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BDD Social/Info Booth v4.0 --- Fresh Out The Loony Bin

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sounds like YOU shou.... meh, I don't even care to finish that :)

That right there should tell you how I'm feeling ;)
 
effie said:
Both? :)

edit: olab, took ages sending this one word post and missed yours.. I hope you are okay <3 vent as much as you like here! It sounds like you definitely need to try to lay off the Adderall, and focus building yourself back up - healthy food, relaxation, exercise, distract yourself with BL or real life or whatever.. the crappy side effects from stopping should go within day or so, and you can concentrate on getting yourself back on your feet again. Things will seem a lot better once you've got over this initial shit period, I am sure. You know you've got us to talk to! <3
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Thanks effie it means alot :) I really do need to lay off and get healthy again as i feel terribly guilty for treating my body this way. I've never really been affected like this by a drug. I'll try my best to distract myself and hanging out here definetley helps :)

NeighborhoodThreat said:
Ugh, tell me about it. I took some Dexedrine earlier today (think 13 hours ago) with a cup of coffee, and then took 2.5mg Adderall 6 hours later, and then another 2.5mg Adderall about 2 hours after that. Worked well with 1mg clonazepam but now the Dexedrine is long gone and the Adderall is pretty much gone too. I know because I get really horrible back pain, lower back pain, when I'm coming off Adderall. It happens with Dexedrine, but is much more pronounced with Adderall for whatever reason (lousy levoamphetamine!).

I'm staying hydrated and took 500mg magnesium with some fish oil as well as a regular old multivitamin today but it still isn't seeming to help :( Bad times, plus I'm exhausted.
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Yeah I've been experiencing lower back pain as well. I need to take a trip to the pharmacy to pick up some fish oil and magnesium. Never tried them before but I hear good things. Do you feel doses of dexedrine/adderal as low as 2.5mgs? I regret not starting on a dose more around that haha
 
I don't feel Adderall or Dexedrine at 2.5mg, but I was using it as a booster of the original 10mg dosage more or less. If I had taken it by itself (either the 2.5's or the 5 Adderall), I wouldn't have felt it at all.

Cane, that sounds like a good Sunday evening to me :)
 
Rum and etizolam is not really hitting the spot :(

Sorry to hear you are so shattered and feeling crap NT! Get yourself some rest.. <3
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
I don't feel Adderall or Dexedrine at 2.5mg, but I was using it as a booster of the original 10mg dosage more or less. If I had taken it by itself (either the 2.5's or the 5 Adderall), I wouldn't have felt it at all.

Cane, that sounds like a good Sunday evening to me :)
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Ooh ok i see. That's still something I should've done. Like take something around 10-15mgs then if i redose at all do little amounts. If I manage to take a break for awhile and start taking it again I'd like to try doing that.

Well I'm off to try to get some much needed rest. Tommarow is a new day to try to fix things and start over :) Enjoy your night cane( p.s saw the comment about the alabama and missouri thing...couldn't agree more ;)) Smoke it up NT and get some rest too, and effie and everyone else goodnight and I'll (cyber?) see you tommarow :)
 
To make it even better, I made my own chili con queso, added mexican seasoned ground beef, put that on thick tortilla chips, sprinkled some shredded cheese on top, put it under the broiler then added some really spicy guacamole and freshly chopped cilantro for the best tasting nachos I've ever had in my life. I ate them right as some more kratom kicked in and when I finish, another line.... :)

In essence, I'm unrepentant for the unprecedented level of mental decadence =D
 
I must be sleep deprived but I lol'd at you saying you'd cyber tomorrow Olab (yes I know that's not exactly what you said, haha)

Hope you feel better in the morning. Tomorrow is indeed a new day :) I need to get some rest soon, it's 6am here..
 
adderal?

olab7 said:
Thanks effie it means alot :) I really do need to lay off and get healthy again as i feel terribly guilty for treating my body this way. I've never really been affected like this by a drug. I'll try my best to distract myself and hanging out here definetley helps :)



Yeah I've been experiencing lower back pain as well. I need to take a trip to the pharmacy to pick up some fish oil and magnesium. Never tried them before but I hear good things. Do you feel doses of dexedrine/adderal as low as 2.5mgs? I regret not starting on a dose more around that haha
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So is adderal bad for you? I'm interested in trying some. But now I'm kind of thinking it isn't even worth it. Olab7 since your starting over does this mean that you'll be completely drug free? I find that I just get to tempted :p
 
^ it's an amphetamine, they all have the potential to be bad for you..

