THE_REAL_OBLIVION
Bluelight Crew
Ok july has been a pretty debaucheristic(is that even a word) month for me, the summer was just too nice in general (temperature) also my birthday is located in it.
I've started the month with doing a bunch of LSD, PCP, 4-aco-dipt, 4-aco-dmt (well 7 doses of these psychedelics in total, not of each) and the afterglow of these experiences lifted me up from a moderatly sever depression so I felt like I could party again and stop isolating myself from my friends and especially girl-friends
I smoked weed for 9 years errday since I was 19, so almost a decade of extreme cannabis use (yeah there is such a thing), I sort of gave it up because it was starting to give me more bad effects than good, apparently that happens to many people who use it a lot for a long time. So it had been a while since I had smoked regularly (maybe 4 bowls in 4 months before july).
I always liked the meth pills (yeah, a canadian thing meth comes in pills here and they are easily identiable, meth/amphs pills are always white while other chemicals are mostly in colourful pill forms so tweekers knwo exactly what to look for.
But I had stopped all that shit during my last years of college before getting my masters because I felt I couldn't handle all these hedonistic and somewhat damaging drugs, as I have a tendency to go on binges. But somewhere around mid july I met this girl who had some of the best speed pills I ever had (I was surprised to see that rectangular amph or meth pill press since I hadn't done any in almost 3 years, but I knew those were the cleanest of the cleanest so I gave in and bought 4 a bit before my birthday and then, bam, too many women got in my life to have sex with who were also on party mode this summer and I did a shitload of oral/snorted meth, almost everyday but in controlled dosages and with diazepam/oxazepam to put me out during the horrible comedown.
I dosed speed for the last time 5 days ago because I was starting to get sick of feeling shitty from all the overstrained muscles from sex/sitting 15 hours in front of a computer/jerking off I did during that month and stopepd there, but then I felt really fucking drained with not only muscle pain but also I was sick of my heart always beaten really hard and I was starting to get some weird paresthesias all over my scalp and pain between my ears, neck pain/stiff neck, painful chest at times etc.
I refilled my oxazepam script but i have to wait on refilling my valium which I found is several times more effective for me because I overused it during the speed binge. I still had some high quality weed from the 1/4 or so that I got 3 months ago and after taking a 40mg OC i was given because my friends always were hearing me complaining about how painful I felt and a lot more oxazepam that I would normay lluse 120mg made me a tiny bit better but not much, I was still not able to feelsgoodman you know. I decided to take a very small hit from a bowl and bam, I feel completely fine, I mean, the pain is still there but its much less severe, my heartrate went back to normal, appetite came back too, that might be unfortunate because I lost 20 lbs this month and i'm still rather fat I find 6'0 245 lbs compared to 265 where I was starting to feel uncomfortable and finding clothes that fit me was starting to be difficult too, but that's somethintg completely different.
My whole point here is : has anyone read or has personal experiences where with no marijuana tolerance, toking a bit to feel better while fending off harder drugs made them not only feel better but totally remove any cravings left for the drugs they had ? Because I tried to google about how weed can fight addiction to others drugs and how it can be a medicine this way too, with good quality weed and very small hits so you don't hurt your lungs too much either in the process and only found one discussion on another forum talking about this. It's the first time I realize this in my whole decade of being a major drugs user of any kind. Although I had never ever taken a break from weed and after doing that, weed itself was the best medidine for me yesterday and today after wanting to restore myself and stop the hard drugs (amphetamines) mainly. I don't feel totally back to normal again but damn, I don't feel like getting more oxy either for the pains and i could get it very easily if I wanted. It feels like what weed did to me a decade ago when I started it, zero negatives only positives and i'm not talking about giggling like an idiot like in your first times, but all the other good things of weed cancelling/helping over getting way overboard and feeling like crap from amphetamines was a very big surprise to me, hence probably the very long post heheh.
I've started the month with doing a bunch of LSD, PCP, 4-aco-dipt, 4-aco-dmt (well 7 doses of these psychedelics in total, not of each) and the afterglow of these experiences lifted me up from a moderatly sever depression so I felt like I could party again and stop isolating myself from my friends and especially girl-friends
I smoked weed for 9 years errday since I was 19, so almost a decade of extreme cannabis use (yeah there is such a thing), I sort of gave it up because it was starting to give me more bad effects than good, apparently that happens to many people who use it a lot for a long time. So it had been a while since I had smoked regularly (maybe 4 bowls in 4 months before july).
I always liked the meth pills (yeah, a canadian thing meth comes in pills here and they are easily identiable, meth/amphs pills are always white while other chemicals are mostly in colourful pill forms so tweekers knwo exactly what to look for.
But I had stopped all that shit during my last years of college before getting my masters because I felt I couldn't handle all these hedonistic and somewhat damaging drugs, as I have a tendency to go on binges. But somewhere around mid july I met this girl who had some of the best speed pills I ever had (I was surprised to see that rectangular amph or meth pill press since I hadn't done any in almost 3 years, but I knew those were the cleanest of the cleanest so I gave in and bought 4 a bit before my birthday and then, bam, too many women got in my life to have sex with who were also on party mode this summer and I did a shitload of oral/snorted meth, almost everyday but in controlled dosages and with diazepam/oxazepam to put me out during the horrible comedown.
I dosed speed for the last time 5 days ago because I was starting to get sick of feeling shitty from all the overstrained muscles from sex/sitting 15 hours in front of a computer/jerking off I did during that month and stopepd there, but then I felt really fucking drained with not only muscle pain but also I was sick of my heart always beaten really hard and I was starting to get some weird paresthesias all over my scalp and pain between my ears, neck pain/stiff neck, painful chest at times etc.
I refilled my oxazepam script but i have to wait on refilling my valium which I found is several times more effective for me because I overused it during the speed binge. I still had some high quality weed from the 1/4 or so that I got 3 months ago and after taking a 40mg OC i was given because my friends always were hearing me complaining about how painful I felt and a lot more oxazepam that I would normay lluse 120mg made me a tiny bit better but not much, I was still not able to feelsgoodman you know. I decided to take a very small hit from a bowl and bam, I feel completely fine, I mean, the pain is still there but its much less severe, my heartrate went back to normal, appetite came back too, that might be unfortunate because I lost 20 lbs this month and i'm still rather fat I find 6'0 245 lbs compared to 265 where I was starting to feel uncomfortable and finding clothes that fit me was starting to be difficult too, but that's somethintg completely different.
My whole point here is : has anyone read or has personal experiences where with no marijuana tolerance, toking a bit to feel better while fending off harder drugs made them not only feel better but totally remove any cravings left for the drugs they had ? Because I tried to google about how weed can fight addiction to others drugs and how it can be a medicine this way too, with good quality weed and very small hits so you don't hurt your lungs too much either in the process and only found one discussion on another forum talking about this. It's the first time I realize this in my whole decade of being a major drugs user of any kind. Although I had never ever taken a break from weed and after doing that, weed itself was the best medidine for me yesterday and today after wanting to restore myself and stop the hard drugs (amphetamines) mainly. I don't feel totally back to normal again but damn, I don't feel like getting more oxy either for the pains and i could get it very easily if I wanted. It feels like what weed did to me a decade ago when I started it, zero negatives only positives and i'm not talking about giggling like an idiot like in your first times, but all the other good things of weed cancelling/helping over getting way overboard and feeling like crap from amphetamines was a very big surprise to me, hence probably the very long post heheh.
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