Crazy, that’s the sort of story I hate to hear, it’s really good to have someone that knows what you’re going through of knows about you, for me I met a girl when I was in A&E on my way to going to one of those places - She’s with me till today up until now supporting me whilst I have nothing, also have an addiction i’m fighting but im telling myself when I’m paid I’ll have one last high, which tends to get more addictive, I have a fulfilling career that can really change the trajectory of my life without this addiction - but I do it to make me happy whilst still healing it’s only the fact that I still need to heal is why I consider this addiction still - but the moment I’ve got my flat for example and little things like this I’m going to clean up my life, and stop this shit. Trust me god or whomever yourself - you will give yourself better experiences to come Im telling you - Sorry to hear your story we’re all struggling and we have to do our best to conquer our realities daily
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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12
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Thanks man. Nice to have someone that can relate to my shit. I am doing fantastic now though. Im not addicted to opiates or benzos anymore like i was before i went i the psych ward. I had a bad morphine and cl;onazepam addiction before i went in. When i got locked up in the psych ward i was forced to quit it cold turkey. I got no meds in ther not even a asprin. I dont even remember the wd cause i was psychotic, had cotards syndrome and the stupid sadistic shrink refused to give me any meds for psychosis. Like why was this bitch even getting paid?
There is so much administrative waste in those places. Instead of having 5 nurses watching over patients at nitght in the psych ward how about actually having 2 shrinks there who can actually prescribe meds? The shrink i had in there took other people off their meds to. She used her power to punish people in there imo. Thankfully i was finally able to get another shrink who actually gave me meds. I was actualy greatful for the invega because psychosis and worse yet cotards sucks worse then any med
I decided not to get addicted again when i got out of te psych ward. I still take morphine and benzos but i take them for pain now and to get high not to mainraine. When i first got out of the psych ward though i hit the coke hard. Calling my dealer was one of the first things when i got out
What are you addicted to by the way? You can kick it if i managed to kick anyone can
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The pain of schizophrenia is too severe.
Guys get yourselves into something you love and keep fighting. I'm here, share your pain!
Guys get yourselves into something you love and keep fighting. I'm here, share your pain!
Wow the issue with me my biology isn’t made for invega, or antipsychotics with me my first symptoms of psychosis was because I took the medication they gave me, when they first misdiagnosed me that’s when I can say I was seeing some weird messed up stuff and hearing things when that drug altered my brain to begin with, I first got diagnosed middle of COVID 2021, because I was doing kudalini practice shown by someone, my energy at home was high and my mum thought i changed and something was wrong, took me down to the emergency room,
Suddenly I was misdiagnosed from that day…
I should have been away from my mums home a long time ago, cause she was always too watching over me, which caused this
But anyway my biology just isn’t made for invega which is sad it gave me every side effect the drug could possibly give …
Maybe cause I’m mixed race it’s most likely is the reason.
