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Bluelighter
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Severely - good point on the alpha lipoic.
It is a great anti-oxidant and it helps the brain utilize insulin more efficiently, which effects glucose metabolism.
Just don't take too much of it as it can lower blood sugar.
I thought magnesium was indeed an anti-oxidant, but I guess not.
It is a great neuro-protectant though - it strengthens capillaries and reduces risk of stroke.
It is also a critical component of 300 biological processes, including neurotransmitter formation.
More importantly, most people don't get enough of it.
I must say, the acetyl l-carnatine, did amazing things for me - the first time I took it.
Combined with a little Piracetam and some Vinpocetine it transformed me!
After a few hours of anxiety it flipped a switch in my brain - I was NORMAL, like 99.9% the old me.
Quite a defined transition too - the emotional impact was profound!
But the following week I tried to repeat the results without much success.
Maybe I didn't take enough or take the right combo, but the higher cognitive feelings never returned - instead it made me freak out!
Like being PISSED and anxious.
Maybe I should read up about its toxicity.
I knew it was a protectant during MDMA use - because it increases dopamine in the Nucleus Acumbens shell.
But I had no idea it was also toxic...
Good to know, but I wonder why it caused such an abundant and sudden improvement that first time?
CaliFortunate -
You have just written one of the better supportive posts for me.
Thanks.
You want some of my research links?
Um, that is a tough one - because I have read hundreds of abstracts, at least 40 full studies, and several META-studies.
The truth is, it is a nebulous and challenging field - because science is only beginning to tease out the complex secrets hidden within our nervous systems. It took MONTHS of reading to come to some of my understandings, not something that is easy to just pass along.
But one day I will return to BL with a comprehensive list of the studies I have done.
Maybe I should just write a damn book!
I recommend going to scholar.google.com and clicking on preferences - select 'medicine' only to narrow the unending results down.
Search for MDMA +META
Meta studies represent someone else doing what I'm trying to do - compress hundreds of studies to arrive at a comprehensive understanding. Call it cheating, but some meta-studies reveal LOTS of information with a minimum of effort on your part. Let the other guy do all the work. :D
The older studies from the 80s, many on rats, reveal a LOT of useful basic information about toxicity and the rate/range of recovery. They provide a good background so you stand a chance when you enter the more recent studies. It is a new language to learn - I only hope to translate it for other people.
At least you seem to have an awareness that many of our younger users lack.
I just assume you are not a teenager, based on your maturity level.
Whatever the case, thanks for your back up.
Ismene -
Can I ask you the same question?
How old are you?
I wouldn't be surprised at all to learn that you are on the younger side.
The number itself doesn't matter, but your attitude does.
The problem is this - you are approaching the subject, which is quite important if you are putting this molecule into your brain, with a severe bias.
I know you think I may be biased as well, but I promise you that I used to think MDMA was a 'safe' drug too.
I wasn't a 'user' like other drug users were, and MDMA was only dangerous when it caused fever, liver failure, and hyponatremia from drinking too much water.
It turns out that all of the ACUTE reactions to MDMA are the result of nerve damage in the brain.
The smooth muscles that surround your intestines use serotonin to contract!
In the brain, this chemical is dispersed widely...and it has an astounding impact on blood vessels!
And the endocrine system is also closely linked to serotonin.
The hypothalamus controls digestion, including the sense of hunger and release of multiple enzymes.
Well it is the hypothalamus that causes the endocrine system to release cortisol and prolactin, the primary hormonal signals during MDMA use!
Cortisol breaks down excess serotonin through a diverse range of actions.
Go to wiki and just read - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cortisol
Seriously, read the whole page.
MDMA causes a MASSIVE cortisol release unlike ANYTHING that occurs in normal life.
800% increase in cortisol!
It is well known that excess serotonin damages the SERT, or transporter protein, which removes serotonin from the synapse. Cortisol helps to speed up this process!
The massive release of cortisol during MDMA use is a DEFENSE MECHANISM.
