Hey
@lost weekend and
@BadBoy377 damn you guys are both bringing back memories of shit my mind was working overtime trying to bury. I remember looking all over the house. I had told my girl that she could hold my medications then had a change of heart probably 20 minutes later. Lookd high and low, for hours. Could have been cleaning, doing something nice for when she got back to support her. Instead, I just spent hours violating her trust. I thought all I wanted was to find that shit. I remember when I found it how disgusted I was with myself. That sickening feeling of wishing more than anything that I had not found that shit. Bad memories.
@PollyPoll please be careful, we cannot help you with this sort of thing. Please consider that our reputation as an academically-oriented resource for the safety of our users is put in jeopardy when people from the outside see us as nothing but a street corner in cyberspace. We, sadly have to hold ourselves to a higher standard due to the harsh judgement that we face in society. There are plenty of places and people willing to sell drugs, but please, do not use Bluelight for this purpose.