you, my friend.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
I'm at my wit's end—it's a total failure, and I feel utterly helpless; it's hard to even put into words. Thank you, my friend.
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Bro I understand completely although I’ve not been suffering as long as you, it’s like everything and I mean EVERYTHING has been snatched away from you including your anger and ability to feel like you’ve been done wrong, all I can say to you is keep going and try and eat as much nutritious food as possible like animal meat and healthy fat for the brain alongside fasting because yesterday I did a fast and I ended up crying and things felt different for a little bit, so that’s might work for you man!
 
recovery100£ said:
Bro I understand completely although I’ve not been suffering as long as you, it’s like everything and I mean EVERYTHING has been snatched away from you including your anger and ability to feel like you’ve been done wrong, all I can say to you is keep going and try and eat as much nutritious food as possible like animal meat and healthy fat for the brain alongside fasting because yesterday I did a fast and I ended up crying and things felt different for a little bit, so that’s might work for you man!
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I'll definitely try man.cause what can ı do?
 
They refused my TMS request, i don’t have any other option rather than assisted suicide.

Over reddit i came to read multiple times that risperidone binds permanentely to the 5-HT7 receptor and this is why people who took risperidone don’t heal.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
They refused my TMS request, i don’t have any other option rather than assisted suicide.

Over reddit i came to read multiple times that risperidone binds permanentely to the 5-HT7 receptor and this is why people who took risperidone don’t heal.
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TMS won’t do anything anyways. It’s mainly for depression which is different than NIDS brain damage
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
They refused my TMS request, i don’t have any other option rather than assisted suicide.

Over reddit i came to read multiple times that risperidone binds permanentely to the 5-HT7 receptor and this is why people who took risperidone don’t heal.
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The problem with assisted suicide is to get it approved. You need evidence of several treatments done. I already contacted Dignitas in Switzerland and even paid the initial fee for them to evaluate my documents. I have found people online who say Pegasus and Athanasious are easier to work with but the cost still around 15,000 USD to make it happen just like Dignitas. Dignitas requires 4,000 USD to submit the application, after their initial evaluation, for them to contact the Swiss Physician and they still don’t guarantee approval. So you could lose 4,000. I will try to get a few medical treatments done in the next months to a year and submit it because if this does not heal I don’t want to live like this for years. I feel like a zombie, heavy, tired all the time.
 
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