The more I think of it the more I realize I got mda. I have done mdma maybe 30 times at this point and have never had a roll remotely like this one. Its appearance was akin to the regular tan coloured crystals I get except darker and even more awful smelling, but very similar to the mdma I have done. I snorted a small amount, of whch mdma would normally have me feeling pretty awesome, but a very small dose for that stuff, and I got right fucked for a really long time. It was way harsher on the nose than mdma, my nose was pretty much clogged and dripping mucus for like 10 hours, something I wasn't used to, and the taste seemed extremely toxic. It felt way harsher in general, I was smacked out in my own world and at times I was almost unresponsive, unlike my normally highly social mdma persona. I was pretty much being taken advantage of on a dance floor lol. And I puked at one point. I was hallucinating as well almost acid-like distortive visuals, really intense. It lasted just as long if not longer and the physical effects were much more pronounced. I was also anxious at times, a feeling which has never been a part of my mdma trips. The comedown was way harsher too, I have been struggling all day long, like I feel like death is at my doorstep, and I only hope that my brain makes it through this experience intact due to the sheer intensity and gnarliness of it, because mda, she sure as hell ain't good for ya.
The result of this is that the molly I took turned out to be something I totally wasn't used to, and I was fucked enough that I lost an expensive camera and didn't give a fuck or notice at the time.
