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Random MSN Gibberings LXIX: Open your mouth, here's your money

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He lost out on his BL time with his 10 days of romance with this Brazilian woman ;)

Absolutely menched on DHC and hot choc. Bed times is a coming
 
Thats a shocker especially as I work a 45Hr plus week and that without the commute, and no I can't post from work....well occasionally ;)

I'll ensure that i keep up with my vacuous an inane posting as well as taking the piss out of Sam, if only for the stats :D
 
Back from the brink.

Hi(gh) everyone :)

shit'z been crazy, hope eadd is ticking along....

missed you dood'z. x
 
Class.

<3

Had a little sojourn to the land of &^&^$%&^^*'sville, but am hopefully, back. For good.

Heard some tragedy since i been gone. FUCK.



RIP and forever love.
 
I still have that stuff for you PH. I've been such a lazy cunt as of late. If you still need it I pass by the post office every day I'm at school so this time there is no excuse.

Let me know if you still need them.


Hope you're doing well honey. I've missed you.
 
Same here chuck. I'm had quite a bit of Gin and 100mg of Amitriptyline, plus the normal dose of Diazepam (very little), some Codeine and a bag of very average gear, but I think it's worked and I should be able to pass out soon.
Hope you manage to get some good kip :) I'll be watching shtuff for a while until my vision is blurred :|
 
Tangerine Dream said:
I need a decent opiate... really need to relax lately with my new job.. 25 hours a week is nothing but its a shock to the system! Prebabalin, k cider and etizolam doesn't cut it.
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I had the opposite effect once when going from not working to only a 9-5 office job, completely wiped me out each evening, I used to wish the commutes were longer so I could nap on the train but no, 5 mins and 2 mins walk both ends.

I'll be stressing more soon though when uni restarts even though it should be familiar at first.

I think a tiny bit of mdma crystal bounced in my eye, what's the dosage by eye strength? :D
 
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A positive drug story:
I didn't spend stupid amounts of money on drugs and nor did I take too much. I didn't make any bad decisions and practiced harm reduction to the best of my ability. Amazing. Honestly, amazing.
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I was witness to this,and it is indeeds true. Had a wicked night anyways - speed, breakcore, balloons and good chats are things I have missed!

Possibly going to live in Spain in 4 weeks but it's not finalised. Been crap at posting on BL recently, and been abroad working in a hostel and stuff, so fleeing again to try and find elsewhere rather than in Wales/England is seeming logical. Probably gona teach english for a while and see what else happens, hopefully some good times and my Spanish will get a lot bettter!
 
Woke up an our and a half ago and saw it was 6AM,, i i was like 'il kill 3 or 4 hours thn get into town, didnt have a bad sleep!'

Checked the clock and its 4.30am, mustt aread my watch upside down when woke up

ima go back to nodding

*Massive facepalm*
 
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Got up 30 mins ago Effie, how goes it, how you manage not to resort to meds or booze in a big way leaves me feeling.......well like a bit of a twat!
 
I could have gone to bed like a normal person tonight since I have stuff to do tomorrow but no, I decided to have a 2nd bash at mdma withought having had a bunch of downers all day. Though I did go back on my anti psychotics (they're for anxiety, not psychosis) I'd only had a few doses the last being this morning I couldn't persuade myself to not do it. My social anxiety must be showing through however, as I'm glad I'm on my own and definitely not out. Do you think in a club/rave atmosphere that wouldn't be an issue as you'd feed off the atmosphere?

I'm biting my lip a bit but I can get away with that as my meds have made me do it too. I feel hot and cold at the same time, making sure I'm drinking some liquids. I've got some xanax for tomorrow if I feel rough and temazepam if I need a bit of a sleep, I actually already took a couple thinking it was time to wind down.

EDIT: Long shot but anyone know the Mustard Lounge in Norwich? My mate is suggesting a good night there in a couple of weeks, I admit to being a bit of an electronic music newb though I like psytrance and also Insdustrial/EBM but I'm not against trying anything, I can only listen when out though or if it's in the background with friends.
 
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Got up 30 mins ago Effie, how goes it, how you manage not to resort to meds or booze in a big way leaves me feeling.......well like a bit of a twat!
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I had benzos, all gone. No booze in the house (am at parents). Believe me, if I had access to anything I'd take it right now!

You're not a twat atm <3 you're doing fantastically.

And you have an excellent avatar :)
 
Must say, since I first started posting on my old username (long story why I changed it) and just come back more recently again with this one there's been a higher increase in girl:boy ratio.

This is a good thing, it gives me hope of finding a girl who'll actually join me let alone tolerate usage. I must have been looking in the wrong places, they've either been strictly drink only or they "grew out" of the scene. Boys never grow up ;) I tried to keep hold of a younger lady recently who smoked weed and mentioned once she took meds for fun but she'd just come out of a bad breakup and didn't want anything serious.
 
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I could have gone to bed like a normal person tonight since I have stuff to do tomorrow but no, I decided to have a 2nd bash at mdma withought having had a bunch of downers all day. Though I did go back on my anti psychotics (they're for anxiety, not psychosis) I'd only had a few doses the last being this morning I couldn't persuade myself to not do it. My social anxiety must be showing through however, as I'm glad I'm on my own and definitely not out. Do you think in a club/rave atmosphere that wouldn't be an issue as you'd feed off the atmosphere?

I'm biting my lip a bit but I can get away with that as my meds have made me do it too. I feel hot and cold at the same time, making sure I'm drinking some liquids. I've got some xanax for tomorrow if I feel rough and temazepam if I need a bit of a sleep, I actually already took a couple thinking it was time to wind down.

EDIT: Long shot but anyone know the Mustard Lounge in Norwich? My mate is suggesting a good night there in a couple of weeks, I admit to being a bit of an electronic music newb though I like psytrance and also Insdustrial/EBM but I'm not against trying anything, I can only listen when out though or if it's in the background with friends.
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I can't see anyone being able to answer this one for you, it could go one way or another, there are so many variables. If you want to give it a go just make sure you have an easy way to leave anytime you like and your mates understand you might need to do that. A planned escape route is always a good move if your puttting your self into a situation that might trigger anxiety or panic attacks. Sometimes just the fact that you could up and leave with no hassles can be enough to avoid issues in the first place.

I'd go easy on the first dose of MDMA and not get carried away with doing big doses that might put you on edge on the come up I'm assuming you have checked any interaction with other meds yuo are taking.
 
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A feeling of omnipotence and an air of arrogance will go a long way towards bolstering yourself for a night out if you're not feeling particularly up to it through anxiety etc.

It takes a little work but it's well worth it.
 
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