I completely hear you those people on the wards is crazy in the UK now they have pure africans from ghana, nigeria etc working in wards now and other people just injecting and giving out these drugs and forcing it on people like they did me, just messing up the karma for their countries, but who’s to blame but us in the first place, the shriks are proper weird here I got administered the injection forcefully and didn’t even know who called the shots to give it to me, that’s how weird it was they took me of risperidone tablets when there, cause it caused a jaw lock that was literally like a near death experience, then they injected me again with the invega twice in that stay because they said i wouldn’t get discharged without it. My issue is just the time it takes to recover from this drug, and the stress it’s putting my girlfriend through and also; because my nervous system is fried , I didn’t manage last months pay check because of how bad my nervous system, is , it made me spunk my pay check , but basically , my addiction is in crack cocaine, but I don’t have it right now cause my pay is a long time away, but I know I may and will probably buy it again when paid, I don’t know why but further it goes I probably won’t but I know I will 100% for my last time before I want to live this collared lifestyle in the work field I’m in now, but it’ll require sacrificing this drug, discipline, focus, new hobbies and valuing my health and delving in the spirit of god for a living, while i stack those funds, but that’s the addiction pretty nasty one a friend put the drug in my weed and got me addicted without me knowing … but yeah that’s it
I was getting the same not even a night ago - but eating good helps you, I can advice though getting closer with god would definitely help your sleeping issues and prayer
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Dude crack is not a addiction that really anyone can manage. It's expensive as fuck, lsts like 5 fucking minutes and ya its just bad. Crack was never my thing i prefered IV coke. I still have dreams about that shit lol. I quit though about 3 yeas ago now cause honestly fuck coke its evil. Alot of it is cut with fent these days to which is a big reason i quit. My cousin died 2 years ago from getting coke cut with fentanyl so ya fuck that shit
Have you ever tried methylphenidate? They use it sometimes for coke addiction. My bro has a script cause he has ADHD so i get a few pills off him a month usually. Honestly its a pretty good stim imo and not many side effects. It's more like coke then amphetamine. I dont know if dextroamphetamine would help with coke addiction but it might be worth a try. Honestly anything is better then that shit
Another worry with coke is that it can cause psychosis. I never got any psychosis from it but it does it to alot of people. That could be causing some of your symptoms as well
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Narcissistic parents are controlling and are using psychiatry as control tool not something that was necessary, demonic, i only dream about justice and exposing it publicly inshallah
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Coke is some evil shit. I was being a idiot with it when i was last shooting it. Ended up slamming a 1/3rd of a gram and seized up hardcore. All i could smell and taste was gasoline. Unfortunately my dad found me seizing up holding a syringe with blood running down my arm and called the medics. It was not a good scene pretty sure i traumatized my poor old dad. I as fine though i said the ambulance was unnecessary. At the hospital every test they ran on me was fine
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Dunno why yo would laugh ag that thats pretty fucked up
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Laugh heals agony from being forced drugged wdym
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Ok fair enough. But dont you see how someone may take it the wrong way? Not everyone sees it from your point of view
You’re right it did lead me into an admission, that’s fair it makes your behaviour unrecognisable and you don’t act on cord, people know me for taking it now due to thinking it was cool to show one friend and try to cut off the day i showed him from the drug, I am sorry to hear that about your cousin, the game is very dark! and yeah that’s the thing last minutes, it’s not good. Thanks bro I’ll get off the coke asap and yeah it is expensive AF I blew too much on it last month even made 300 from trading and blew that my first good profit i blew it that’s why i don’t like the drug it gets expensive for a few moments of a high,
My honest worst thing is that i’m 24 days in since last injection and it takes about 126 days from injection to lose all symptoms, it’s a hell of a fight man… This is what I dread every single minute of the day more than smoking coke
Methly not tried it but I heard about it so it’s similar to coke?
Exactly what my mum did to me man it was a control move, she saw me and the holy spirit moving and said I’ve changed and took me to a emergency room where I thought i was getting injected with COVID,
Day later I got meds and a mental health team assigned to me
All cause mum felt she’s losing her control over me and that would eventually lead to her losing her husband my dad
And her life she did a lot of control shit for … she’s sick
Wow sorry to hear this man! I hate needles it’s such a shame we get down this route … makes me really wanna quit
Do you know where to hear more on this - I believe so
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1 year off invega 5-6 injection 100ml 156mg explion, still bedridden, just the burning senation in my forehead stopped this is hell on earth.
bro i’ve got 100 days of a blocked nose i cant even sleep yet be bed ridden - 7 injections is a lot though
looking back at elder post i had a blocked nose for 5 months! then!
now i stay away from parents home in a step down it’s so hard to live …
it feels like my nervous system is on fire to add onto the nose
this time i got to face being alone :/
now i stay away from parents home in a step down it’s so hard to live …
it feels like my nervous system is on fire to add onto the nose
this time i got to face being alone :/