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why do i love her?

she makes me happy, she gives me hope for the future, sometimes it isnt easy to see but she is a great person, she is a strong person, she makes me stronger, she makes me better, i belive i make her better, i believe love means building and holding the other up, we both do just that. i dont doubt its an unhealthy relationship but its what gives me motivation to keep going eachday. we both have some psychological issues i wont doubt that but at the end of the day she is the one that makes me want to deal with mine/and or issues instead of just wanting to make myself numb and eventually die numb,

i do see where you're coming from about just wanting someone, and i have thought alot about that over the last month, but she isnt just someone, she is the loving, caring, intelligent, thoughtful, crazy girl that i love, that im in love with, that i need in my life in order to allow me to grow, before her my life was stagnent, going nowhere fast. yea this last fight got me going to jail but the fight seems to have brought us closer together, we are both talkin more openly and admitting our wrong doings and moving past them instead of bottling them up for ammunition in the next fight, i dont doubt we'll fight again. were both too stubborn not to ever fight again, yes she has gotten physical with me on multiple other occasions, but i dont worry about that, i can handle myself, physically she cant hurt me, it hurts me emotionally when she gets physical but i dont care cuz its not like im all battered up and wounded. it does suck that i refuse to hit her back cuz BELIEVE me i have wanted to deck her in the face on 2 occasions but i cant bring myself to do it, she should not have hit me, but i should not have called the cops. i called trhe cops out of anger, that was the first time in my whole life i ever called the cops, i hate cops and want them to stay outta my business and especially after how the cops treated me when i called them the other night i think i will let them stay outta my business for the rest of my life.

i know none of yall will think im doing the right thing, i didnt come her to hear i was making the right or wrong choice, i just need yall as my sounding board, and please dont take that the wrong way, im not telling any of yall to shut up, yall are my sounding board, my therapy feel free to tell me i am as stupid as you think i am i just have to talk about certain things.

never heard that song pff but i think ill give it a listen
 
listened to the song and read the lyrics whilst listening

sans the last five lines (excluding the chorus)

thats pretty much how i feel, how its been,

shits fucking crazy, but I ABSOLUETLY LOVE IT
 
You both need to mature a bit and learn how to live and be with each other. I'm serious dude, she should NOT be putting her hands on you or yours on her. You need to talk about shit and get the communication flowing freely. You both need to learn how to pick your battles and communicate without blowing up, there's no need for it, no matter how stubborn you are. A relationship is work, I don't care what anyone says and it takes two to tango.

No relationship is perfect but you both have some heavy shit to work on if it's going to work in the long term. Sticks and stones break bones and words DO hurt, and they can hurt so bad that they leave scars. You gotta feel like the person you love has your back and most important you need to RESPECT one another. Physical or emotional abuse is never okay under any circumstances and it's not love.

Just given you my input, dawg. I have been through more than enough of my own shit and I'm not just spouting off bullshit, in a lot of ways I have been in your shoes and walked the road you're on with her.
 
thanks for the insight and input

its always welcomed,

we do need to mature

we do need to communicate better

we do need to learn to pick battles

we do need to learn how to not blow up

this is what we are attempting to do

and i couldnt be happier
 
^ I listened to your advice and got some Soma after I ate all the bars I had and it made for a very interesting few hours. I was slurring my words and dropping beakers. But I have to admit, they do go quite well with methadone.

I have dope dick and the new girl I've been talking to just called me and pretty much said she wants to fuck me right now. It's an hour drive and I have a full tank of gas, but I have work at 7:00am in the morning. So the question is men, and lesbians, should I leave and go down there and fuck the living hell out of her? I have no commitments besides nodding. What should I do Bluelight?
 
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dude... fuck.
i've been exactly there. i know you aren't looking for advice, i just wish you would trust me when i say "get the FUCK out".


my last "true love" got me hooked on just about every kind of drug there was. i put up with the anger, abuse and humiliation. while she may not be pressuring drugs on you, your co-dependency is the drug. i was in her position. i had a man who said he loved me yet i had no issue putting my hands on him. that shit isn't right. i never truly loved him. i know that i could never hurt someone i seriously loved and made me feel "complete" like that.

could you beat your parents? your siblings, either? man, i want you to be happy. i really do. but all i can think about when i see you post is that you need to work on yourself. your girl certainly needs work but that shit won't come unless you manage to make your voice known. i don't know her but you seem like the only person who might step in and change shit up.

you're fucking toxic for each other at this point. use your fucking words, kid. you almost act as if she does no wrong.. she does plenty. you deserve better. just because she's female doesn't mean she shouldn't be punished for her bullshit. you'll resent her in the end if you don't.
 
purplefirefly said:
*swoons for ohline*
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Ditto, that's some seriously solid advice. I ended up staying in a relationship an extra 8 months simply for the fact that I had been going out with the girl for 3 years. There are some similarities, but bottom line is, it was a mistake. We both resent each other now and it's too bad, since we're both nice people, but are fucking aweful to each other now. I wish I had walked away at the first solid sign, but I stuck it out and it was not good for either of us. FYI I'm much happier being single.

also, females be crazy. this is not up for debate.

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i gotta say, my drunk-posting has gotten pretty quality lately.

sober or not, though, my point still stands. it just sucks that i'm pretty certain it'll fall on deaf ears. :/


purplefirefly said:
*swoons for ohline*

She knows what's up, all points to think about hol.
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Chainer said:
Ditto, that's some seriously solid advice. I ended up staying in a relationship an extra 8 months simply for the fact that I had been going out with the girl for 3 years. There are some similarities, but bottom line is, it was a mistake. We both resent each other now and it's too bad, since we're both nice people, but are fucking aweful to each other now. I wish I had walked away at the first solid sign, but I stuck it out and it was not good for either of us. FYI I'm much happier being single.

also, females be crazy. this is not up for debate.

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we should all make out sometime.
 
anyway HOL ditch the broad and start treating girls like whores in the bedroom, its totally OK to fuck a chick and be rough. grudge fucking is awesome.

im willing to bet every female in the social would rather fuck to the rythm of some guys balls slapping off their asses and being called a whore, and spanked and choked than have some guy slowly grinding his dick into her love hole with R Kelly in the background

just my two cents but you need to spend sometime apart from her and work on yourself and from the sounds of it she needs it alot more than you.
 
aced the shit outta my test this morning yall

also got a fuckin seat belt ticket, i cant catch a break from the laws and i dont even know why??

i wanted to tell the dude how i felt about him pullin me over for a seatbelt n how he is one step above a mall cop (university police btw) but i had that test in 30 mins and figured if i gave him shit he'da given it right back n i mighta missed my test, plus i was in my girls car and not insured on it soo i figured he was gonna harass me about that but he didnt soo i just took it on the chin

seriously though i keep wonderin why i cant get away from legal issues, i mean a seat belt ticket aint shit but damn it just feels like no matter what i do i keep gettin shit
 
HighonLife said:
aced the shit outta my test this morning yall

also got a fuckin seat belt ticket, i cant catch a break from the laws and i dont even know why??

i wanted to tell the dude how i felt about him pullin me over for a seatbelt n how he is one step above a mall cop (university police btw) but i had that test in 30 mins and figured if i gave him shit he'da given it right back n i mighta missed my test, plus i was in my girls car and not insured on it soo i figured he was gonna harass me about that but he didnt soo i just took it on the chin

seriously though i keep wonderin why i cant get away from legal issues, i mean a seat belt ticket aint shit but damn it just feels like no matter what i do i keep gettin shit
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awwwwwwwww, cops are just evil people. true story
 
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