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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

Do you guys trully realize David Hawkins one of the biggest spiritual teacher of mankind calibrated pride as low level of conciousness at falsehood and said higher the level of conciousness higher the level of perception and all psychiatrist that lied im mentally ill and forced me max dose antipsychotics had and probably still have pride on their face quality of lucifer, demonic indeed to make others go through such horror, that pervert father will soon see i was not joking when i said i will go national with saying how abusive families are using psychiatry as control tool to never lose control and luciferic is also controlling that's why God gave us freedom, my demonic mother who makes homo and woman out of me will also see its not joke that everyone will hear this story Inshallah, few years of CTO avoided because laws work different here, also those wicked psychiatrist had rainbow flags on Facebook promoting LGBT so the people who are allowed to force brain damage are also the one who believe there is something as gender change, luciferic inversion of truth
 
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It's so horrible when you once enjoyed eating and took pleasure out of it now to have it as a chore you have to do for survival. This isn't living.
 
I can't get even a wink of sleep. My brain is constantly switched on. Until a few days ago I was getting sleep. My last dose was on 30th June. Is this insomnia a consequence of the invega?
 
But Police if you read that dont be sad cause now everyone knows what these monster are doing and its better to be walked out as potential murderer then end up injected with max dose antipsychotics on falsely diagnosed mental ilness, i can heal trauma but i cant heal damage from forced antipsychotics, if this body experienced void it can assure you lie is quality of lucifer and those psychiatrist have it
 
Brendan Clark said:
I can't get even a wink of sleep. My brain is constantly switched on. Until a few days ago I was getting sleep. My last dose was on 30th June. Is this insomnia a consequence of the invega?
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Likely. I need to take Seroquel and Ativan or else sleep just doesn't happen no matter how late I stay up.

You should see your shrink about some sleep meds to get through the next few months. It's been 4 months for me and not much has changed besides being able to sleep in a little bit more in the morning.
 
Invegatorment said:
Likely. I need to take Seroquel and Ativan or else sleep just doesn't happen no matter how late I stay up.

You should see your shrink about some sleep meds to get through the next few months. It's been 4 months for me and not much has changed besides being able to sleep in a little bit more in the morning.
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Kratom is heaven
 
2 days to one year and I'm still bedridden, ridiculous.
Some people don't heal in 8 months like these miracle stories every day here, and most people on reddit and Facebook and telegram, share same sentiment like me, recover is painful take years and sometimes not fully.

Also Judy from the telegram groups, i don't know if she was active here though she probably read here, killed herself. She was 4 months in. She also had cancer and have been though a lot. This medicine take so many lives.
 
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It's so tragic when I think back to how I was this time last year, I was enjoying my life, going to the gym, working as a tour guide, travelling on my own. swimming in the sea, making friends with strangers, and now am someone who just sits at home and mourning everything I've lost. I had dreams and aspirations. Hopefully we all end up like demileigh and recover 110%, even better than before the injections. If I do, I will be so much more appreciative of the little things in life, not that I wasn't before, but even more so if you know what I mean.
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
Kratom is heaven
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It can also be addictive. It ha its drawbacks to

Brendan Clark said:
It's so tragic when I think back to how I was this time last year, I was enjoying my life, going to the gym, working as a tour guide, travelling on my own. swimming in the sea, making friends with strangers, and now am someone who just sits at home and mourning everything I've lost. I had dreams and aspirations. Hopefully we all end up like demileigh and recover 110%, even better than before the injections. If I do, I will be so much more appreciative of the little things in life, not that I wasn't before, but even more so if you know what I mean.
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I to felt like i lost everything after invega and the psych ward. My gf and everything left me while i was locked up. I also got fat as fuck and wet up to about 225lbs ffs

Now i am off the invega injectons and am doin better then before i got locked up and injected with invega. So hang in there shit gets better
 
recovery100£ said:
Have you recovered Chanel? I’m 31 days off the injection and just waiting for things to improve
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I’m 23 days, half life is 25-49 days?
I remember last time I had 4 shots it took 100 odd days.
This time only two I’ve got my fingers crossed I’ll heal by day 50.
This time the restlessness akatshia isn’t as hard so I’m assuming I’ll be healed a bit sooner.

I’m fortunate to have found a partner that’s really looked after me these few days…
Without her my recovery would of been worse.

My heart goes out to everyone in the same situation as myself, it’s truly saddening.

Can’t do much at the moment.
 
