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Today I am thankful for...

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I am thankful for getting the chance to remember how it's like to be sober. So far I have been sober since July 25th but I'm not sure how much longer this will last. Other than that I have realized so many things I am thankful for when being in placement....such as drinking juice whenever you want (lol), just walking outside and smelling the fresh air knowing you're free. Even sleeping in a bed and going on walks, just the little things. I miss all of those things so once I am out of this place where I am now I am going to be highly grateful for all those things that I took for granted. So mainly I am thankful for the new outlook on life that I was given.
 
so glad my family has supported me - for free three weeks I counted down to suicide, then finally went into psych howspital - came out not feelin any dif BUT my love for my fam and my lil guy tristan, i cannt leave them selfishly no matter whats gin on upstairs _ its hard to swallow i was ready for that peace, now im ready or lie.
 
For a new job! I needed it, Im making me money and getting more hours. And now I can try to buy a new car, and not worry about finding change to support my habits or to be able to eat. ALthough I wont get my first check for 3 weeks, its just good to know after those three weeks, things will be easier again
 
I don't care if I sound like a broken record or not, (age revealing metaphor, that one), I am just thankful that I had my outrageous-in-every-way son for 20 years.
 
My closest friend, who I went to see today. 16 years she's battled depression and emetophobia, and somehow she's still here.
 
Good thread! Today I am thankful for my daughter. The absolute most beautiful little girl ever, period. She is smart, patient, and full of happy life. Her though? I'm thankful for her EVERY DAY!
 
Sheffsam said:
My closest friend, who I went to see today. 16 years she's battled depression and emetophobia, and somehow she's still here.
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i am not homeless! i live in oz, i get benfits, have a hot shower! theres methadone and all sorts of fallbacks and options for wherever your at. That im not dead, and that my family is not in mourning, only hopelessly at the end of there tether. medicare! churches, generous people, that if your resourceful and improvise enough, you never have to be sick. theres codeine and DHC from the chemist if all else fails. theres free doctors, they prescribe reasonable amounts of drugs between a few of them! the meds cost 6 bucks on the NHS. And that i had an awesome life, travelled the world and had awesome girlfriends before i got myself into this shitty situation. That theres rehabs that will take me, and theyll take me when ive done some work prior, so im ready once im in. that no one can force me to go into those rehabs too! its still all up to me in the end! And in the end, I will be responsible for my destiny. I forgived those who messed with me, and i recieved forgiveness in the process. All my blood tests came back negative. and in this moment now, i can feel ok. more than ok. good. for this moment
 
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