Clearly, the brain is trying to maintain homeostasis by lowering serotonin levels.
That is, after all, the hypothalamus' primary job - homeostasis.
Did you know that in acute MDMA injury, like the studies you so readily criticized, the hypothalamus is hyper-innervated during the recovery process. It even appears that serotonin axons that begin re-establishing themselves in the cortex COLLAPSE back into the hypothalamus.
The hypothalamus not only serves as a switch-box for the serotonin neurons extending into the forebrain, it is the command and control center for the endocrine system (pituitary and adrenal). In this way, the hypothalamus connects your SENSES to your EMOTIONAL pathways!
It is through this tiny little homeostasis chamber that MDMA derives its most powerful effects.
And it is HERE that some damage is done, even during recovery.
Even after 2.5 YEARS of abstinence, former MDMA users continue to exhibit a REDUCED PROLACTIN RESPONSE to serotonin agents, including pure MDMA. This is clear evidence that the 'toxicity' of MDMA can be defined at a MINIMUM as the long-term reduction in serotonergic function.
But you want a link to a statement about it being a potent neurotoxin?
Ok...here ya go - http://www.nhtsa.gov/people/injury/research/job185drugs/methylenedioxymethamphetamine.htm
Its on there, if you want to find it.
In vitro, or in the laboratory, it is commonly referred to as a 'potent neurotoxin'.
This means that it quickly causes neuron cellular DEATH through increased metabolic processes - known as apoptosis.
In vivo, or in a living brain, it doesn't appear to be as widely toxic.
Indeed, the amount of MDMA required to cause real apoptosis for the ENTIRE length of the VERY long serotonin neurons is WAY higher than the normal 'acute' doses given to rats. I seem to remember it took 8 injections at 20mg/kg to kill the entire sert neuron in the raphe nuclei (the brainstem structure where they all start).
But a LARGE accumulation of evidence has been established that leads to statements like this -
"MDMA is a selective neurotoxin that preferentially prunes the higher cortical axons of the serotonin network."
or
"MDMA permanently re-wires the brain."
or
"MDMA causes a lasting/permanent re-organization of the ascending axonal structure, with proximal targets restoring their original nerve density or even exp. hyper-innervation (hypothalamus) WHILE HIGHER BRAIN REGIONS REMAIN DE-NERVATED."
That is the one I like, because it most aptly describes the recovery process and it avoids unnecessary rhetoric.
Your bias about research is dangerous, to you and others.
MDMA is a drug, and like all illegal drugs - it has the capacity to cause REAL harm.
Any belief to the contrary is FOOLISH.
Even drugs like cocaine and meth cause toxicity in the brain that IS NOT WELL-UNDERSTOOD by RESEARCHERS.
Hmm...
Did you know that the majority of users discontinue taking MDMA within the first 100-300 doses, with tolerance setting in with as few as 6?
Even heavy users tend to quit this drug within the first few years.
MDMA is not a 'safe' drug - although its true potential for harm does vary across individuals.
But make no mistake about it - the effects of ROLLING exist on the SAME spectrum as serotonin syndrome.
All the pleasurable experiences you feel on the drug are the result of SOME AXONAL LOSS in the higher brain.
And likely the hyper-innervation of the hypothalamus, which calls upon the endocrine system to intervene!
Rolling is a TYPE of BRAIN INJURY - whether research can PROVE it or not.
Accept that, and roll with that knowledge.
It takes more than a few studies to come to a real understanding.
Hell, it has taken 3 decades of research and they are STILL working on the problem.
But rest assured - ALL of you...
The scientific community no longer debates about the 'toxicity' of MDMA.
It is KNOWN to cause certain types of damage, and it is CLEARLY linked with SEVERE reactions that lead to DEATH...and long-term psychological problems.
But hey - the 'DEA' probably funded ALL of this research.
We OBVIOUSLY shouldn't trust a government that wants us to think 'e is bad'.
Lets just keep taking it over and over again until they have absolute PROOF.

