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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

BDD Social/Information Booth - (MK. VI) - get some sleep, kids!

back to work? dexedrine? it's 7:30 pm lmao.. i took 20mgs adderall IR and .25mg klonopin earlier. i still feel a little stimulated but these beers and klonopin and doing the trick :].....good weekend.....
 
I swear, I've never banged anything recreationally, but the inside of my arms are going to look like those of a junkie by the time this is all said and done. lol

I got some pics of my arm when I was in the hospital and getting my blood drawn every morning and IVs. It wasnt pretty. My arm, from the inside of my elbow to hafway down my forearm was purple. If I knew how to get a pic onto the board I would post it but for some reason I just cant get a pic to upload :-/
 
You need to upload it with imageshack or imgur or something, then paste the url inside image tags ([IMG][/IMG])
 
Nah, photobucket should be fine, just put the URL in the IMG tags. I forgot, though, if it's a graphic photo it needs to be in nsfw tags ([nsfw][/nsfw]).
 
Good day (or night) BDD crew, how's it going? Can't be bothered to read what I've missed in this thread ;)
 
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Its not as bad as I remembered and described but still wasn't pretty. Still had half my arm "bruised" from all the damn needles. It was nice once I got my PICC line in place. Then everything could be done through that minus having to get shots of a blood thinner twice a day. The last pic is kind of gross. I would do that NSFW tab but I am not sure how to do that either. I dont know why I couldn't get pictures to work before. Guess I am "technologically challenged."
 
I put the nsfw tags in for you. In future, it's the same as the image tags, you just put it around the whole thing, so you have [NSFW][IMG]yourimageurl[/img][/nsfw] (caps or no, it doesn't matter).

Mornin' effie, how goes it?
 
Mornin' ninja Vader, I'm okay thanks, appear to have a competely reversed sleep pattern.. but bluelight never sleeps, so that's okay!

How are you?
 
Tired, frankly, but the missus is making me a coffee so I can stay up for no reason... I don't even like coffee. Have you only just got up? Because yeah, that's a pretty skewed sleeping pattern. btw, did you know that you're not on the list of BDD mods at the top of the forum guidelines?
 
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morphine is nice, but the oral BA blows. i don't even bother buying it because i don't IV drugs.....
Yes, BA sucks, but I can either get 30mg (not sure if its IR or ER) Morphine S, or I can get 10mg Hydrocodone for the same price lol. The person who can get me these things makes a point to not know where oxy is and doesn't try to find it for anyone because of what it can do to people (i.e. ruin lives). In fact, the only reason he gets the Morphine for me is because he knows I'm actually in a decent amount of pain all of the time and am not having good management with my Tramadols. Ugh, I wish I could have a better nerve pain medication than 300mg gabapentin TID, it feels like I've got a knife sticking in the lower right side of my back right along my waistline.
Good day (or night) BDD crew, how's it going? Can't be bothered to read what I've missed in this thread ;)
Good morning(?) to you too effie lol. I put the question mark there cause you apparently get up at 2am (I know UK's time zone because someone I played with on an MMO lived there)? lol
I'm doing alright aside from the aforementioned metaphorical knife sticking in my back. Other than your screwed up sleep cycle, are you doing alright?

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AfterSurgery.jpg


Its not as bad as I remembered and described but still wasn't pretty. Still had half my arm "bruised" from all the damn needles. It was nice once I got my PICC line in place. Then everything could be done through that minus having to get shots of a blood thinner twice a day. The last pic is kind of gross. I would do that NSFW tab but I am not sure how to do that either. I dont know why I couldn't get pictures to work before. Guess I am "technologically challenged."

Ya, that takes the cake. My little tread marks have got nothing on that lol. Just small bruises around little purplish-red dots lol.

(And when BL didn't mark "purplish" as a misspelled word, I had to check, and it exists in the dictionary lol!
 
Vader: Am I not? Rubbish! Where are my senior staff when I need them..

Yup, just got up. Had sorted my sleep out a bit but is fucked up completely now.. am still feeling tired though, so am planning an hour on here, a couple of diaz and more sleep.. am supposed to be going into town tomorrow, so can't be up all night!

it's truly amazing how easy it is for your sleep pattern to reverse...

Enjoy your coffee! :)
 
Vader: Am I not? Rubbish! Where are my senior staff when I need them..

Yup, just got up. Had sorted my sleep out a bit but is fucked up completely now.. am still feeling tired though, so am planning an hour on here, a couple of diaz and more sleep.. am supposed to be going into town tomorrow, so can't be up all night!

it's truly amazing how easy it is for your sleep pattern to reverse...

Enjoy your coffee! :)

You can to stay up all night and go to town. I do it all the time when I stay up too late and have to be somewhere lol. It's fucking miserable, but I manage lol.

And yes....it is very easy to reverse your sleep pattern. It's just nigh impossible to reverse the reverse lol.
 
Vader: Am I not? Rubbish! Where are my senior staff when I need them..
I was talking about this thread, where you must have mod privileges ;) It's OK, it's early/late, I'll let you off. Come to think of it, lefty/dispo isn't up there either...

The worst thing about reversed sleep pattern imo is deciding whether to fix it by staying up later or going to bed earlier.

Enjoy your coffee!
I fucking hate coffee.
 
Aha yeah I found that. Was going to add myself but I dunno how to link it up so it goes straight to a pm with my name on. Thank you for letting me off, it's first thing in the morning by my internal clock.. ;)
 
You're a star Vader, I'll do it now! :) thank you.

I think we need to change that top bit, the guidelines get lost amongst everything else at the top of the page, but that's a discussion for another day..

edit: wooyeah, we're there.. thought about putting my name first just cos I could then realised I'd get all the pms, and I don't want that, hehe..
 
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