needhelpmightkilme
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- Sep 27, 2011
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Ok so iv been shooting up coke for a couple months now off and on mostly but last couple weeks almost every day
Im addicted to heroin btw
I got a half g(BOMB)
lately its been feeling like im not getting high, idk im just not getting the same ruch i use to get just sorta so iv been doing more in my shots, i was jus doing a P everytime but latley been tapering up knowing its dangerous so super cautious
anyway tonight and why i joined this site to find out cause i scared the shit out of myself
I was doing my last shot for the night so i put 2 ps in the spoon which iv done about that but i think i usually miss a little bit
O yah i always try waiting between shots because if your already high i know you dont get the rush this time im (I just picked up some Kpins) thinking maybe im not getting the rush cause my heart rate is already elevated and that maybe a little kpin will slow it down so when i do the coke i get the rush so i only put the bigger of a half of a half of a 1mg Kpin under my tounge and waited 5 min or so to do my shot
when i did it it felt like all I could feel was my heart and my head, nothing else! it was crazy and my right side felt different, its left for heart attack(i was thinking) I emediatly could tell i did to much so popped a asprin that i had on my table because a couple days ago i thought i might have a bloodclot
i then also went and ate a clove of garlic and chewed on a cinnamon stick hearing these are good things for your heart
what i would like to know is how do i know if im having a heart attack or stroke/overdose from coke?
But not as much as i would like to know how do i tell if i had one of the above right after it happens?
also is there a reason i feel like coke isnt giving me the rush it use to can i do something to make it so it does?
are benzos ok to do before coke? how about after?
and also what can i do if i think one of those things is happening to me?
or right after i think one happened to prevent losing my brain cells?
notice i said can not should i know i should call 911 or some shit like that If i was gonna do that i already would
my life isnt going my way but i found out tonight its scary to think your gonna die although iv kind of wanted it to happen to me lately
and yes i wish i could go to treatment i just dont have the money for it
only thing my bullshit insurance will pay for is detox and i need at least a 30 day treatment im not a lucky rich kid with the money iv supported myself sense 7th grade and my mom owes me money I get like 50$ for my bdays I dont complain tho i still got her a 400$ ring for hers(no job u can guess) my dad died when i was 16 im 20 now
anyway feel like im rambling would be cool if u could answer some of my question and i do need someone to talk to although im new to this internet thing
Im addicted to heroin btw
I got a half g(BOMB)
lately its been feeling like im not getting high, idk im just not getting the same ruch i use to get just sorta so iv been doing more in my shots, i was jus doing a P everytime but latley been tapering up knowing its dangerous so super cautious
anyway tonight and why i joined this site to find out cause i scared the shit out of myself
I was doing my last shot for the night so i put 2 ps in the spoon which iv done about that but i think i usually miss a little bit
O yah i always try waiting between shots because if your already high i know you dont get the rush this time im (I just picked up some Kpins) thinking maybe im not getting the rush cause my heart rate is already elevated and that maybe a little kpin will slow it down so when i do the coke i get the rush so i only put the bigger of a half of a half of a 1mg Kpin under my tounge and waited 5 min or so to do my shot
when i did it it felt like all I could feel was my heart and my head, nothing else! it was crazy and my right side felt different, its left for heart attack(i was thinking) I emediatly could tell i did to much so popped a asprin that i had on my table because a couple days ago i thought i might have a bloodclot
i then also went and ate a clove of garlic and chewed on a cinnamon stick hearing these are good things for your heart
what i would like to know is how do i know if im having a heart attack or stroke/overdose from coke?
But not as much as i would like to know how do i tell if i had one of the above right after it happens?
also is there a reason i feel like coke isnt giving me the rush it use to can i do something to make it so it does?
are benzos ok to do before coke? how about after?
and also what can i do if i think one of those things is happening to me?
or right after i think one happened to prevent losing my brain cells?
notice i said can not should i know i should call 911 or some shit like that If i was gonna do that i already would
my life isnt going my way but i found out tonight its scary to think your gonna die although iv kind of wanted it to happen to me lately
and yes i wish i could go to treatment i just dont have the money for it
only thing my bullshit insurance will pay for is detox and i need at least a 30 day treatment im not a lucky rich kid with the money iv supported myself sense 7th grade and my mom owes me money I get like 50$ for my bdays I dont complain tho i still got her a 400$ ring for hers(no job u can guess) my dad died when i was 16 im 20 now
anyway feel like im rambling would be cool if u could answer some of my question and i do need someone to talk to although im new to this internet thing
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