Seriously man don't feel like you need something to be normal, I used to think that way..When I was growing up, in elementary school to middle especially, teachers literally forced me to be medicated so I could stay at school...everything from ritalin, to adderol, to paxil, concerta, wellbutrin, effexor, etc..(it was for a fullblown ADHD/OCD combo kinda thing lol)...But I soon realized that I didn't like my non-apetite having, zombified, noncreative state that those meds put me in...and soon I discovered that smokin a little high grade bud in the morning and at night made me more calm, more fucused at school, less crazy and manic, and generally more pleasant too...Im not sayin smoke weed everyday, but some people find mediation, some just self control, but the way you are naturally, as far as ADD goes anyway, is something you have control over..Even though we can't control crazy ADD thoughts, one's actions are always in his control, and the best advice I can give is to say fuck meds and learn to embrace the brain you got..but its just my opinion, I know some situations are different, but if you can be brave enough to be free of those pills, you will really start to enjoy life, I have very much