No fucking sleep AGAIN, given up and stuck a ragga-tek mix on. Anyone fancy any Bristol Ragga-Hardtek? Moving on to gabba soon, but I'll let me neighbours sleep in for a little bit more.

Hope you are all well, and I hope I don't speak to any of you for a good 9 hours to get me some decent sleeps :p
 
Amphetamines can be harsh yes.

@effie: Aw hope you get some rest soon!!

I'm cutting out the smokes today so this week I will use this social thread to express my rage, insult people, and generally create unnecessary conflict. Thanks BDD! :D
 
I'm back, again!! This time for good, all the peevee is now gone, and the psychosis and paranoid feelings are gone :) All that is left is a shattered body and feelings of guilt and regret :\

Can't stop twitching, combination of lack of benzos and lots of stim use is not great for twitchyness.

Only have 15mg of diazepam left, lucky I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so I can get some more.

MDPV is not entering my system ever again, although I have said that once before.





Good luck with quitting the smokes Legerity, feel free to use this thread to express your rage. Is as good a reason as any for posting in here :)
 
Thanks Mugz. Give that body/brain some food, rest, and relaxation! You'll be like new in no time.
 
Hey Legs, thanks for the well wishes.. I may have possibly got an hour or two's sleep, and I have a stomach bug or something as well :| so been better, but nevermind ey, at least I have you lovely BDDers to cheer up my day! :! ;) <3

Mugzy, tis lovely to have you back with us again <3
 
Hullo everyone

Just skipped back from my garden feeling all virtuous and greenier than thou - laden with runner beans and courgettes :)

( Needed an enhaler and a roll up from the skippage though:\)
 
Hello hello!

Just got home from the busiest day of classes in the week, so I'm burned out, and won't be on much tonight, but gotta check in and say hey!
 
bluerider12 said:
So is adderal bad for you? I'm interested in trying some. But now I'm kind of thinking it isn't even worth it. Olab7 since your starting over does this mean that you'll be completely drug free? I find that I just get to tempted :p
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Yeah it can be if you get carried away like I have been recently. Its worth trying imo just have to make sure you practice harm reduction like with any drug. And I'll be drug free for....like a week =p I'll go back to the adderall but going to try to stick to lower doses. I've used amphetamines for quite awhile now and only recently has it gotten out of control and the past few days has been the first time I've suffered from such physical side effects from it. i know if I just give it a rest for a little while I'll get back in control :)

Finally managed to stop in tonight but it seems there hasnt been to much action going on here since last night anyway haha. So hows everyone doing? Good to see you back Mugz! And healthy too :)

Well I'm feeling much better today. Things have been a little dull without the amps but I'm sure that'll pass soon. Also picked up some fish oil so going to be taking that daily from now on. Despite how tired I felt last night I had ZERO sleep! Ugh 8 hours of sleep within 3 days. Going to give sleep another try now as I'm sure I need it more than I think even though I feel fine. Wish me luck! Night BL :D
 
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Hello all. I'm totally sober from all recreational drugs, and that sucks immensely. I would suck a cock for an eight of good weed (but I like to suck cock anyway, so no big deal here).
 
Just popping in to tell everyone that every single drug experience -recreational- I've had, has ALWAYS been shit.
I'm yet to feel good from a recreational drug...

Yet I'm still trying all of these new ones, just to know what it feels like.
-I wish I could get my hands on some mushies (Always have an eye out these days)

So yeah, every experience so far has been a very painful, and socially embarrassing one. :|
 
^Completely bad times? What drugs are you using and how often? I gave the RC world a try but I've lost pretty much any faith or respect for it. Substances that have been around for a while can carry huge risk but at least in general the risks are known and documented.

And finding a substance that works magic for you...you might not necessarily want that ;)
 
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