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better I guess? Anger is gone now I am just depressed/sad.

I guess I'll choose sad for my word today.
 
Rollercoaster

I really need to figure out the job situation; I'm just hypersensitive to everything at work right now, and it's exhausting.
 
Pissed-off:p

Just kinda woke this way, worried about heaps of shit and aparantly im treating everyone else like shit, and speaking to everybody like shit. It's gonna take a fucking miricle to turn this one around:|
 
Really fucking thirsty.

For those of you who have been keeping tabs on me (lol, or who I've been inadvertently keeping updated via this thread [well, the old one]), I finally saw a renal specialist. Get to have more lab work done tomorrow, but to do that, I can't eat or drink for TWELVE HOURS. I normally drink about 60oz in four hours. I'm going to bed shortly and am going to sleep as late as I can, but I foresee the morning being rough... :-/ Not to mention the fact that when I'm dehydrated, they have a hard time drawing blood... Ugh.
 
^Ah hope everything goes well. When I was doing various stomach tests I hated having to fast and whatever else they required, ugh. Be well <3

Me: Determination
 
Concerned. Relationships are tough.
Although the no fluids for 12 hours puts things in perspective a little. 8o
 
Overwhelmed

Took on a part time job ontop of my full time one...need the money...only gonna get one day off a week. I should be used to this, but I stress and stress over "what if". What if I wake up late (I dont hear alarms easily) and lose one job. What if we get laid off. What if I just suck at life and get fired (this is just my mind running wild, cause in fact I'm always told I do a good job at work). What if.
 
Legerity said:
^Ah hope everything goes well. When I was doing various stomach tests I hated having to fast and whatever else they required, ugh. Be well <3
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S.M.F.G said:
Addictivepersona.... you are having some health isssues there thats for sure, I hope that the morning of ur tests isnt too unbareable and theys can help you<3
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Thanks you two. My biggest concerns for this morning are being able to pee when I get there, and them being able to get blood. Kind of the whole point of me going, LOL. I don't feel too much like shit--I feel like I'm in a fog though.

tl;dr: Foggy
 
zap-- you're a machine, man! I need my downtime, and would have a hard time keeping up with two jobs. You'll do great though, I'm sure. Maybe set a couple of alarms? Keep one on the other end of the room, so that you'll have to get up to turn it off?

ATM: steadfast, but only just.
 
Disconnected.

Becoming frustrated with not being able to connect to anything I love doing, be it reading, writing, gaming, or whatever. I pretty much feel like I'm just blankly staring at whatever is in front of me. Ugh.
 
zombiesarepeaceful said:
Overwhelmed

Took on a part time job ontop of my full time one...need the money...only gonna get one day off a week. I should be used to this, but I stress and stress over "what if". What if I wake up late (I dont hear alarms easily) and lose one job. What if we get laid off. What if I just suck at life and get fired (this is just my mind running wild, cause in fact I'm always told I do a good job at work). What if.
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Anything can happen unexpectedly, we never know. Can just do your best. And don't try not to burn out :)

Me: Transitioning into the unknown
 
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