It is a great anti-oxidant and it helps the brain utilize insulin more efficiently, which effects glucose metabolism.
Just don't take too much of it as it can lower blood sugar.
I thought magnesium was indeed an anti-oxidant, but I guess not.
It is a great neuro-protectant though - it strengthens capillaries and reduces risk of stroke.
It is also a critical component of 300 biological processes, including neurotransmitter formation.
More importantly, most people don't get enough of it.
I must say, the acetyl l-carnatine, did amazing things for me - the first time I took it.
Combined with a little Piracetam and some Vinpocetine it transformed me!
After a few hours of anxiety it flipped a switch in my brain - I was NORMAL, like 99.9% the old me.
Quite a defined transition too - the emotional impact was profound!
But the following week I tried to repeat the results without much success.
Maybe I didn't take enough or take the right combo, but the higher cognitive feelings never returned - instead it made me freak out!
Like being PISSED and anxious.
Maybe I should read up about its toxicity.

I knew it was a protectant during MDMA use - because it increases dopamine in the Nucleus Acumbens shell.
But I had no idea it was also toxic...
Good to know, but I wonder why it caused such an abundant and sudden improvement that first time?
CaliFortunate -
You have just written one of the better supportive posts for me.
Thanks.
You want some of my research links?
Um, that is a tough one - because I have read hundreds of abstracts, at least 40 full studies, and several META-studies.
The truth is, it is a nebulous and challenging field - because science is only beginning to tease out the complex secrets hidden within our nervous systems. It took MONTHS of reading to come to some of my understandings, not something that is easy to just pass along.
But one day I will return to BL with a comprehensive list of the studies I have done.
Maybe I should just write a damn book!
I recommend going to scholar.google.com and clicking on preferences - select 'medicine' only to narrow the unending results down.
Search for MDMA +META
Meta studies represent someone else doing what I'm trying to do - compress hundreds of studies to arrive at a comprehensive understanding. Call it cheating, but some meta-studies reveal LOTS of information with a minimum of effort on your part. Let the other guy do all the work. :D
The older studies from the 80s, many on rats, reveal a LOT of useful basic information about toxicity and the rate/range of recovery. They provide a good background so you stand a chance when you enter the more recent studies. It is a new language to learn - I only hope to translate it for other people.
At least you seem to have an awareness that many of our younger users lack.
I just assume you are not a teenager, based on your maturity level.
Whatever the case, thanks for your back up.
Ismene -
Can I ask you the same question?
How old are you?
I wouldn't be surprised at all to learn that you are on the younger side.
The number itself doesn't matter, but your attitude does.
The problem is this - you are approaching the subject, which is quite important if you are putting this molecule into your brain, with a severe bias.
I know you think I may be biased as well, but I promise you that I used to think MDMA was a 'safe' drug too.
I wasn't a 'user' like other drug users were, and MDMA was only dangerous when it caused fever, liver failure, and hyponatremia from drinking too much water.
It turns out that all of the ACUTE reactions to MDMA are the result of nerve damage in the brain.
The smooth muscles that surround your intestines use serotonin to contract!
In the brain, this chemical is dispersed widely...and it has an astounding impact on blood vessels!
And the endocrine system is also closely linked to serotonin.
The hypothalamus controls digestion, including the sense of hunger and release of multiple enzymes.
Well it is the hypothalamus that causes the endocrine system to release cortisol and prolactin, the primary hormonal signals during MDMA use!
Cortisol breaks down excess serotonin through a diverse range of actions.
Go to wiki and just read - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cortisol
Seriously, read the whole page.
MDMA causes a MASSIVE cortisol release unlike ANYTHING that occurs in normal life.
800% increase in cortisol!
It is well known that excess serotonin damages the SERT, or transporter protein, which removes serotonin from the synapse. Cortisol helps to speed up this process!
The massive release of cortisol during MDMA use is a DEFENSE MECHANISM.
