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ever blown a good opportunity with a nice girl/guy through too much drugs/alcohol??

BecomingJulie said:
Yes.

Back when I was at uni and still trying to be mostly male, I managed to score several tabs of LSD. So one night I was in the student bar, tripping as you do, and for some reason thought it would be a good idea to tell this girl that I fancied that I'd taken a couple of tabs of acid.

"Have you started having hallucinations yet?" she inquired, apparently genuinely interested.

Now, what I wanted to say was: "I'm not exactly seeing things that aren't there, that's not really how it works. I am seeing things that are there, just a bit differently. Everything looks a little bit more beautiful than usual tonight ..... including you".

Now, that probably wouldn't actually have been a bad line. Certainly not the usual mais en sauce de fromage as they say in Paris. Only that wasn't how it came out.

What I actually said was: "Yes, I've hallucinated that you're pretty!"
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Oh my dear God, this had me in tears of laughter. Well done, BecomingJulie :D
 
The days of women leaping on me for any reason other than anger and/or contempt are sadly long gone... :D
 
"So whats my name again?" a few hours in always seems to get me, and well its downhill from there unless there keen.
 
BecomingJulie said:
Yes.

Back when I was at uni and still trying to be mostly male, I managed to score several tabs of LSD. So one night I was in the student bar, tripping as you do, and for some reason thought it would be a good idea to tell this girl that I fancied that I'd taken a couple of tabs of acid.

"Have you started having hallucinations yet?" she inquired, apparently genuinely interested.

Now, what I wanted to say was: "I'm not exactly seeing things that aren't there, that's not really how it works. I am seeing things that are there, just a bit differently. Everything looks a little bit more beautiful than usual tonight ..... including you".

Now, that probably wouldn't actually have been a bad line. Certainly not the usual mais en sauce de fromage as they say in Paris. Only that wasn't how it came out.

What I actually said was: "Yes, I've hallucinated that you're pretty!"
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=D thats some funny shit! =D
 
I think I would have married her and spent the rest of my life with her had it not been for heroin! GOD I'M FUCKED
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Replace heroin with ketamine/other dissociatives and that's my story. Managed to screw up a 12 year relationship through massive abuse of said drugs (was eventually sectioned after she found me in a state of effective surgical anaesthesia due to PCP & co). Wouldn't mind, but she had no problem with my use of psychedelics & stimulants as they didn't make me seem like someone she'd never met. She's the most intelligent, beautiful and funny woman I've ever met, yet I still managed to fuck it up through stupid, selfish drug use.

Thing is, there's no-one I've felt attracted to in the 2 years since we split up - you're not alone in the 'god I'm fucked up' category
 
Its only been about a month, but the bed still feels empty and it all seems too hollow. She changed who i was for the better because she knew me, properly knew me, brought out the good aspects in me and made me keep an eye out for the bad ones, never forced me just gave me some good solid advice.. Advice that i'd listen 2, and theres very few people i respect enough IRL whose mere opinions can make me self reflect And i fucked it up cause i dont like feeling vulnerable when it comes down to it, to bail before she hurt me or i hurt her even though i know she'd never do that or anything to hurt me. Maan she really was 1 of a kind, never met anyone like her and i doubt i ever will again. This is turning into a baawww thread, but i feel angry or upset whenever i think about it, esp cause its my own fault. Lol i dont like feelings, i was used to autopiloting through it all and i wanna flick that switch back on (w/o drugs lol)

And before you say owt sam, i cannae afford any rum :( harsh times
 
SamhainGrim said:
I take it you live near a reliable source of Lamb's Navy Rum?
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It's woods rum that is needed at times like these. 20% stronger than lambs and tastes great.

It's a tipple that warms the cockles and turns me in to a grinning imbeciel every time. Works wonders at relieving inhibitions too so you can get down the business of finding misses wrong part deux.
 
SamhainGrim said:
In many cases I think you're absolutely right. The wandering attention thing you mentioned doesn't help either. Nor does the fact that sex can seem pretty ridiculous at the best of times, even (or especially) when completely sober.

Though I must chastise you a little for not only having a responsible attitude towards contraception but for responding to her demands for you to go down on her. I mean, really? Please don't tell me that was a non-reciprocal affair or I'll have you turned away at the gates of Valhalla sharpish, like.

If I'm ever in the same predicament I just get them to give off a few screams (theatrical or authentic; preferably the latter) and before I know it the purple criminal's back up, ready and willing to embark on another burglary spree.
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Its not nerves.......its 'is my dick as big as her last?' :)

Always V and C if it wont pop up ;)
 
After a 4 year relationship ended on a sour note i find it, 2 years on, still virtually impossible to feel that attraction to anyone :( But time is a healer they tell me so im sure everything will be ok in the end and better :)
 
Im back on bluelight by the way, yaaaaahhhhhhh my ip address is no longer invalid or whatever :) Thanks Bluelight :)
 
JB said:
It's woods rum that is needed at times like these. 20% stronger than lambs and tastes great.

It's a tipple that warms the cockles and turns me in to a grinning imbeciel every time. Works wonders at relieving inhibitions too so you can get down the business of finding misses wrong part deux.
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If you know anybody in N. Ireland, see about getting some poteen - it can reduce anybody to a grinning, babbling fool in the blink of an eye. It's just a question of knowing when to stop so you don't end up a a human door stop =D
 
so glad to see this thread is still alive! its been actually really emotional reading through some of these! :O
 
matt<3ketamine said:
poteen is a lethal liquid, it seems every OAP over here has a flask hidden somewere in the house
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It's slightly stronger than the alcohol water mixture for preserving biological specimins in jars (preserving fluid is approx 70 percent alcohol/30 percent water yet I've seen the bonded stuff sold only as export from republic that was 82 percent alcohol - you could probably run an engine on it), so imagine what it's doing to all those delicate oesopogeal cells! =D). Recently I went to a polish restaurant with my ex and they had various different vodkas, the most noticable being rose vodka and honey vodka. Other than that, I quite like bison grass vodka that's been kept in the freezer. When you swallow it, it's so cold it partially numbs your mouth, so you only begin to get that alcohol warmth start spreading from your stomach. Also works with absinthe (the stuff I've got is aprox 70 percent alcohol) to reduce how severely bitter it is; once got up in the middle of the night because I was thirsty, went into kitchen and thought I'd found an open bottle of sprite or such. Took one huge swig & swallowed, then I noticed my mouth was burning and I had this really strong bitter taste in my mouth. That was enough to make me feel quite intoxicated (I mean it was a huge gulp!!)
 
^^^

You can gte commercially produced Poteen these days can't you, guess its not as good at making you blind as the real stuff though;)
 
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