Brendan Clark said:
It's so tragic when I think back to how I was this time last year, I was enjoying my life, going to the gym, working as a tour guide, travelling on my own. swimming in the sea, making friends with strangers, and now am someone who just sits at home and mourning everything I've lost. I had dreams and aspirations. Hopefully we all end up like demileigh and recover 110%, even better than before the injections. If I do, I will be so much more appreciative of the little things in life, not that I wasn't before, but even more so if you know what I mean.
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Do your best to help yourself these worse days, cause you don’t wanna be healed in the same environment that broke you - I learned that
 
paranoid android said:
It can also be addictive. It ha its drawbacks to



I to felt like i lost everything after invega and the psych ward. My gf and everything left me while i was locked up. I also got fat as fuck and wet up to about 225lbs ffs

Now i am off the invega injectons and am doin better then before i got locked up and injected with invega. So hang in there shit gets better
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Crazy, that’s the sort of story I hate to hear, it’s really good to have someone that knows what you’re going through of knows about you, for me I met a girl when I was in A&E on my way to going to one of those places - She’s with me till today up until now supporting me whilst I have nothing, also have an addiction i’m fighting but im telling myself when I’m paid I’ll have one last high, which tends to get more addictive, I have a fulfilling career that can really change the trajectory of my life without this addiction - but I do it to make me happy whilst still healing it’s only the fact that I still need to heal is why I consider this addiction still - but the moment I’ve got my flat for example and little things like this I’m going to clean up my life, and stop this shit. Trust me god or whomever yourself - you will give yourself better experiences to come Im telling you - Sorry to hear your story we’re all struggling and we have to do our best to conquer our realities daily
 
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Crazy, that’s the sort of story I hate to hear, it’s really good to have someone that knows what you’re going through of knows about you, for me I met a girl when I was in A&E on my way to going to one of those places - She’s with me till today up until now supporting me whilst I have nothing, also have an addiction i’m fighting but im telling myself when I’m paid I’ll have one last high, which tends to get more addictive, I have a fulfilling career that can really change the trajectory of my life without this addiction - but I do it to make me happy whilst still healing it’s only the fact that I still need to heal is why I consider this addiction still - but the moment I’ve got my flat for example and little things like this I’m going to clean up my life, and stop this shit. Trust me god or whomever yourself - you will give yourself better experiences to come Im telling you - Sorry to hear your story we’re all struggling and we have to do our best to conquer our realities daily
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Thanks man. Nice to have someone that can relate to my shit. I am doing fantastic now though. Im not addicted to opiates or benzos anymore like i was before i went i the psych ward. I had a bad morphine and cl;onazepam addiction before i went in. When i got locked up in the psych ward i was forced to quit it cold turkey. I got no meds in ther not even a asprin. I dont even remember the wd cause i was psychotic, had cotards syndrome and the stupid sadistic shrink refused to give me any meds for psychosis. Like why was this bitch even getting paid?

There is so much administrative waste in those places. Instead of having 5 nurses watching over patients at nitght in the psych ward how about actually having 2 shrinks there who can actually prescribe meds? The shrink i had in there took other people off their meds to. She used her power to punish people in there imo. Thankfully i was finally able to get another shrink who actually gave me meds. I was actualy greatful for the invega because psychosis and worse yet cotards sucks worse then any med

I decided not to get addicted again when i got out of te psych ward. I still take morphine and benzos but i take them for pain now and to get high not to mainraine. When i first got out of the psych ward though i hit the coke hard. Calling my dealer was one of the first things when i got out

What are you addicted to by the way? You can kick it if i managed to kick anyone can
 
The pain of schizophrenia is too severe.

Guys get yourselves into something you love and keep fighting. I'm here, share your pain!
 
paranoid android said:
Thanks man. Nice to have someone that can relate to my shit. I am doing fantastic now though. Im not addicted to opiates or benzos anymore like i was before i went i the psych ward. I had a bad morphine and cl;onazepam addiction before i went in. When i got locked up in the psych ward i was forced to quit it cold turkey. I got no meds in ther not even a asprin. I dont even remember the wd cause i was psychotic, had cotards syndrome and the stupid sadistic shrink refused to give me any meds for psychosis. Like why was this bitch even getting paid?

There is so much administrative waste in those places. Instead of having 5 nurses watching over patients at nitght in the psych ward how about actually having 2 shrinks there who can actually prescribe meds? The shrink i had in there took other people off their meds to. She used her power to punish people in there imo. Thankfully i was finally able to get another shrink who actually gave me meds. I was actualy greatful for the invega because psychosis and worse yet cotards sucks worse then any med

I decided not to get addicted again when i got out of te psych ward. I still take morphine and benzos but i take them for pain now and to get high not to mainraine. When i first got out of the psych ward though i hit the coke hard. Calling my dealer was one of the first things when i got out

What are you addicted to by the way? You can kick it if i managed to kick anyone can
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Wow the issue with me my biology isn’t made for invega, or antipsychotics with me my first symptoms of psychosis was because I took the medication they gave me, when they first misdiagnosed me that’s when I can say I was seeing some weird messed up stuff and hearing things when that drug altered my brain to begin with, I first got diagnosed middle of COVID 2021, because I was doing kudalini practice shown by someone, my energy at home was high and my mum thought i changed and something was wrong, took me down to the emergency room,

Suddenly I was misdiagnosed from that day…
I should have been away from my mums home a long time ago, cause she was always too watching over me, which caused this

But anyway my biology just isn’t made for invega which is sad it gave me every side effect the drug could possibly give …
Maybe cause I’m mixed race it’s most likely is the reason.