Clearly, the brain is trying to maintain homeostasis by lowering serotonin levels.
That is, after all, the hypothalamus' primary job - homeostasis.
Did you know that in acute MDMA injury, like the studies you so readily criticized, the hypothalamus is hyper-innervated during the recovery process. It even appears that serotonin axons that begin re-establishing themselves in the cortex COLLAPSE back into the hypothalamus.
The hypothalamus not only serves as a switch-box for the serotonin neurons extending into the forebrain, it is the command and control center for the endocrine system (pituitary and adrenal). In this way, the hypothalamus connects your SENSES to your EMOTIONAL pathways!
It is through this tiny little homeostasis chamber that MDMA derives its most powerful effects.
And it is HERE that some damage is done, even during recovery.
Even after 2.5 YEARS of abstinence, former MDMA users continue to exhibit a REDUCED PROLACTIN RESPONSE to serotonin agents, including pure MDMA. This is clear evidence that the 'toxicity' of MDMA can be defined at a MINIMUM as the long-term reduction in serotonergic function.
But you want a link to a statement about it being a potent neurotoxin?
Ok...here ya go - http://www.nhtsa.gov/people/injury/research/job185drugs/methylenedioxymethamphetamine.htm
Its on there, if you want to find it.
In vitro, or in the laboratory, it is commonly referred to as a 'potent neurotoxin'.
This means that it quickly causes neuron cellular DEATH through increased metabolic processes - known as apoptosis.
In vivo, or in a living brain, it doesn't appear to be as widely toxic.
Indeed, the amount of MDMA required to cause real apoptosis for the ENTIRE length of the VERY long serotonin neurons is WAY higher than the normal 'acute' doses given to rats. I seem to remember it took 8 injections at 20mg/kg to kill the entire sert neuron in the raphe nuclei (the brainstem structure where they all start).
But a LARGE accumulation of evidence has been established that leads to statements like this -
"MDMA is a selective neurotoxin that preferentially prunes the higher cortical axons of the serotonin network."
or
"MDMA permanently re-wires the brain."
or
"MDMA causes a lasting/permanent re-organization of the ascending axonal structure, with proximal targets restoring their original nerve density or even exp. hyper-innervation (hypothalamus) WHILE HIGHER BRAIN REGIONS REMAIN DE-NERVATED."
That is the one I like, because it most aptly describes the recovery process and it avoids unnecessary rhetoric.
Your bias about research is dangerous, to you and others.
MDMA is a drug, and like all illegal drugs - it has the capacity to cause REAL harm.
Any belief to the contrary is FOOLISH.
Even drugs like cocaine and meth cause toxicity in the brain that IS NOT WELL-UNDERSTOOD by RESEARCHERS.
Hmm...
Did you know that the majority of users discontinue taking MDMA within the first 100-300 doses, with tolerance setting in with as few as 6?
Even heavy users tend to quit this drug within the first few years.
MDMA is not a 'safe' drug - although its true potential for harm does vary across individuals.
But make no mistake about it - the effects of ROLLING exist on the SAME spectrum as serotonin syndrome.
All the pleasurable experiences you feel on the drug are the result of SOME AXONAL LOSS in the higher brain.
And likely the hyper-innervation of the hypothalamus, which calls upon the endocrine system to intervene!
Rolling is a TYPE of BRAIN INJURY - whether research can PROVE it or not.
Accept that, and roll with that knowledge.
It takes more than a few studies to come to a real understanding.
Hell, it has taken 3 decades of research and they are STILL working on the problem.
But rest assured - ALL of you...
The scientific community no longer debates about the 'toxicity' of MDMA.
It is KNOWN to cause certain types of damage, and it is CLEARLY linked with SEVERE reactions that lead to DEATH...and long-term psychological problems.
But hey - the 'DEA' probably funded ALL of this research.
We OBVIOUSLY shouldn't trust a government that wants us to think 'e is bad'.
Lets just keep taking it over and over again until they have absolute PROOF.

