Darksidesam
Bluelight Crew
Ill never do DXM again EVER.
I think the reason DXM gets such a bad rap is because people expect it to be an entirely recreational experience, but that's far from the case. You have to prepare yourself, physically and mentally, or you'll end up making stupid mistakes and have a shitty time...like the OP. Seriously, read through the negative DXM trip reports and you'll find a lot of them make similar mistakes.
It's not a "look at the pretty colors" kind of drug, it's an "exploring the depths of your psyche" kind of drug. The psychonautical experience that can be gained from it can be really quite profound.