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Ah man, that's really unfortunate about the "kratom HQ". :|

Shit is getting weird lately, honestly. All of these "internet drugs" that used to only be used by a really small circle of people have gone mainstream. Lots of people are jumping on the bandwagon because they're legal, and since they haven't come to know the drugs through the "traditional" avenues (eg. erowid, internet forums, etc), they are much less likely to have the knowledge necessary to use them responsibly.

Times are definitely changing, the RC scene even as recently as '07-'08 was utterly incomparable to today's market (and before that, even more so). It was mostly psychedelics and a few entactogens, the synthetic cannabinoids were somewhat of a novelty (you definitely couldn't find them in packets of laced herbs at your corner store), the meph craze had yet to hit, and the tragic BRDFLY misidentification incidents had yet to shock us into the realization that there is a seriously dark side to this hobby. It really was a totally different era.

Honestly, I've accepted the fact that all this probably won't continue much longer. Slowly but surely all the good drugs are disappearing from the internet, or at least getting more difficult to locate. For instance, in '09 you could still buy poppy pods in bulk online for cheap, good luck trying to find those nowadays. RC vendors that sell only psychedelics have become an extinct breed, as the greedy profit-driven screwheads descend on the scene like vultures circling a carcass.

LOL, at this point I'd just as soon avoid the hassle and stick to pot. :D
 
Considering I haven't slept in a day and a half, I feel amazingly stimulated, creative, and alive. How odd.

I think it's just the fact that sleep deprivation causes a sort of altered state of consciousness in itself, which is an inspiring and refreshing change from the norm.

Longest I ever went without sleep was 65 hours. At one point I was getting waves of adrenaline passing through the body, like it was a backup power supply. Then everything became seriously bland and irritating, like having all the dopamine sucked out of my brain. At night I was at a restaurant, and I was laughing hysterically at the stupidest fucking things, and almost falling asleep into my bowl of soup. When I finally got back to the hotel room, I hit the bed and instantly fell into the deepest, most refreshing sleep ever.
 
Instead of my usual mon-fri grind that I'm used to I've been working all sorts of wonky shifts so the next 2 days are my days off. So I decided to get my buzz on tonight. A lil bump'o MXE, 3 big spoonfuls of kratom, 2mgs of kpins and a few hydroxozine pills has me feeling the most relaxing, serene buzz. Melting into my couch while watching last nights bad ass episode of breaking bad. I hope all of you are well. Mucho lovies to you all.
 
LOL I <3 amphetamine! :D I have a big research paper due at the end of the semester and I banged out 50+ pages of it in the last 4 days or so, and I cited about 40 sources. Honestly I could probably turn it in as-is, but now I have the next 3 months to continue making it more and more awesome. Shit's gunna be off the chain when I'm finished with it, I'm trying to make it at least as thorough as any existing review on the topic. :)

There's nothing like the feeling of tangibly accomplishing something, irregardless of whether your will to do so has been influenced by stimulants. :D

(irregardless is a really fucken weird word, I'm not even sure if I used it correctly lol)

Ya man, it really is my drug of choice. I get so much done with it, and best of all; I have fun while doing it. You're such a lucky sod for having that wonderful script of yours. Amphetamines are impossible to get if you didn't have a history of ADD when you were younger. At the age I am, there's no way I could fake my way into a script and even if I managed it would be for a drug other than what I'm actually looking for. Stuff needs to be regulated like a licence system, I can use amphetamine responsibly, let me have my fucking shit! :D

Or bring back OTC Benzedrine inhalers! :D

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I found this add in my local paper and it upsets me. I really like kratom. I use it once or twice a week more or less. But i would hate for it to get all popular like whats happened recently with meph and m1 (2 other drugs i liked that have become really popular and now illegal). These people are such greedy fucks really ruining it for us drug connoisseurs.
I feel sort of responsible as i told the owner where he can get kratom real cheap and next thing i know i see this add.

That's crazy. I LOL'ed at the "Kava bar" I would stroll by there at the end of every day. I had some when I got home today, I F'n love Kava. I thinks it's going to be a long while until a Kava bars show up around here though.

I don't know how to take the kratom thing though; it's mild but it's enough of an opiate that it would garner unwanted attention, not good.

Ah man, that's really unfortunate about the "kratom HQ". :|

Shit is getting weird lately, honestly. All of these "internet drugs" that used to only be used by a really small circle of people have gone mainstream. Lots of people are jumping on the bandwagon because they're legal, and since they haven't come to know the drugs through the "traditional" avenues (eg. erowid, internet forums, etc), they are much less likely to have the knowledge necessary to use them responsibly.

Times are definitely changing, the RC scene even as recently as '07-'08 was utterly incomparable to today's market (and before that, even more so). It was mostly psychedelics and a few entactogens, the synthetic cannabinoids were somewhat of a novelty (you definitely couldn't find them in packets of laced herbs at your corner store), the meph craze had yet to hit, and the tragic BRDFLY misidentification incidents had yet to shock us into the realization that there is a seriously dark side to this hobby. It really was a totally different era.

