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How are you, in 1 word? v. 2011.2

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@Leg: I hear that. It seems like I chip away at one room, while another one just gets worse. Need to just take a couple of hours and do the whole bloody place from top to bottom. Someday.

@n3o: From what I've heard, muffins are pretty forgiving. Congrats on your first batch though! There's nothing like the lovely, warm smell of cinnamon baking in a home. Mmmmm.

ATM: desaturated
 
SideOrderOfOpiates said:
Currently feeling: incredulous.
My mum is in the hospital and given the fact that she attempted to through herself a pity party for her oh so horrible 'depression' (that I supposedly have worse than she does), and acted as though she was going through opiate withdrawals again last night, I feel more angry and distrusting than concerned. How the hell am I supposed to sit here and feel concerned for a mother that tried to off herself with pills on MOTHER'S DAY when I was 18 and found her bawling in her goddamn bed? How the hell am I supposed to feel concerned about someone who is always missing work to lock herself in her fucking room, and continuously exhibit immature irrational childish behaviour. She is always fine every single fucking time something like this happens other than the fact that she makes herself fucking ill—physically and mentally. Every time she is ill now it is the result of her abusing her fucking pain medication, and every single time SHE gets ill it's the end of the goddamn world and straight to the ER. Yet when I needed legitimate help with my health, I got nothing. I love my mum, but after this statement, I am no longer wasting my time or energy on wondering whether or not this is something to be concerned about this time around.
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Honey that is a lot for you to have been carrying on your shoulders all these years. I know you love your mum but please remember to look out for yourself first and foremost <3


Me: depressed
 
/me hugs n3o

(and while she's not looking, steals a freshly baked muffin from the table behind her ;) )
 
*steals a kale from Dave's larder, out of curiosity* =D

Thank you Wolfie, Leg and Dave <3
 
eew. :)

Should I ever make it to your neck of the woods ms. n3o (or you to mine), I'll make you my famous Kale chips. Way better than popcorn or potato chips for movie snacks, and orders of magnitude healthier too.

Hope you're feeling better soon, btw :)

ATM: Awake. Just got back from a one-man play (opening night of the biggest Fringe theatre festival outside of Edinburgh), and am thoroughly amazed. The sheer storytelling skill being put out from this fellow blows the everloving lymph out of the latest Michael Bay brainstem stimulus. Just. Wow.
 
Surprised/horrified.

Surprised, considering the night I had last night, that I'm not hungover or foggy.

Horrified, because I am a menace when I hit the booze & benzos & oxys. :S ....(I awake to my destruction the following mornings I go on these rampages).
 
n3ophy7e said:
Ewww :( That is not good hun. I hope you didn't cause too much strife and mischief <3
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Nothing that can't be laughed off once the shame has subsided lol. Hope you're well, and uni isn't a ball breaker!

HEADACHE. Finishing my homework and having an early one.
 
Cranky Woke up at 2:30AM and couldn't get back to sleep. Supposed to visit family today which is tiring enough in itself :p
 
doin great.

job starts on 19th - stoked about that - everything else is falling into place. Good friends, good ppl around me andddd meeting up w local BL'ers soon - fuckin plur fest !!!
 
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