I completely hear you those people on the wards is crazy in the UK now they have pure africans from ghana, nigeria etc working in wards now and other people just injecting and giving out these drugs and forcing it on people like they did me, just messing up the karma for their countries, but who’s to blame but us in the first place, the shriks are proper weird here I got administered the injection forcefully and didn’t even know who called the shots to give it to me, that’s how weird it was they took me of risperidone tablets when there, cause it caused a jaw lock that was literally like a near death experience, then they injected me again with the invega twice in that stay because they said i wouldn’t get discharged without it. My issue is just the time it takes to recover from this drug, and the stress it’s putting my girlfriend through and also; because my nervous system is fried , I didn’t manage last months pay check because of how bad my nervous system, is , it made me spunk my pay check , but basically , my addiction is in crack cocaine, but I don’t have it right now cause my pay is a long time away, but I know I may and will probably buy it again when paid, I don’t know why but further it goes I probably won’t but I know I will 100% for my last time before I want to live this collared lifestyle in the work field I’m in now, but it’ll require sacrificing this drug, discipline, focus, new hobbies and valuing my health and delving in the spirit of god for a living, while i stack those funds, but that’s the addiction pretty nasty one a friend put the drug in my weed and got me addicted without me knowing … but yeah that’s it
 
Brendan Clark said:
I can't get even a wink of sleep. My brain is constantly switched on. Until a few days ago I was getting sleep. My last dose was on 30th June. Is this insomnia a consequence of the invega?
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I was getting the same not even a night ago - but eating good helps you, I can advice though getting closer with god would definitely help your sleeping issues and prayer
 
flystr8 said:
Wow the issue with me my biology isn’t made for invega, or antipsychotics with me my first symptoms of psychosis was because I took the medication they gave me, when they first misdiagnosed me that’s when I can say I was seeing some weird messed up stuff and hearing things when that drug altered my brain to begin with, I first got diagnosed middle of COVID 2021, because I was doing kudalini practice shown by someone, my energy at home was high and my mum thought i changed and something was wrong, took me down to the emergency room,

Suddenly I was misdiagnosed from that day…
I should have been away from my mums home a long time ago, cause she was always too watching over me, which caused this

But anyway my biology just isn’t made for invega which is sad it gave me every side effect the drug could possibly give …
Maybe cause I’m mixed race it’s most likely is the reason.

I completely hear you those people on the wards is crazy in the UK now they have pure africans from ghana, nigeria etc working in wards now and other people just injecting and giving out these drugs and forcing it on people like they did me, just messing up the karma for their countries, but who’s to blame but us in the first place, the shriks are proper weird here I got administered the injection forcefully and didn’t even know who called the shots to give it to me, that’s how weird it was they took me of risperidone tablets when there, cause it caused a jaw lock that was literally like a near death experience, then they injected me again with the invega twice in that stay because they said i wouldn’t get discharged without it. My issue is just the time it takes to recover from this drug, and the stress it’s putting my girlfriend through and also; because my nervous system is fried , I didn’t manage last months pay check because of how bad my nervous system, is , it made me spunk my pay check , but basically , my addiction is in crack cocaine, but I don’t have it right now cause my pay is a long time away, but I know I may and will probably buy it again when paid, I don’t know why but further it goes I probably won’t but I know I will 100% for my last time before I want to live this collared lifestyle in the work field I’m in now, but it’ll require sacrificing this drug, discipline, focus, new hobbies and valuing my health and delving in the spirit of god for a living, while i stack those funds, but that’s the addiction pretty nasty one a friend put the drug in my weed and got me addicted without me knowing … but yeah that’s it
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Dude crack is not a addiction that really anyone can manage. It's expensive as fuck, lsts like 5 fucking minutes and ya its just bad. Crack was never my thing i prefered IV coke. I still have dreams about that shit lol. I quit though about 3 yeas ago now cause honestly fuck coke its evil. Alot of it is cut with fent these days to which is a big reason i quit. My cousin died 2 years ago from getting coke cut with fentanyl so ya fuck that shit

Have you ever tried methylphenidate? They use it sometimes for coke addiction. My bro has a script cause he has ADHD so i get a few pills off him a month usually. Honestly its a pretty good stim imo and not many side effects. It's more like coke then amphetamine. I dont know if dextroamphetamine would help with coke addiction but it might be worth a try. Honestly anything is better then that shit

Another worry with coke is that it can cause psychosis. I never got any psychosis from it but it does it to alot of people. That could be causing some of your symptoms as well
 
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