Honestly, I've accepted the fact that all this probably won't continue much longer. Slowly but surely all the good drugs are disappearing from the internet, or at least getting more difficult to locate. For instance, in '09 you could still buy poppy pods in bulk online for cheap, good luck trying to find those nowadays. RC vendors that sell only psychedelics have become an extinct breed, as the greedy profit-driven screwheads descend on the scene like vultures circling a carcass.

Totally. Back in the heyday when I was in high school trying to locate things I was reading reports on, I couldn't. Then I got smarter in my searching tactics and around '06-'07 a big world opened up to me. Like you say though; it was still something you had to know what you were doing to find real sources; before the beta-ketone thing and all the media attention. Now it's real easy to find shitty sources, and there's more and more media attention.

The golden age of the online research chemical scene is gone and what's left is waning. :(

Super long day today. Had some Kava and it's time to hit the shower.
 
The kava at the kava bar is actually really good quality stuff. I really dont feel it as strong anywhere as I do there. It also has a reverse tolerance or learned high thing going on. I found that when I started drinking kava it didn't do much but these days I can feel the effects start to kick In. It's a very nice feeling, kind of like alcohol minus the intoxication, if that makes sense.
The synergy between kava and kratom is great too.
 
Garsh.... I should start meditating again, and running, and 328 other thing I've been meaning to do to better myself
 
I've recently started up some healthy habits as well. I tend to get pretty depressed in the winters, I think its seasonal affective disorder, so I'm taking preventative measures this year to be able to enjoy my winter.
I've been eating healthier, pretty much going organic, and picked up yoga again. Gosh I love doing yoga so much, I just feel so rejuvenated after a class, even if I go in tired and cranky from work I leave feeling great.
I also plan to start rock climbing again and just generally working out so I can be In shape next year for this awesome obstacle course called the warrior dash (google it, its awesome).
Just start with one thing at a time.
It feels great when you know you're doing something productive and healthy. I feel like if I stay focused on these healthy habits this winter will be a good one for me.

String cheese incident the day after thanksgiving, Fu k yeh
And I'm volunteering at a festival in FL in November called Bear Creak. This chic I know is in charge of the volunteers for the kids play area and she totally hooked me and my gf up with this gig, so I get to go free mandate play around with kids, I'm super stoked for it because this was like the first summer In 8 years that I haven't gone to at least one festival in the summer, and the line up is awesome.
 
I need to start doing yoga again as well, hah youve inspired me to do a session after a run in the morning. I just had a short meditative sitting on my porch looking up at the moon with the wind blowing through the trees
 
Well while i was asleep (and i dont keep anything logged on anywhere) someone changed my avatar to a chicken, and my pic to a bunch of dicks.
i'm obviously welcome on BL.
 
I think ill be partaking in some DMT some time soon. I recently met a really cool dude who is very interested in trying DMT after hearing about it a lot, hes a dude in his mid 30's with a wife and kids but really wants to try this, so i think i might blast him off in the next coming weeks as we've been talking about it a lot recently. I feel like ill probably take a few hits as well, i havent smoked any since the winter time, maybe 7 or 8 months ago, and feel its time to clear some spiritual cobwebs.

It was really interesting, didn't change my worldview drastically or anything (I think I'm past the point of that type of effect from tripping honestly), but it was a very new and novel feeling. Completely overtook my senses, like no room left for normal lol. But my thought patterns were unchanged! It was really cool, made it seem much more "real"- like something actually happening to me.
 
all you be happy you dont need 150+mg to get high on phets.
the highs get shittier and then you want them more anyway..
i'm doin moar amphet now, fuck this shit
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GuRr3l6s6D4
my name is llama
i haz disease
and i know wat to call it
amphetameenz.
yeah thats right
 
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You should probably just quit again. You don't enjoy it. This happens to lots of people who abuse drugs, they lose their appeal, the high is never as good again. I find this especially true with abusing Stims.
I hope you start to feel better and take care of yourself. You sound depressed. I can tell you that many people go through depressive period at your age, growing up aint easy bro.
I'd recommend maybe getting a job or so ething so you can have some money to go do fun thingsnthat aren't drugs.
 
What is up people? I'm feelin' like tonight should be an H night since last night wasn't. I'll go for two non-H nights in a row when I get some liquor.

Oh, and my money check arrived so when I get that cashed and pay back all I owe we'll see how much I have left (not as much as I would have hoped for, since the stock markets been goin' down for a while before I cashed it but oh well).
 
Sup PD? Had a long day at work, but had a nice dinner and a glass of wine and feeling better. I'm looking forward to getting my Cali driver's license cuz I think i want to get a medical card. It'll be nice to smoke again (haven't smoked in like 2.5 months, after smoking pretty much every day for 10 years). I feel like I've been drinking more heavily since stopping smoking, which isn't good. I used to get high and have like one or two drinks and be fine and not crave more. Without smoking I seem to go on benders more often.
 
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